posted March 04, 2009 03:52 AM
For the past 14 months I've been temping and each temp job has followed a similar pattern, well paid but I'm given hardly any work to do which has left me quite depressed. I just don't know what the universe is trying to communicate to me. I recently had Jupiter leave the 6th house. And my Saturn is in the 2nd house (currently retrograde). I'd be happy if someone could enlighten me because I'm very confused. Maybe I should be grateful. Over the past ten years I've found it difficult to hold down a job and have been sacked three times. In the past I've been bullied by colleagues, had domineering bosses (often Aries women), couldn't move up the ladder and was paid very little.
My current temp job which I have until June, I'm being paid over $57,000. I'm a manager and have an assistant - never thought I'd see the day, as I was at the bottom of the rung for a long time. Although my relationships are better with colleagues, I wish they'd actually give me work to do. I love you guys on Lindaland but I spend way too much time on here as well as listening to the radio. In this job, I come in late every day without anyone challenging me and now they've given me approval to work from home which means I'll check the occassional email, sleep, watch daytime TV and maybe go to the shopping mall. However I don't get paid for holidays, so I do need the rest.
I'm feeling very low. Would you be happy if your work life was like mine? I'd ideally like a permanent job and have to start my job hunt again which scares the hell out of me because I'm lacking in confidence right now and I'm afraid any proper job I'll get, I'll be sacked.
Was I simply destined to have an unstable career? Or will things get better on the job front? I'm not sure where I'm heading any more with work. My friends think I'm lucky to have such a situation but I don't feel lucky at all.
I'd really appreciate your views.
My chart: http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?rs=3&btyp=w2gw&&cid=6h7fileERFtHp-u1234348730
Best wishes,
Miss Mystic