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Topic: Help me with Transits please
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DiandraReborn25 Knowflake Posts: 30 From: Portugal Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 25, 2009 10:18 AM
Okthese are my current transits: i am passing a lot of things right now - mostly I feel emprisioned - i know might very well be Tr Pluto... im also ahcning my own sistem-beliefs,altering my values,seeing all from different perspectives...that is positive.
But i am feeling a lot of pain cause nobody understands me,and everyone is judging me.Here at house is a vote of silence,and they all are againgts me cause i had arguments with my Mother,and she playing as a victim,all thinks i am a bad person,bad daughter and selfish-things i am sure i am not. The thing is:i feel very lost and lonely,and the only person who is always there for me is my bf. Im currently working at the store-but since my Mother is still there too she is forcing me to go out of it and to seach job in anything even if i dont like it.says that if it btings money,then this is what i must do.she says that one day whe will force me do act... Right now she came and say that my brother is coming to talk to me,to make me act.they all want me to do a psichological course of PNL - they dont even want to know if i do want to do... i am being pressured everywhere and the worst is that they dont even care if i am feeling good or not,happy or not,understood or not.My mother is always complaining about me to everyone,she dont even respect me while i am there at the store,talking to clients like if i am not even there....then she goes saying to family that i treat her bad ( only cause since monday i got out of the store,of course because i am being disrespected...). So...i am at a crossroads - i dont know what to do. For them to understand me,and my feelings,and not be so judgmental.I feel put aside from everybody. still the debts i have in my own name( that it wasnt me but it was my father) are running its course.Im also feeling emprisioned there. what do you see in my chart? Will i be able to resolve things?To be happy again? IP: Logged |
belgz Knowflake Posts: 87 From: Sydney, Australia Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 25, 2009 10:42 AM
Well when pluto went over my IC it was the worst 3 years ever!But you have pluto trine ur sun and moon at the same time. I thought wow that might be good but then i looked and neptune was negatively aspecting your sun and moon also making it hard. I belive these transits will make you change in some wat maybe physically and emotionally and you might need to watch out for your health in the mean time but in the end you will have some very good results. Its a time when you might either lose your job or get promoted. More likely to get promoted. Even uranus is sextile ur moon. Everything shows some very BIG changes. I think its very likely you will move or change homes. You could be deceived by people thus teaching you some good lessons, end result is positive. Change is beautiful, make the most of it :* ------------------ Sun: Cancer Moon: Gemini Mars: Cancer Mercury: Cancer Venus: Leo Virgo Rising 26Deg IP: Logged |
DiandraReborn25 Knowflake Posts: 30 From: Portugal Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 25, 2009 10:59 AM
Thankx Belgzi know what you mean when you say worst years..but im still at the beginning of the Pluto Transit.. Well you could say i "lost" the job -but i wasnt being payed also,so i dont know if it applies... the thing is..i dont know where to turn into. i am with debts,with no money,living still with my parents and with no perspectives. i try to dig in into myself to search for a guideness of what to do..that is the most difficult right now. about others,well im already learning that we cannot be dependant on otherŽs views cause in the end...they dont really now a thing about us. i need to focus just on myselfŽs hapiness and forget my Old Me. im a free spirit and i hate being pressured,limited and put down. your saying has helped me though:you see good possibilities for me. IP: Logged |
Happy Dragon Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 25, 2009 12:10 PM
tChiron .. at 25 Aquarius .. natal Moon .. 22 Taurus .. natal Venus .. 28 Leo ..tChiron has been squaring natal Moon .. now starting to square natal Venus t Neptune be in the pic as well .. it being at 26 aquarius .. ~~~~~~~~ retro/direct dates ~ http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/000154.html ~ IP: Logged |
DiandraReborn25 Knowflake Posts: 30 From: Portugal Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 26, 2009 09:32 AM
Happy Dragonhow would you describe that ones you pictured please? IP: Logged |
DD Knowflake Posts: 351 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 26, 2009 09:37 AM
Dandra,transits aside, maybe it`s time to move out from home and get a bit breathing space from your family? Is that a possibility? IP: Logged |
Summersunshine Knowflake Posts: 5 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 26, 2009 10:36 AM
Be yourself, don't cave in. Nobody can limit you, if you don't allow it yourself.
