posted October 29, 2013 12:10 AM
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Originally posted by LionFish:
I love Leos, too! I think they are wonderful characters in this world we live in. I couldn't go a day without one.What does Neptune do in your chart?
I've got the fatalistic Neptune/Venus square. I used to fall in love (even if it was just briefly) with everyone who looked my way lol
I have sun virgo in the 10th square neptune in the first and moon pisces in the 4th square neptune in the 1st.
In other words I have a tsquare involving the luminaries and neptune.
I feel now that I turned 30 I am seeing more clearly but that is like 30 years of neptune having a lot of influence in me without me been aware just to what extent it has dictated my thinking and decisions.
I am just mad at myself I guess bc I keep reading about sun in the 10th and how achievement is so important for this placement but is not really that much for me. I just want to make a living so I can save for retirement, my goal is simple: to make a living as opposed to living from paycheck to paycheck, and to make a living doing something I belief in and to travel once a year to a place I am exited about. I think is neptune why I read sun in the 10th and I dont see it. I feel that with the sun in the 10th and mercury conjunct MC and pluto and saturn in the 11th and jupiter and uranus in the 12th, I should be working super hard to make the world a better place and I think that I am not doing that nearly as much as I should bc of all my neptune influence and I think I feel like I am letting someone down or something down, IDK...
Neptune rules dreaming and helplessness. I feel with neptune you spend more time feeling bad about things instead of doing and acting. I am not completely inactive but I should be a lot more active about my world concerns and I think NEPTUNE is the reason why I am not.
In conclusion I feel neptune weakens my chart and my gifts and abilities bc of too much of it. I which I had more aspects that drive me to do things like adam kokesh or ron paul. Its cool I have sun in the 10th but it squaring neptune ruins that quite a bit, it weakens it.
I want more doing and less hoping.