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Topic: Today I did some really nasty thing - Transits that inspire MEAN and EVIL behaviour
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alvarella777 unregistered
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posted March 23, 2009 06:12 PM
Hi folks, okay, this probably isn't very nice and I won't win your favour with this one ... but I admit: Today I did something nasty - only because I believe it might confuse and maybe (probably) hurt someone. I did that deliberately - it came to my mind spontaneously, no "planning" ahead.It is ... some sort of revenge, in a way. No severe offense, I just dropped a small nasty rumour that only ONE person will be interested in ... and I am sure he will hear it (read) it. And somehow .. I cannot help, but find delight in the idea that it might pull the rug from under his feet. I NEVER did anything for the sake of revenge to this person before! Even though I had all the reasons in the world to do so. Just today ... I really used the most poisounous sting I have ... to let him ... feel it. (And I cannot help that grin on my face.) Disgusting? Yeah! It is as if my Scorpio-ASC and Pluto, my chartruler, have taken control over my mind and soul today. Still ... I feel that this is only fair.;-) Really: No big deal, nothing harmful! Just ... a small "needles & pins" thing, really some sort of "Voodoo for small babies", haha. I just looked at the transits I am going through today, to find out, where that evil streak comes from. Unfortunately I have difficulties posting a chart in adequate size at the moment, but I am listing some aspects that might be the reason for my, ehm, temporary nastyness and revengefulness.... ;-) I guess these aspects (orbs 0-2 dg) are extremely telling!!! ;-) Tr. SUN (currently in my 4th) - trine my Mercury - sextile my Humptydumpty - sextile my Sun/Chiron ! - sextile my Mars/Chiron ! - trine my Passion - square my Tolerantia ! - square my Vulcanus ! - square my Plays - square my Achilles - square my Icarus - opposite my Modestia ! - opposite my Nemesis ! Tr. MOON (currently in my 3rd) - sextile my Saturn/Chiron ! - sextile my Part of Security - sextile Interkosmos - trine my Clinch ! - trine my Arachne (Greek Goddess of Discord) ! - trine my Storm ! - trine my Part of Deep Reflection - square my DSC&ASC ! - opposite my Mercury/Pluto ! Tr. MERCURY (currently in my 4th) - cj. my Sun/ASC - cj. my Bohemia - sextile my DSC - sextile my Psyche - sextile my Part of Identity - sextile my Drakonia (Roman for "punishment") ! - trine my Mars ! - trine my ASC ! - opposite my Pluto !!! Tr. VENUS (currently in my 4th) - cj. my Chiron !!! - cj. my Discovery - cj. my Saturn/Node !!! - sextile my Karma - trine my Don Quixote - trine my Urania - square my Vertex ! - square my Aura ! - square my Destinn - opposite my Sun/Moon !!! Tr. MARS (currently in my 3rd) - cj. my Moon/Saturn !!! - sextile my Juno - sextile my Eros - sextile my Tolerantia - trine my Vulcanus !!! - trine my Martir ! - trine my Popularity (?) - trine my Liebe ("love") (?) - trine my Happiness (?) - trine my Wildcat ! - square my Karma ! - opposite my Helena ! - opposite my Amazone ("independent woman") !!! Some "nasty" asteroids and the areas of my chart where they are travelling through, currently: Tr. CHIRON (currently in my 3rd) - cj. my Saturn/AS ! - opposite my BM Lilith ! Tr. LUCIFER & Tr. SPHINX (both currently conjunct in my 5th) - cj. my Part of Fortune - opposite my Jupiter Tr. ARACHNE (Greek Goddess of "Discord", currently in my 2nd) - cj. my Porta Coeli ("Heaven's door", "personal fulfillment") - opposite my Venus/Saturn ! Tr. NEMESIS (currently in my 4th) - cj. my CHIRON ! Tr. NESSUS (currently in my 3rd) - opposite my Brontosaurus ("selfish behaviour") ! - opposite my Desire PUH - You better don't mess with me, today ... ;-)
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Peri Moderator Posts: 147 From: Ukraine Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 23, 2009 06:14 PM
oops it is conj POF! lolIP: Logged |
writesomething unregistered
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posted March 23, 2009 09:28 PM
thats really sad. IP: Logged |
savanna20 Knowflake Posts: 35 From: ca Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 23, 2009 11:14 PM
Vengeance doesn't lead to anything good. IP: Logged |
leapinglemur14 Knowflake Posts: 49 From: NY Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 24, 2009 12:11 AM
why did he deserve it?IP: Logged |
Camus unregistered
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posted March 24, 2009 02:45 AM
if u would ask the dalai lama such question..he would reply with.I believe u should pick another title for ur topic Today I did some really nasty thing - Transits that inspire IDIOTIC and WEAK behaviour. And afterwards he would smile politely at u and wish u a nice day further. U said no planning? well i think u did indirectly without even knowing.
