posted April 09, 2016 12:44 PM            

I feel like a am getting some strong signals that I need to get the hell away from my job I've been at for 6 years. I am three college classes away from graduating. And I get to go to the graduation ceremony in May.

I've read that Neptune square ASC can give people set backs, but once the transit is done everything falls into place.

I found out my last summer class might get canceled this summer.

Even if I have to take it in the fall, I am so ready to look for another job anyways. Though my original plan was not to job hunt until I was done with school.

I've been put so over the edge lately.
The person that works over me did the most passive aggressive, pathetic guilt tripping, petty, indirect thing. To "teach me a lesson" for having my education being a higher priority than taking extra hours at a job that gives me no full time, or benefits.

I might say something to the director about this person's behavior.

Anyways this is not the first most recent issue that recently made me feel like this is the last straw for me. So I just had to take a look at what Neptune was doing to my ASC.

posted April 09, 2016 02:36 PM            

IF you could afford one, get a hold of a really really good professional astrologer to help guide you through this (sorry) LONG-term transit.

In the fall of this year, there will be a perfecting of a T-square, and some eclipses, that will involve your 11-degree Ascendant. (I'm crossing my fingers for you, and saying a Prayer!.... Having Neptune's Faith activated, can count and perhaps manifest a lot of Good in the Balance of things.)

I looked up what Robert Hand has to say about this in his book, Planets in Transit (p.472).

This can be a mean transit when you have no one around you that you KNOW you can TRUST to help navigate you through these waters. Here's where you find out where and 'who' you real friends (for me, H(3) "tribal family") are.

This transit began last year, in 2015. It is a LONG one, Stawr. Like I said, if you're fortunate enough to be able to 'financially afford' a professional team of coaches or astro-advisors, make arrangements for that now. I "think" there are supposed to be some supportive lucky windows of times that come 'while' this transit occurs.

Be positive. In the ups and downs, regain your equanimity. Keep treading water, head above the level as you can. ..... Like the swimmer caught in a riptide, conserve your energies, and PRAY for friends who can throw you lifesavers and help shield you during shark infestations and feeding-frenzy times.

I think it's lucky that you're going through this while you're at a younger age....

Keep your Self-Confidence UP. Protect yourself from doubting, and devaluing yourself 'because' of what you're going through....

*blows in the mic, it squeals*
REMEMBER: This Is Only A Transit. "This too shall pass!"

Keep on swimming.... Keep on swimming.... Keep on swimming. And remember to play and feed your innerSpirit and child.

posted April 11, 2016 07:34 AM            

Ugh yes this transit is long. I tried calculating when it would be far away from my asc for good! It was hard for me to look that far ahead! I don't even know when it will be over for me for good!
Certainly makes my self esteem feel like it's on a roller coaster.

I also have Mercury Taurus 11 degrees, and not really sure how that's playing out.

Lately it's been more challenging for me to have the right people to vent to. With my work and school hours, friends getting new and better jobs, or they have a kid now. A lot of the time I feel like I have to keep it all inside. It's nice when I can vent here too.

Treading water sounds right. I have not taken a semester off since I started the program.

posted April 22, 2016 03:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
... Whatever happens, I still get to attend the graduation ceremony.

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YESSSSS!!! I'm sooooo glad for you.

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(btw, Sorry! Hours after responding to your post, this computer 'accidently' received a download of a brand new Beta cloud operating system. It took nearly a week to 'get used to it'... then another for it to settle-down for all the automatic adjustments it kept making on us. Was confusing for a while. So, I didn't see that you had answered... my apologies.)

I hope things remain relatively manageable for you, Stawr. I hope frustrations stay at better levels for you... arrgh, right? Easy to say, harder to deal with!

posted April 23, 2016 03:11 PM            

Yeah my ASC is 11.59 degrees. So it's still getting closer and intensifying.

My mood was horrible by the end of the day. Very on edge. Sucked that I had to be so on edge in front of my boyfriend's mom. It was very hard for me to fake not being so edgy.

Boyfriend has been doing his best to do what he can to make me less stressed, and make me smile.