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DiandraReborn25 Knowflake Posts: 30 From: Portugal Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 26, 2009 11:21 AM
Hi DDI thought about that but there are some limitations right now that impede that. though that will happen sooner or later - iŽll need to get a clear picture of how things are or could work out. im very attactched to my family - altough in this moment i feel so misunderstood by them.they are too caught up in this "crisis" you see.... i have no ways,in this moment,to financially have a place of my own - i would prefer to have it wih my bf together. i dont wanna go out in a climate of anger,frustration or war you know..i pictured that the time iŽll get out,were gonna be to live with my husband,that iŽll have a good perspective of stability... i dont have any of that - still hanged with these debts..still hidding from the finances and cannot have anything on my name...nobod y understands that...its simply...injustice. Summersunshine do you know what have been helping me?conversations with god book.i have been finding my own strengh and assertiveness.the ones i never though i had-i am defending my values more than ever-that is one of the reasons,others are fighting against it. IP: Logged |
Happy Dragon Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 26, 2009 11:35 AM
** how would you describe that ones you pictured please? **just a quik note .. 'cause at the moment my computer be freezing up when i visit some web sites .. i googled "chiron transits" and quite a few links were displayed .. i went looking for specific transits from chiron .. but .. 3 times this computer froze up .. this is one .. but only describes chiron-sun .. ~ http://www.cafeastrology.com/chirontransits.html ~ and .. i mentioned that chiron transit 'cause .. apart from tPluto .. that's what i noticed in the chart pic .. couldn't realy look at it all as the pic be too large for this comp. screen .. basicly what you'll find regarding texts on chiron is " feeling wounded" .. and similar .. and tPluto could very well intensify those feelings .. ( tPluto aspecting your MC and Asc ) ( i've downloaded the chart .. will look at it in my astro programme to see what else might be going on transit-wise ) saturn transiting the 12th house can feel quite difficult as well .. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ( ~ http://www.happydragon.pwp.blueyonder.co.uk/jkbx/s.e.vns.chrn.html ~ ) " .. Our feeling of potency is injured by Chiron. The understanding or skill we develop ( 'cheiron', the Greek word for hand, suggests being skilled, handy, accomplished ) compensates for our feelings of impotence and pain. If we put together Chiron and Venus, then there is likely to be a wound to our sense of self-worth .. " ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IP: Logged |
Happy Dragon Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 28, 2009 10:16 AM
~ http://www.happydragon.pwp.blueyonder.co.uk/jkbx/audiofls.html ~ the 'inconjuct' from tPluto to natal Chiron will be exact on the 15th May .. will be half a degree past 'exact' by the 6th of June .. ( after which it vanishes off the transit grid on my astro. prgm.) the 'semisquare from tPluto to natal Lillith is on it's way out .. the minor aspects from tLillith to natals Saturn and Jupiter peaked yesterday .. now on their way out .. ( Lillith does Not go retrograde .. it's 'major' aspects last about 10 days ) the 'semisquare' from t.Saturn to natal Saturn peaked on the 20th April ( vanishes off the grid by the 29th April ) t.Jupiter 'square' to natal Moon .. peaked on the 22nd April .. ( vanishes off the grid by the 30th of April ) IP: Logged |
savanna20 Knowflake Posts: 35 From: ca Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 28, 2009 12:27 PM
I can relate. For a moment, I thought I was looking at my own chart. It's difficult right now...good thing is, I live on my own and that has helped. When Pluto was transiting or beginning to transit my IC was when I couldn't take it anymore and moved out. It's hard because you feel lonely and misunderstood, yet you don't want to be around friends. IP: Logged |
DiandraReborn25 Knowflake Posts: 30 From: Portugal Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 29, 2009 09:53 AM
yup loneliness and misunderstood..that is quite right!but at the same time i feel i am knowing myself a lot better! i forgot to look at kiron...healing and pain at the same time...yup.. IP: Logged |