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buena36
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posted February 18, 2009 07:00 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Here is my Dharma (color) Natal Chart:
http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=280la53&s=5

So is my life.

Buena

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blue moon
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posted February 18, 2009 12:18 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for blue moon     Edit/Delete Message
Without wishing to diminish your sufferings, would a bit of positive thinking help?

"If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something!"

Not really uplifting, that motto.

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Lara
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posted February 18, 2009 12:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Buena,

Please can you say what pains and your diet please?

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sunshine_lion
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posted February 18, 2009 12:20 PM           Edit/Delete Message
i am so very sorry that you live with pain.

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venusmars
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posted February 18, 2009 12:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for venusmars     Edit/Delete Message
I hope you feel better very soon..I'm sorry

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buena36
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posted February 19, 2009 02:48 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Hi to all,

Thank you for feedbacks.

First of all, I will change my signature.

I have burning and aching pains in my right eye, sinusitis and all right side.
There are lots of diagnosis, but Neurologist (from Moscow) told me 1999, that I have neck muscle pressing on the nerve going into sinusitis and from sinusitis I have atypical trigeminal Neuralgia. What means: I have combination: neck muscle, sinusitis and atypical trigeminal neuralgia. I have all that since the school days. There was help when I was 25 years old (in Germany) and was good for 5 years. When I came back from abroad, pains came back as well.
My 6th and 12th houses (health houses) have changed the rulers: ruler of 6th is in 12th and ruler of 12th is in 6th. They beat each other. Other say, my Chiron in the 1st is the cause for my pains.

That is reason I say: all my luck (health, love, friends) is in 9th house.

Buena

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buena36
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posted February 19, 2009 03:54 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Very strange Tynpic:

All has disappeared. Why that?

Nothing is for nothing!

Buena

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praecipua
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posted February 19, 2009 07:00 AM           Edit/Delete Message
BM lol.

buena, positive thinking is more.... well,.....positive.

u know kind of:

Anne Frank:
Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy.

Swedish proverb:
Those who wish to sing always find a song.

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buena36
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posted February 19, 2009 08:01 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Maintenant, dis moi comment tu dis ca en francais?

J'aime les proverbes francais!

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posted February 19, 2009 08:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for wheelsofcheese     Edit/Delete Message
why will tomorrow be worse? start by getting a more positive signature and see how you get on? sorry you are in pain.

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praecipua
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posted February 19, 2009 08:42 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Pense à toutes les merveilles qui t’entourent et sois heureux. anne frank

ceux qui veulent chanter trouvent toujours une chanson.

bon courage.

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buena36
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posted February 19, 2009 08:47 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Hi wheelsofcheese,

Some people live every day as its last day. That is good for them. I am not able to do that.

Why this signature:
I am afraid of tomorrow!

Buena

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buena36
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posted February 19, 2009 08:52 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Hi praecipua,

Pense à toutes les merveilles qui t’entourent et sois heureux. anne frank

ceux qui veulent chanter trouvent toujours une chanson - Cet proverb est exact pour moi!

Merci bien!

Buena

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praecipua
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posted February 19, 2009 09:11 AM           Edit/Delete Message
buena, you say u are afraid of tommorow. what is scary about it?

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Diandra23
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posted February 19, 2009 09:40 AM           Edit/Delete Message
it will do you miracles if you start reading The Secret Book

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good girl
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posted February 19, 2009 09:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for good girl     Edit/Delete Message
I think you should try some faith healing. Your chart has some powerful indicators that you would be very good at it. A natural.

Rulers of 6-12 in each other. That is good for healing through faith. And I personaly take chiron to be the ruler of virgo. And chiron then ruler of your 12th is in your 1st! Also your pisces moon, can work well with faith and visualization. And venus in taurus in the 9th--the house of faith, excellent. On top of all that your ruler of your hands (3rd house) is jupiter found in your first(and jupiter also rules faith), and neptune opposite mercury also ties your faith and your hands.

I believe if you did a little research and practice you could be a hands on faith healer.Why even the planet that rules doctors (saturn is conjunct the mc).

My gosh, everywhere I look in your chart I see indicators of faith healing. I just see that you have pluto conjunct mars in the 10th house (career)in leo. Do you know how much consentrated power and mental determination that gives you. And that conjucntion is ruled by the sun (ruler of leo) and is found in the house of others! You can direct all this power for healing to your self and others!