But someone please tell me it gets better once it passes the exact degree of ASC!

So unsure about passing this 6 credit class I'm taking.

Here are some highlights of it being exactly on my ASC
*I built up the courage to tell the co-director at work about the lead teacher abusing her power and telling me on have to come in on days I'm not scheduled to work after telling her no.
~I seriously cannot stomach another year at this job. Which is why I really hope I pass my intern class. It been a toxic place for me to work as a college student.
*Confident about my other class.
*I hate my college teacher, she is unprofessional
*Had to deal with a stupid lazy f()ck in a group project, who tried to make it look like I was the lazy
*I am making extra money tonight watching the kids I'll be nannying over the summer.
~I probably should of told them no, since my school work is pretty unmanageable.
*I wont be buying my cap and gown, until this semester is over.
*I told my job that I need less hours cause it's too much with school and they told me that's fine.

posted April 23, 2016 03:53 PM            

You wanted to know when/if it will get better? Looking at your opposite sign Sagittarius today. House 7.

Transiting Saturn is in Sagittarius in your 7th House now....

Robert Hand, Planets in Transit, p.368
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... (para2) problems with people who oppose your interests in various matters.
Such people can range from outright enemies, to, those who simply want to keep you in check for some reason.
If this kind of problem arises, all you can do is try to understand the person's motivation, and do what you can to eliminate their reasons for opposing you.

But aside from these kinds of problems involving others, this Saturn transit means that at this time you are making a significant breakthrough in your life. (YAY!!)

For several years now, you have been working quietly to get ahead and make new beginnings, particularly in your professional life.
Now the work you have been doing is beginning to bear fruit and you will be acknowledged.
In fact, one of the reasons you are having conflict with enemies is that now you are really beginning to get somewhere in life, which is likely to be threatening to others.

At any rate, now you are ready for the upward climb to attain your goals in life.

This is a very critical time, when you must work very carefully to get ahead.
Do not take any shortcuts to success that violate what you believe to be right.
Every time you do, you plant a seed that will create severe problems several years from now, when Saturn conjoins your Midheaven.
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posted April 25, 2016 12:42 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
You're kickin' butt!! Go Gurl!

You wanted to know when/if it will get better? Looking at your opposite sign Sagittarius today. House 7.

Transiting Saturn is in Sagittarius in your 7th House now....

Robert Hand, Planets in Transit, p.368
QUOTE
... (para2) problems with people who oppose your interests in various matters.
Such people can range from outright enemies, to, those who simply want to keep you in check for some reason.
If this kind of problem arises, all you can do is try to understand the person's motivation, and do what you can to eliminate their reasons for opposing you.

But aside from these kinds of problems involving others, this Saturn transit means that at this time you are making a significant breakthrough in your life. (YAY!!)

For several years now, you have been working quietly to get ahead and make new beginnings, particularly in your professional life.
Now the work you have been doing is beginning to bear fruit and you will be acknowledged.
In fact, one of the reasons you are having conflict with enemies is that now you are really beginning to get somewhere in life, which is likely to be threatening to others.

At any rate, now you are ready for the upward climb to attain your goals in life.

This is a very critical time, when you must work very carefully to get ahead.
Do not take any shortcuts to success that violate what you believe to be right.
Every time you do, you plant a seed that will create severe problems several years from now, when Saturn conjoins your Midheaven.
/endQuote

*I love your bullet-point notes.*

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It's been pretty progressive having Saturn in Sag.
I know it can do with work partners too. So I think this transit has been testing the hell out of me in this department.
And yes the lead teacher has tried to bring me down a peg! She pretty much told me I would not be able to find a job with my degree, and that I should just stay here until I get my Bach.
I told I would nanny then(since they make bank), and I could tell that she didn't like that answer.

I wonder how far Saturn will retro back, it honestly feels like it's never left my 6th house. So maybe having it rx will take care of some unfinished business.

Oh yeah I also plan on showing the directors all the unprofessional texts she has sent me, with a printed copy for them to keep.

Thanks for sharing the Robert Hand for some insight!