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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 06:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I feel angry at people who were my friends not standing up for me when I was bullied.
5 people did.
AG
Sunchild
Popcorn
Lonkake
Mblake

My desire to open myself on LL has gone out,to a large extent.

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If I am not for myself ,who am I?
If I am only for myself, what am I?

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 06:33 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
2 people gave me genuine apologies-MM and AB.

They realized that they have no RIGHT to try to shut me up when I am expressing myself in the way that *I* do.

I respect them. That takes maturity and guts.

I don;t think either of them "like" me.
However, they acted with character and integrity.
I respect them.They don't have to like me.


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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 06:38 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Firecracker tried to weenie out of her apology when she saw an out.
Kat tried to tell me I was not being bullied but actually being helped and I should be grateful.
I would not allow that.

However,my point in bring them up is that FC and Kat and I have realized that we are not going to be friends.

We, each,have our separate spaces on LL .We will interact as LL members,only.

I think they respect me enough not to try to bully me ,again.
That is FINE with me.

Part of life is not liking certain people. Certain people annoy you or irritates you. You want to punch them or make them shut up lol
This reality of not liking other people exists for every flawed human being on this earth.

All that is fine .You just can't ACT it out, though.
FC,Kat and I know who we are to each other and where we stand.
That is cool with me.
I am down with that .

PS I wanted to add that Star of Venus Girl initially attacked me and then thought better of it.
I think she realized she better modify her stance cuz I was an unexpected fighter .
I think my strength was unexpected by her and everyone.
I could not have been strong if the few people did not help me ,though.
No one can be strong without anyone, I don't think.

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 06:41 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
This is what really got me to write this ,today.
I HONOR what Bear Archers suffered with pregnancies.
I want her to have a place she can share horrible pain and be comforted.
As *I* was comforting her, I was getting angry.
COULD she have brought HER pain here if *I* had not brought mine??

In all humility, I think I blazed trails that other people can now take such as Bear Archers and other people.

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 06:45 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
4 people attacked me.
FC,Kat,PS and Bear Archers( a half attack)
I talked about FC and Kat.

Pluto Square has violated my trust to such an extent that I have severed my relationship with her beyond simple LL respect which I strive to give everyone.

BA half attacked me. She pig piled on but her heart was not in it.
When she could weenie out of it,she did.

I am angry about that.

I am angry JUST to leave all this unsaid and go on as if nothing happened.
I can't just do that.

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 06:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Char and a bunch of people attacked me on the thread on LL2
I made the point to all of them that I have the right to exist and I am not going,anywhere.

I don't expect any of them to ever like me but I do expect simple respect as I will try to do to them.


My question in ALL of this is "Why didn't the people whom I love, here, reach out to help me?????"
People whom I love and who love me saw me going under.
Why didn't you help me?

That is my 8th house question,for today lol
Any genuine answer is acceptable.
Please don't start a fight JUST to fight.
Then, I will have to close the thread.
Any honest dialogue is desired.

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 07:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I HAVE ASKED A SERIOUS QUESTION.PLEASE GIVE SERIOUS ANSWERS,ONLY.
Thank you

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Randall
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posted December 12, 2010 08:22 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
You have to have a tough skin to be a Mod here. It comes with the territory. Some people don't like me. You just have to roll with it.

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 08:25 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Is it OK to ask this question,Randall?
If not, erase my thread,please

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Amphitrite
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posted December 12, 2010 08:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Amphitrite     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I think that is just generally true in life. Sometimes people will like you and sometimes they won't. It can sometimes hurt though when you think people are your friends and their actions don't necessarily make that clear.

Don't be angry, Ami. Just continue to post what you want to post, say what you want to say, and be who you want to be. You still have friends here, and people who appreciate you and your contributions, so try not to feel sad about what you are unable to control.

Amph

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LEXX
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posted December 12, 2010 09:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LEXX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am staying out of the dramas as much as possible and trying hard not to be not taking sides nor pointing fingers good or bad.
There are a few here at LL who detest me too.
Their problem not mine.
Cannot please everyone.
Hopefully the dramas will let up soon.
Sorry if that offends, but I have enough on my plate without getting involved in these online dramas any more.
I am here to share and learn.