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Azalaksh
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posted February 19, 2009 05:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Azalaksh     Edit/Delete Message
Here's the discussion on buena's health issues:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum3/HTML/002270.html

I hope that you can find a solution someday to these painful health problems, buena

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buena36
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posted February 20, 2009 03:09 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Hi Azalaksh,

That was discussion about my pains.

Now is worse, because I have problems with my doctor and ministry for health.
I don't know what will be, but I have enough from all of them.

Buena

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buena36
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posted February 20, 2009 03:25 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Hi good girl,

You wrote:

---I think you should try some faith healing. Your chart has some powerful indicators that you would be very good at it. A natural.
Rulers of 6-12 in each other. That is good for healing through faith. And I personaly take chiron to be the ruler of virgo. And chiron then ruler of your 12th is in your 1st! Also your pisces moon, can work well with faith and visualization. And venus in taurus in the 9th--the house of faith, excellent. On top of all that your ruler of your hands (3rd house) is jupiter found in your first(and jupiter also rules faith), and neptune opposite mercury also ties your faith and your hands.
I believe if you did a little research and practice you could be a hands on faith healer.Why even the planet that rules doctors (saturn is conjunct the mc).
My gosh, everywhere I look in your chart I see indicators of faith healing. I just see that you have pluto conjunct mars in the 10th house (career)in leo. Do you know how much consentrated power and mental determination that gives you. And that conjucntion is ruled by the sun (ruler of leo) and is found in the house of others! You can direct all this power for healing to your self and others-----

You have explained very well my Chart (except my Venus is in 8th) and thank you for that.

I have book about Medical Astrology, where the Astrologer writes:
planets from 6th (my Mercury) in good aspects with planets in 10th (my Mars and Pluto) give good diagnostics.
It is true: whenever I read somebody's Chart, the second thing is health. In 90% I was right. If I say that person has often headache, they ask me, how do I know?
That means, I am good for other people, but can't see for myself (Neptune in 12th).

Therefore I have decided, if I am going through all this "War" then I will do Medical Astrology. I know, it is very difficult and to say something wrong, it is not very good (not the same as to talk about Synastry). I watch very well, what I am telling about illness, otherwise I have feeling somebody from over there would punish me, more than I am now.

WL, Buena

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buena36
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posted February 20, 2009 03:33 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Hi praecipua,

I am afraid, because after writing to ministry for health things became even worse. I wish now, I was somewhere far away on some island (much sun) with very few people and computer with me (to have contact with the world). I wish I would never come back here.

Hi Diandra,

I will try to read Secret Book, but don’t believe in that moment could help me.

WL, Buena

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praecipua
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posted February 20, 2009 06:51 AM           Edit/Delete Message
hi buena, im really sorry for your pain. i read page 1 of the thread posted by zala but i cant keep on reading. illnesses, diseases and physical suffering is somthing that my mind cant tolerate. it just makes me feels sick. i cant process it mentally. im lost with words.

i think you are strong, and others strong people like zala or lexx are probably better to help u. i must raise the white flag here, i cant help,

i sincerely wish u to feel better

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buena36
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posted February 20, 2009 07:10 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Hi praecipua,

Thank you very much for kind words. They can help as well, but I always think:
why all that happened to me?

If I would know the answer, maybe I would feel much better.

Salut a toi,
Buena


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buena36
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posted February 22, 2009 08:07 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Here is my Chart (upside-down) from my favourite Astrologer:

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buena36
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posted February 22, 2009 08:18 AM           Edit/Delete Message
I used to write who can win by Lottery. 2nd and 5th house should be in good connection or rulers of those 2 houses in good aspect.
There is also aspect (for lottery): Jupiter trine Uranus, but one of the two planets should be in 2nd house.

I have ruler from 2nd, Pluto in sextile with Uranus, ruler 5th.
In my case, I was victim of Lottery Scam.

Here is more about earning money: it is true, that Uranus (in 9th - abroad, tourism) and Pluto in 10th (job) in my case are right. I have worked in abroad or in tourism. Nothing else! That means, I can wait here only for death. It makes me sad and more sick, that I can't move away from here.

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