posted March 21, 2010 04:10 PM         

finally?! lol
I think we should all go out for a drink now and celebrate LL styley!!!!
Thank you all so much... i am just going to look at it for a while now and let it sink in!!

I still have to do all the SA's to dates though.

Actually, the really interesting thing about this chart is that Jupiter arcs to my AC at age 26 when i got married, Mars arcs to my MC when i ended the marriage and neptune arcs to my IC when i left my great career and photographer boyfriend!

My sun is on my MC right now i guess and i am having the most amazing time right now, feel very happy and looking for a new career!

posted March 21, 2010 04:14 PM         

I am very outgoing yet i also need time to myself
I have lots of friends yet i have few really close friends. Most of my friends are of the "ha ha" "he he" fun and frolics variety, or they know me through spiritual pursuits.

posted March 21, 2010 04:23 PM         

shrugs

main thing with Eris is

Diversity,Equality

and to some extent, Ideology

note what

Dr. Michael Brown said about naming Eris

“It is absolutely the perfect name,” Dr. Brown said, given the continuing discord among astronomers and the public over whether Pluto should have retained its planetary status.

In mythology, Eris ignited discord that led to the Trojan War.

In mythology, Eris ignited discord that led to the Trojan War.

“She causes strife by causing arguments among men, by making them think their opinions are right and everyone else’s is wrong,” Dr. Brown said. “It really is just perfect.”

http://www.nytimes.com/2006/09/15/science/space/15xena.html?_r=2

Your Sun-Juno opposition is on the Heliocentric Eris Nodes too.

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted March 21, 2010 05:26 PM         

Have you thought about taking a trip down to the Astrology shop in Covent Garden? They don't rectify charts but they have a plethora of info about UK astrologers & might be able to put you in touch with someone that can help.

posted March 21, 2010 06:41 PM         

No, I don't think you are Leo, but, when I looked up Jackie, I was surprised that SHE was a Leo, because she looks "watery" to me.

I would of thought she was Pisces, and that's probably what I would of said about you too, although the Scorpio seems to fit as well.

I think the "alone time," but with lots of friends, fits the Pisces better, because usually scorpios are pretty selective about who they have as friends.

So, I guess it would be a matter of deciding if you fit more of the Mutable personality, or the fixed.

posted March 21, 2010 08:13 PM         

Katatonic - yeah, i'm trying to remember if my mum went to the doctor before lunch or after. I guess if she was worried, she would have gone before. I know that he drove her straight to hospital so maybe they just went straight to a C-Section instead of inducing?

I can't think why they would induce when they couldn't hear my heartbeat strongly. I wonder if i was having a withdrawal to her drugs and this is what started the whole day off... that would make sense as to why i went blue because i looked online and drug withdrawal happens up to 48 hours post birth. Maybe she forgot to take her pills the night before or something.

posted March 22, 2010 01:52 PM         

Anyway, they also call the aspect you have: ruler of 4th house in 12th house (conjunct the cusp!): "the disappeared mother".

There are other expressions, too, of course. A close spiritual link to the mother for example,
but usually they describe this aspect such, that a child at least "feels" abandoned and lost, becaus the mother is not present or somehow not able to care for the child, either because she fights an addiction or she is in jail or she is sick all the time or she needs almost childlike attention herself, because she is rather immature.

The ruler of the 5th house falls into the 8th house conjunct NN - which would mean that your father had a tremendous influence on your lifepath. Even if we say the 10th house represents the father, it still would be in the 8th house; and the 8th house forges the deepest, most intense bonds.
In the positive sense it can mean that your father took great care of you, with great responsibility, yet coupled with a deep emotional bond.
On a more challenging side this could also mean that sometimes a parent expects too much of you, like they expect you to "live according to their ideas" (8th house / Pluto can also be obsessive about the idea about how life or people SHOULD be); if that breaks through, it can get manipulative, stifling and lead to powerplays, making it very difficult to "grow up", as one always thinks they "owe" their parent something, as they made great sacrifices.

posted March 22, 2010 08:04 PM         

your last post is just fascinating and SO true in my case. I was blessed; my father looked after me very well. I am proud of him for bringing my brother and i up

It really makes sense, thank you!!!

also, Pluto was heading towards my IC when i got married and alot of my marriage was through the PLUTO/IC transit which makes so much sense too! I feel that that period was the most intense, profound, stripping, black hole experience of my life and i've changed dramatically throughout because of it.

posted March 22, 2010 08:32 PM         

T NN was at 29' ARIES
It went D for 1 day and then back to RX.
"29 degrees of all signs in predictions means the ending of something.."

N IC 21'16 sagittarius (approximately)

T mercury 20'43 sag
T venus 21'36 sag
T pluto 22'47 sag

Now the question is, which one would have been exact cj my IC. Mercury? Because i sat him down and ended it? My emotions (venus) were already finished and the drive to finish it (Pluto) was a while before i told him. I spent the whole of the few weeks/months beforehand thinking about it.

Also, when i fell out with my mother, T Chiron was EXACT cj my IC
ouch.

posted March 23, 2010 07:23 AM         

And he shrugs and says "Because it's easier with her and you were always so....
And then she watches this horse tosssing it's mane and getting skittish and realises that essentially that's what she is like.