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 09:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
That is totally cool,Lexx.

I can see you stayed out of it ALL the way.

That has integrity,in my book!

Thanks for sharing that.

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 09:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you ,Amph
I did not do this thread FOR appreciation but I would not mind some cuz I DO feel bruised.
I appreciate you ,right back!

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LEXX
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posted December 12, 2010 09:58 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LEXX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ami
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This is what really got me to write this ,today.
I HONOR what Bear Archers suffered with pregnancies.
I want her to have a place she can share horrible pain and be comforted.
As *I* was comforting her, I was getting angry.
COULD she have brought HER pain here if *I* had not brought mine??

In all humility, I think I blazed trails that other people can now take such as Bear Archers and other people.


Ami.....
the trails you feel you have blazed are not all new at LL.
Dear BA has posted before many times about her pregnancies and losses. So have I.
She has many times brought her pain here long before you were here.
Thank you for starting topics on sensitive issues.
However, fact is; these topics were not unheard of at LL. There is now simply a place to consolidate such adult topics.
There have been many threads about childhood abuse, rape, suicide, depression, and more at LL started by many different folks, not just you.
Sorry if I have offended you.

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 10:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Dear Lexx
I do think I opened up SOME doors and I will take credit for some part of it,only.

If I did or not cannot be argued cuz it is unarguable cuz it is an intangible.
So, we best just leave it in the realm of intangibles, Friend.

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LEXX
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posted December 12, 2010 10:07 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LEXX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Alrighty then.

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 10:11 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
OK, Lexx, You too
I wish all good things on you in the days to come---only peace and joy in your life!

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posted December 12, 2010 10:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LEXX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Peace and happiness to you!

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 10:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
There IS something about great suffering which you and I have had ,for sure,Lexx, that allows you and I to love each other with differences and to walk away in love.
Maybe, we have tasted the bottom in such a way that we know how and when to let go

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BanxManx
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posted December 12, 2010 10:35 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for BanxManx     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I love you Ami.

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LEXX
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posted December 12, 2010 10:40 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LEXX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 10:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
THANKS BANX
That means everything to me, more than you could ever know or I could EVER say .
I love you, too
Glad you are back home lol

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MoonWitch
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posted December 12, 2010 12:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MoonWitch     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I have debated saying anything, responding, etc. But I'm starting to get irritated by all the drama threads and manic energy.

I applaud all the people that hold their virtual tongues and focus on other things. Usually I am one of those people. I was attacked plenty and completely unjustly when I first came to LL years ago. I never got apologies. People dont have to be sorry.

I understand everyone reacts differently if someone doesnt like them but really... Time to move on.

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Ami Anne
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posted December 12, 2010 12:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

IF people don't like "drama threads" they don't have to participate such as IQ and Lexx do not.
I never see either of them being offensive to other people, though.
Their opinion to NOT participate in drama threads is noted by their respectful silence.

Moon Witch

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StarrofVenusGirl
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posted December 12, 2010 12:13 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for StarrofVenusGirl     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I agree MoonWitch.

But I *have* to say this:

Ami, I didn't back off attacking you because I am "afraid" of you or recognized your strength. I decided to leave you alone because you aren't worth my time, as clearly evidenced by this selfish and immature "call out" thread thinly disguised as an effort to "make peace."

Everytime things calm down, you or your minions find a way to stir the pot. Even though MysticMelody embraced her Higher Self and told you to do as you will, I agree with her sentiments.

You are the problem at LL. You.

This place is not about you. You didn't pioneer anything except controversy and rifts.

If your so-called friends did not rush to your aid, perhaps they either recognized the wrongness of your actions or like LEXX, are tired of getting dragged into your drama.

Have you thought about that? Maybe it's not them. Maybe it's you.

And in case there was any doubt, let me be clear. I don't like you either. Not one bit. At best I have felt compassion for the losses you experienced as a mother, or pity for a person who so clearly needs help. I have defended you offline when I saw people toying with your emotions, because I can't stand cruelty.

Don't ever mistake anything I do for fear or reluctance to engage you.

Consider this the last direct interaction you and I will have. And before you label this an attack, realize that you can't ever play the victim when you go out of your way to provoke.

FIN.

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