0.5sec:for a fun idea to pop in ur mind 0.5sec:To understand this idea can bring harm 0.2sec:And u begin to speak 1 sec u had the choice to not speak and u know it(even if it was during the explaining..u became aware of the effect by ending that sentence). And u did. U justified what u did because of what he might have done to u or others that does not fit ur ideal.(a grin on ur face if u think about it..i understand this part as i got it often evil thoughts , but i don't speak i just think..makes it more fun xD Well lady or gentlemen.
U should not call urself a good person in front of others..that would be hypocrite. Forgotten that one day in the future it will happen to one of ur dearest ones. maybe ur child..and then u stand there as mother or father..powerless..Wich will affect the child vision of life and growth.. OH Right! u don't care that much cuz u believe that's life ..just like 99% of humanity. U c.. don't be offended by the replies wich u might think they are negative loaded.. We judge u on ur soul today and not on how u come accross..u should be aware of that..cuz if i'm right this is what u looking for too in the real world.They always judge u on the outside..not knowing how deep everything goes with ya. Just making sure ur future husband or wife is going to be very happy(or even more) with ya hehe Xd. Cuz beauty of the soul and mind will always stay till the day u die..while the body begin to vaporize with time(so it would not be wise if they would take u for the beauty) So don't think its a bad thing to invest time in soul and mind IP: Logged |
redstar unregistered
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posted March 24, 2009 03:03 AM
Wise men have said: "The stars IMPEL, they do not COMPEL" and " RULE by the stars, don't be RULED by them" I'm afraid I'm with the other posters on this - no amount of stellar power can cause you to commit evil and mean acts, without you first CHOOSING to do so yourself. Don't blame the stars for human weakness IP: Logged |
alvarella777 unregistered
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posted March 24, 2009 03:04 AM
Thanks for your replies. I guess it's part of the process of self-reflexion (and NOT: self-idealization) to recognize one's own "bad" or "not so nice" behaviour. And to openly speak about that (NOT cover it up behind "holy bling bling phrases") - and to share your experience about that. Claiming that one never had such thoughts, feelings ... is hypocrite in my very personal understanding. I'd only accept such a sentence from the Dalai Lama himself, sorry. ;-)IP: Logged |
redstar unregistered
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posted March 24, 2009 03:13 AM
quote: Thanks for your replies. I guess it's part of the process of self-reflexion (and NOT: self-idealization) to recognize one's own "bad" or "not so nice" behavior...
