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Topic: I feel bad and will just be there how I can..
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Mama Mia
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posted March 10, 2009 12:17 PM
Friday night I was meeting up with my Aqua man at his house and he got a called that his grandmother was having trouble breathing. We rushed to the hospital and was there until 5.am in the morning. All Saturday morning he was crying off and on when a family memeber called or something but each time he would turn his head or try very hard for me not to see him. When we were in the hospital I stepped away for a minute when I returned he was crying and when he saw me he immediately started to wipe his face. We recently just got back to seeing each other and this is the closes that we have ever been. He has told that he loves me and has shown me with good effort. Well so this morning his grandma passed away...I wanna be there for him and I am through it all if he lets me..He just don't want me to see him cry like that..And I just hope that he does not push me away bc he does not want me to see him cry. And I am going to still be there if he does.. I told him it was ok to cry in front of me I understand and thats why I am here..((Shrugs)) Oh strange how she passed away right at this full moon..She had Cancer moon too.. IP: Logged |
Lara
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From: aspideronmars
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 10, 2009 12:30 PM
Just let him be for a while Mama Mia and occasionally text him to say you are thinking of him. My man's uncle is gravely ill too at moment and i haven't heard from him for 3 days.
This morning he texted me to say he's missing me and will be back soon.IP: Logged |
Mama Mia
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posted March 10, 2009 12:34 PM
Yeah I am gonna let him be...I told him that I am here when he needs me however and whenever..Its all I can do..He said that he will call me later..Thanks Lara.. IP: Logged |
Lara
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From: aspideronmars
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 10, 2009 12:38 PM
Yeah, there's nothing you can do. I have had my own problems this last week, which l really needed him to be around and there for me but he wasn't. So l am just leaving him alone and let him get through it.
Give yourself a hug Mama Mia, you have been through hell and back with this guy and you are still there for him which is so wonderful. He obviously realizes how special you are to him so he will come round in a few days.. remember men can't focus on more than one thing  IP: Logged |
Mama Mia
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posted March 10, 2009 12:42 PM
"Give yourself a hug Mama Mia, you have been through hell and back with this guy and you are still there for him which is so wonderful." Just being me and when I love you skys the limit..
"He obviously realizes how special you are to him"
Yes I think he finally gets it, he leaves nice cards on my car window and special little notes telling me how he appreciates me in my things when I stay over.. "remember men can't focus on more than one thing" Yeah I know, I am not worried..
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Lara
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From: aspideronmars
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 11, 2009 06:24 PM
How you doing Mama? and any news from your aqua yet? IP: Logged |
Mama Mia
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posted March 12, 2009 09:47 AM
Oh yes we have talked quite a few times since this post..Yesterday he text me out of the blue to just say thankyou...And then last night he wanted me to come over but I was not feeling well and had already laid down..So I will see him today or so..He has had the time to cry alot..So he has gotten alot of it out of his system for now that is..I feel that he loves me but he is just not real comfy yet in showing those kind of emotions..You know how those Aqua men are..Thanks for asking Lara.. IP: Logged |
oneruledbymars
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From: South Carolina
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 12, 2009 10:22 AM
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oneruledbymars
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From: South Carolina
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 12, 2009 10:24 AM
Mama Mia.
*sigh*
I just wanted to drop in and and send you some love and light through the Gossamer Web of Light. 
You feel so sad, despite your brave words.
*grabs hands*
No matter how much you feel the urge to be there for that man. You be there for you first love. You come first. I know you are doing it but perhaps you just needed some extra encouragement to know that you are not selfish in taking care of you. That man is strong, or else he would not be vibrating at a frequency that was attracted to yours. He will be fine, if you are fine. So hug yourself, love yourself, and go deep make sense of what the Universe is trying to teach you about yourself and in amassing the tool your love will abound yet more and more. And maybe in the process he will not be ashamed of his feelings, but come to embrace them. That is why we are here, to feel. And shame is just something that this world has taught him to feel. He will shed this soon too, because of you and that beautiful soul that you have incarnated with.
I am so grateful to have found such a wonderful group of people here, we are like mirrors reflecting Gods love and light back at him. Together we give him hands.
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Mama Mia
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posted March 12, 2009 10:35 AM
Thankyou oneruledbymars for those nice and encouraging words..I am selfliss when I love ppl and well its just me being my piscean self..Yes I do have to remember to take care of me, thats why I did not go out last night. I needed to rest and I did just that..Thanks again.. IP: Logged |
AquaGuy
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Registered: May 2009
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posted March 12, 2009 10:52 AM
Sorry to hear this Mia...  When my mother died, I got prettty broken apart too... I was with a Cancer girl... She empathized with Me "because I know how much you're hurting"... She gave Me touches and hugs - ya know - support and stuff... He'll pull it together once the shock wears off... ------------------
Sun = Aquarius...
Moon = Aries...
Venus = Capricorn...
Mars = Pisces...
Mercury - Pisces... IP: Logged |
Mama Mia
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posted March 12, 2009 11:01 AM
Thankyou AquaGuy, again I knew you would chime in at some point, always with a helping hand..I started to email you, but just didn't..Thanks hon.."She gave Me touches and hugs - ya know - support and stuff..." Yeah thats what I have been doing too.. "He'll pull it together once the shock wears off..." I think he's starting to accpet it now..
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lalalinda
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From: nevada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 12, 2009 11:24 AM
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oneruledbymars
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From: South Carolina
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 12, 2009 12:28 PM
Your welcome Mama Mia.
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