posted July 19, 2016 01:44 PM            

For those of you who remember my chart I was truly going through a HORRIBLE time in my life, I was living in my car HOMELESS for six months and had to get by with "Help me" signs. Needless to say I'd make $60 bucks a hour (no kidding) but that's besides the point lol. I learned a LOT about the world and just how lost we are. Living in my car made me see how everything is connected. I befriended many other homeless people and believe me, some of these guys living in their cars are straight up geniuses. Since you don't have anything distracting you it make you aware of your life situation and purpose. It makes you see how little bit of light there is in the world. When people only care about what they're going to eat for the night, why doesn't this guy like me, why did I not get my raise..etc etc..everything in life is a giant ******* illusion and everyone chooses to believe it's not. We spend pur entire lives working for a piece of paper just to die off and not take a cent. I don't get it. This experience makes you see what is important in the world, which is Love, Spirituality, and the will to find your path..to find yourself. Now with the growing pool of technology no one needs to use their own brainpower anymore. Why is it the most successful and influential humans dropped out, didn't go to school or went through immense struggle? The world took me on a ride. There is blissful beauty in the struggle. I found myself happier than people driving BMWs and having a nice cosy home to go to. When you are forced to face hell you come out a G. Because you know nothing can stop you but yourself. This world is going to **** , pure and utter **** and the fact no one seems to care speaks volumes about the planet we live on now. Compare humans in the 60s or even 90s to now. There was consciousness everywhere. If you wanted to make a band but were terribly shy it didn't matter, you had to face your flaws if you wanted to thrive. Nowadays you can just make a video at home and slip it on YouTube and BAM you get millions of views. People don't necessarily NEED people anymore as opposed to a 1990s America. Why come together when you can just go meet someone on Facebook?

I got in a car accident and now live with friends in Vegas, its so nice to have a home but at the same time whwn you live such an animalistic (Pluto) life for that long you begin to see through all the ******** . This planet needs more soul. More truth. We are regressing and its obvious, people don't read anymore they'd rather look up a three page article on Google.

The one truth in the world is that everyone dies, and everyone lives. Everyone wants to feel loved but no one wants to do the loving. The selfishness in the world is unbearable. We can donate for a 1.5 billion Powerball Lottery but yet we don't have homes for the needy? Food for the unfortunate? Everyone is too caught up in what they believe is important rather than what IS important. I'll be damn if I go out a slump. We all have a TRUE mission in life. And it's not being a doctor. Or a lawyer. Or even a musician. We are all here to be the best versions of ourselves to serve the most high God, to keep humanity in peace. This is why people making six figures are still unhappy, why people who graduate school are still lost. No one spends time LONG ENOUGH WITH THEMSELVES to know who they are. They go by how others treat them.

So with that said I have know what I must do to keep this Earth going, music is dying, movies or dying, everything is regressing. There's a difference between a Michael Jackson nd a Megan Trainor. A Kurt Cobain and a Ed Sheeran. I refuse to see the thing I love most continue to wither. Everyone has an inner Steve Jobs, Martin Luther King, JFK, Marilyn Monroe, John Lennon, Albert Einstein, Muhammad Ali, Bruce Lee, and Mother Teresa inside of them. Its just a matter of letting that show and following it. I hope everyone can learn to find the truth in the world and stop focusing on the superficial. But Pluto is in Capricorn...

posted July 19, 2016 01:59 PM            

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posted July 19, 2016 03:03 PM            

I was reading your post, and even before you mentioned Neptune, I knew this was the planet working on you. Transit wise, Saturn and the nodes are going to be impacting you too.

posted July 20, 2016 03:12 AM            

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Originally posted by Radium:
Everyone wants to feel loved but no one wants to do the loving.

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I'm the opposite of this. My fantasies consist of literally smothering those denied of love with affection, but that's another topic.

posted July 20, 2016 04:05 AM            

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Originally posted by Radium:
When you are forced to face hell you come out a G.

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Welcome back Radium

I love you too and I hope to love you and everyone around me better.

I know what you're experiencing is profound. I'm very happy for you and proud that you are grateful