Ah now I'm with you I read your post in a totally different light before -hence the bandwagon jumping thats happening here. In light of what you wrote above, I have to agree those are some bloody interesting transits happening on your day of minor 'wrath' Lucifer on Part of Fortune - Now I know who was whispering into your ear on that day. (I wonder if your asteroid ANGEL was retrograding in the 12th and negatively aspecting your Saturn)
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Iqhunk unregistered
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posted March 24, 2009 06:19 AM
Something w evil was impelled from the Stars in the past 24 hrs. Two odd plane crashes in two opposite ends of the planet. One plane crashed into a cemetery. Also, Sylvia Plath's successful son suddenly committed suicide. Strange Karma in that family....IP: Logged |
Diandra23 unregistered
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posted March 24, 2009 06:45 AM
But that doenst mean that the most part of people would have done sth "evile" doesnt it?i havent done nothing evil but i feel very sad today-i feel sth bad is goingo to happen. IP: Logged |
darkdreamer unregistered
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posted March 24, 2009 07:16 AM
I was emotionally pretty messed up yesterday, too.I felt like someone, I love very much, would be dying, or I was losing someone / something. But I`m going through intense transformations right now, so I thought maybe it`s just a part of myself that I`m losing. I didn`t feel like it was something evil though. Now you should have asked me 2 weeks ago, THEN I had the definite feeling of something evil. IP: Logged |
sunshine_lion unregistered
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posted March 24, 2009 08:58 AM
don't be too hard on yourself. I doubt there is a perfect one among us. Yesterday evening DID i think seem different and volitale for some reason. I had to lay in bed and just pray about stuff. I only do that when i feel thick heavy feeling. i noticed anxiety in individuals, and there are definately times to just lay low. it isn't the end of the world. and it doesn't make you a terrible person. as a matter of fact if you were truly a mean person, you wouldn't give a crap about hurting someone deliberately, you wouldn't even care. let it go and move on, today is a new day and just do a random act of kindness and you will feel better about yourself. IP: Logged |
sevannah Knowflake Posts: 1 From: Canada Registered: May 2009
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posted March 24, 2009 09:16 AM
I agree with sunshine about the random acts of kindness. Not that it makes up for anything, but maybe just balances it out a bit. We are all human and we all make mistakes, it's what we learn from what we do that is important. I can't judge, I don't know the whole situation, what you wrote and what led to it. But we have all been there, whether we want to admitt it or not.Personally, I woke up with anger this morning, it was mainly directed at one person, (man in my life, if that's what you call it lol)and my head has been feeling heavy the last few days, so maybe there is something in the planets that is going on and affecting us all in wierd ways. Maybe it's not an evil or mean transit, more of one that makes us feel more erratic and impulsive. I seriously wanted to have my say at 5:30am. lol I'm calmer now. But then I have that Uranian influence so it causes me to have erratic knee jerk reactions lol ------------------ Sun: Aquarius Moon: Aquarius Venus: Aquarius Mercury: Aquarius Mars: Taurus Rising: Cancer IP: Logged |
alvarella777 unregistered
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posted March 24, 2009 04:20 PM
Hello! Absolutely no offense taken! It is just that ... I tried to utter my own, ehm, astonishment, about this quite "low" instinct that had come over me. I KNOW that some feelings like these do creep into my soul sometimes. And this time, it was rather "light", like a feverish little witch I was giggling in childish sillyness, haha - doing that "nasty" thing.The really funnny thing is: The person I tried to "torment" with my nastyness yesterday ... he probably didn't even notice it, haha!!! He came up to me today in a very friendly and lighthearted way. So I sort of ... felt ashamed about my brooding mood yesterday ... and at the same time started giggling again ... hahahaaaa;-) (I've got tr. Uranus squaring my Moon and trining my Sun currently - maybe I am just ready to re-vamp my emotional setting a bit, and this was some outburst of this process ... quite "Uranian" indeed, compared to my usual behaviour.) IP: Logged |
afflictedvenus unregistered
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posted March 25, 2009 06:09 AM
oh well alvarella...what's done is done i think we can all do stuff that's not 100% from time to time...at least you're not in denial which i believe to be far worse. you started a rumour,it's hardly a major crime against humanity...lessons all around..the person who it was aimed at may be needing to learn to not believe everything they hear,u might have done them a karmic favour i'm wondering if u felt u got betrayed to ignite the scorp? its generally the only time it reacts you probably won't do it again coz you'll see the situation coming next time and will avoid it
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