|
Author
|
Topic: Half-story people
|
Xiiro
Knowflake Posts: 1660
From: San Diego CA, USA
Registered: Jun 2011
|
posted December 31, 2013 04:15 AM
  
I'm speaking particularly about living a life that is only partially able to be shared with others. Not in the sense of living a double life, but in the sense that a great part of your life is meaningful in an indescribable way. You perceive things that are complexly real, but communicating them seems impossible in any rational sense. Communication in fact, may feel more like using a tool than a practice in self-expression.For example, while watching this I walked away with a deeper understanding that the way we feel we have been damaged, contributes proactively to the evolution of the universe in its wholeness. What we identify as a flaw, is an actively catalyzing factor in the process of the universe's maintained well-being. Not good or bad, but perfectly sufficient for the universe as it is unfolding now...... like...WTF?
I have a feeling it's a few things, but I would like to hear from others who share similar experiences. These are the attributions I have come up with (in no particular order): Moon in Virgo - complex emotional observation forced through practical expression.
Sun conj Neptune 8H - basically swimming around the deep end of the groovy-pool.
Mercury 9H opposed Jupiter 3H- PHENOMENAL COSMIC POWAH! itty bitty living space.
Uranus Undecile Neptune/Neptune sextile Pluto/Pluto semi-sextile Uranus: Its the Ciiircle of insanityyyyy... And it mooooves us aaaall (to run naked through a public fountain). Thoughts? Feelings? IP: Logged |
Newrise
Knowflake Posts: 410
From: Los angeles
Registered: Jul 2013
|
posted December 31, 2013 04:27 AM
Haha .. I think I utterly know what you're talking about .. Can't explain further because oh man I am not used to, second I don't want to risk communicating it superficially  . But it's super nice to know that you have a similar experience and way of looking at it. Super awesome  Moon in Virgo at 29 degree opposite mercury in Pisces same degree  I should make a note that this half-story, or my sense of being, is so important that if for some reason I lose touch with this depth in me.. And I have ideas what throws me out of the loop.. it gets very uncomfortable, and I have to connect with myself to have a meaningful, fulfilling experience of life. I have learned that despite being a half-story person and not being able to share it with others, I like having that independent sense of self :-)
IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
Knowflake Posts: 10110
From:
Registered: Jul 2011
|
posted December 31, 2013 04:42 AM
I think I know what you mean.it is not so much that I see different things than other people do, I see the same things, I just perceive them differently somehow, like I am always seeing the threads connecting seemingly unconnected things, patterns unfolding. It is not really easy to communicate that and not come across as a bit loony. lol
Chartruler and dispositor of all my Sag-ness located in Pisces, intercepted in 3rd house.
Being in mutual reception and tight square with Neptune, the ruler of the 3rd house (intercepted part of it).
Neptune is exactly conjunct NN, conjunct ASC by 2-3, conjunct Mars by 5 degrees (and parallel it).
The Mars/Neptune-mp is exactly conjunct ASC (Mars ruling 4th, Neptune ruling 3rd house). Neptune is part of a minor triangle with Pallas. Pallas on 9 Aquarius trine Pluto on 9 Libra, both sextile Neptune on 9 Sag, Nn on 10 Sag, ASC on 7 Sag, Atlantis on 8 Sag, and Wisdom/Angel/Lust on 7 Sag. IP: Logged |
magicspells
Knowflake Posts: 176
From:
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted December 31, 2013 05:54 AM
I feel the same way. I am always percieving things in ways that seem too difficult to be put into words. Not that what I think is that extraordinary or anything, it's just that certain things cannot be put into words in an accurate enough manner, it's like whatever I write or say there will always be a layer of meaning that is lost. Sentences are not concise enough, words are limiting and absolute.. the thoughts that run inside my head are boundless.. like the universe, which cannot be encapsulated, which can not be summated into mere words of the mere human being. I hope I make sense I think this can be attributed to none other than NEPTUNE and also URANUS influence of which I have:
sun trine neptune/uranus
mercury trine neptune/uranus
3rd house neptune/uranus
aquarius moon
12th house venus IP: Logged |
Xiiro
Knowflake Posts: 1660
From: San Diego CA, USA
Registered: Jun 2011
|
posted December 31, 2013 01:10 PM
All three of these responses are exactly what I am talking about and completely understandable. Thanks for adding your insight guys.IP: Logged | |
Lindaland
UBBFriend: Email This Page to Someone! 
