posted August 03, 2013 01:17 PM            

Everything else is in Libra and Capricorn.

Sun, Mercury, Mars, Vertex= Libra
Moon, Neptune, Uranus, Lilith, Asc Node, Midheaven = Capricorn.

When I try to find out my South Node it's hard some charts say Aries others say Cancer so I'm not sure which one it is....

Rising is in Taurus yet I never really thought my rising sign was that influential, a part from the loving and making art aspect that usually is associated with Taurus, but It is rising so that is usually more about how people perceive you.

I'm very into progression and humanitarianism. I'm actually realizing after graduating from film and art school two months ago that I want to really start my own digital media/news video related business. I wanted to I know if you guys think of my, I guess you could say focused chart as being very detrimental? Like maybe I see things too much in one view? Or Like If certain areas in life I soulfully dont pay attention to and really should. I personally constantly feel like im a very strong person and very lucky and empowered in many areas of my life. i was given such a large loving big family that it has made me feel comfortable with myself even if we struggled a lot. There was so much unconditional love I also learned to be more emotionally Self sufficient but giving and nurturing and open minded. My mother was a single mom she's a Virgo sun moon in Scorpio rising in Aquarius with five kids on her own. She married twice one was a physically abusive relationship. I always felt like i learn even more from watching others lives, watching my mothers experiences, seeing my friends and colleagues lives rather than by trial and error like intuitive observational knowledge. I do learn through from my own experiences of course. My family and I were once in a shelter at one point but everything is calm now. But i actually feel happy to have that happen to me. To see that side of life even as we were going through it. I secretly believed that what was going on was great for us as a family like if we got through it then we would be unstoppable. So im a bit odd in how i go through certain things.

I have a lot of emotional security, my self esteem is very high, im a hardcore feminist, im wickedly independent, but i look to help people. I just really love myself I felt it from birth and its grown stronger through living now I just want to spread love to others and really support people. Balance it out you know. But I get mad at myself when im not doing anything, almost impotent as if im not giving back to the world than my existence is for nothing so im intense especially about what I'm going to do in the world primarily my career which I see it as a means of doing it.. I always look to compensate for the things im lacking in life the opposite of my stengths. Like im good with money sometimes i try to really be more giving with money because it's something i feel would help me and my family and friends. I really like myself so I try to support people and raise their confidence. I hope it just means I'm organized karmically or I have a lot of focused energy but you never know!

Even in my relationships outside of family are a bit centered. I can pretty much get along with anyone but all my good good friends are Aquarius, my best friend has an Aquarius sun and moon. My romantic relationships have all been with a Capricorn (three cap BFs.). I'm most sexually attracted to Aries hands down... like all the time it's pretty magnetic but it doesn't lead to relationships. As I grow I'm starting to be more attracted romantically speaking to Cancer and Scorpio men.