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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 09:10 AM
  
You ,guys, know how hard I have been trying to heal trauma
I found it.
It is working.
My personal laboratory is me  ------------------
Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune.
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 09:21 AM
Healing trauma is ALL about healing the right side of the brain.
In the right side of the brain, trauma is stored.
Talking will NOT heal it.The best therapist,the best books, the best friends,the best support systems will not heal it.
Talking is left brained.
Therapy and self help is left brained.
The left side of the brain thinks.
The right side feels.
Disclaimer---This is my road,my path,my findings.
This is my opinion.
I do not wish to argue it.
If someone argues ,I will ignore.
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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune.
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 09:23 AM
How to heal trama?
You have to FEEL all the feelings which made you numb.
You got numb cuz the environment was too painful for you to stay sane.
You got numb cuz you had to throw your sanity ,away.
Horrible pain made you have to throw your sanity away
Horrible pain will come out in order for you to REGAIN your sanity.
You can regain it.
I know that ,now.------------------
Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune.
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 09:26 AM
You have to FEEL your way to emotional health,not think it.
How to feel it?
This is the hard part.
Embrace every bad feeling you have.
Hug them.
Welcome them.
Go in to the fetal position with them if you must .
You ,prolly, will have to ,many times.
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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune.
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 09:27 AM
After much time(I hate to say that but it is true)your head will clear.
You will SEE what happened to you as a child.You will see what you could not see.
You will see the truth of it and the truth of YOU.
You were always OK.
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 09:29 AM
I have not reached the stopping place where I can see myself as clearly as I want.
However,I have climbed several steps in the process.
I am not the same as when I started.
I am here to help those who want heal trauma in the way I described  ------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 09:49 AM
The other thing it that if you are a total neurotic mess,you could not help it.
It was adjustment to trauma.
If a person breaks an arm ,other parts of the body will compensate.
The body and mind were meant to live. They will adjust in whatever ways allow life.
You can get pretty screwed up in your "adjustments"
However,it was a natural device of the mind which God put there to allow life to continue.
You are not bad or weird.
You are just "adjusted"  ------------------
Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune.
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 10:23 AM
I just figured out something from reading a post in LL 2
I studied Homeopathy.
I was the Assistant to one of the countries top Homeopaths.
In Homeopathy,you NEVER get rid of a symptom-ever-unless it will kill you--in a first aid measure.
In normal settings, you never,ever medicate a symptom.------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 10:26 AM
Emotional symptoms are the same!
You have to let them follow the course they want i.e expression.
With homeopathy,you never medicate a fever,for example.
Homeopathy believes in the natural healing mechanisms of the body.
A symptom is when the body is "stuck" trying to regain homeostasis.
You have to help the body get homeostasis NOT cut off it's path to homeostasis.
The path IS the symptoms.------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 10:28 AM
That is why you can heal emotional disorders by feeling the feelings.
The feelings ARE the symptoms.
They are seeking homeostasis just as a fever is there to heat the body so viruses and bacteria cannot live.
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 10:42 AM
The other thing is to never,ever,ever ,ever put yourself down.
You did the best you could with the factors you had  ------------------
Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
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coconutcancermoon
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posted January 23, 2011 05:39 PM
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Ami Anne
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posted January 23, 2011 06:27 PM
You are my Lovey, CCM  ------------------
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posted January 24, 2011 12:47 AM
(((Ami)))As somebody on the same path as you. Thank you. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted January 24, 2011 06:41 AM
Thank you (((Anglerfish)))
I am so glad you found something valuable in what I said.
That means a great deal to me ,dear ------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted January 24, 2011 06:59 AM
I realized the "mechanism" for how we become numb.
If you can see that,you can see the path out.
You reverse it lolThis is what happens,I feel quite sure.
You have a trauma which is too much for you.For me,my mother molested me,as you know. ------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted January 24, 2011 07:02 AM
I was 4 or 5. I had too much trauma to prolly stay sane.
We have built in defense mechanisms which go on auto pilot in these situations.My mind and body HAD to respond or I would have died or gone insane. When my mother did that,I had HORRIBLE feelings of pain,rage,betrayal, wounding. I ,probably, would have suffered a fatal wound if defense mechanisms did not kick in. ------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted January 24, 2011 07:06 AM
I will use that situation to describe how this mechanism works.I had all these horrible feelings coming over me like a tidal wave.
I could not absorb these feelings so I buried them(repression/suppression)
Also, and this is the BIGGIE,I distorted my thinking to EXPLAIN why this could be happening to me. My "explanation"/distortion was that *I* was bad.
I had to have an explanation that would allow me to be a child and have a mother who took care of me ,daily.
My explanation had to allow me to function.
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Ami Anne
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posted January 24, 2011 07:08 AM
These repressions/supressions and distortions are for one purpose----survival.They are survival mechanisms built in by the Creator.
If you see a "weird" person, that is why. They distorted to such a degree that they became abnormal by societal standards. ------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted January 24, 2011 07:11 AM
There is almost no purpose to knowing these things if you can't use them to change.This is the part I think I HAVE figured out. Here is how you reverse it. You FEEL.
You let the feelings come out and you embrace them.
You don't run through an addiction or any kind of avoidance.
You embrace them as a friend.
They are friends.
They are the way out.
The Creator always provides paths out.
To every problem, there is a natural solution
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Ami Anne
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posted January 24, 2011 07:15 AM
This is the way *I* started coming out.
I loved someone enough to FEEL.
When I loved him, the childhood feelings came up in the course of my getting to know him.My childhood feelings of "love" toward my mother with all that entailed,came up. When we love someone,we re-experience our earlier loves.
We fall in love with our past,for better or worse.
I think you could say this. Current loves bring up past loves. We are flooded with feelings from the past.
We think it if from the person we love.
Some of it is,of course,but a large percentage is our past loves i.e. mother/father.
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Ami Anne
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posted January 24, 2011 07:18 AM
If we FEEL these feelings, we will heal.
If we embrace the feelings, we will have intense pain.
The feelings do not have words associated with them.
They are raw pain. I mean raw.
However,if you feel them, you WILL understand the distortion that made you suppress them.
You will see the distortion you took on.
The meaning of the feelings comes later.
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Ami Anne
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posted January 24, 2011 07:20 AM
Once you see the distortion,you have true healing.
If you have any distortions about yourself ,this is how you got them. A distortion is any false thought about yourself such as that you are worthless, bad, need to be punished, are different from other people, do not deserve love,do not deserve life etc etc ------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted January 24, 2011 07:21 AM
If anyone needs someone to talk to about these things and does not feel comfortable e
Don't be shy  ------------------
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posted January 24, 2011 06:36 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Healing trauma is ALL about healing the right side of the brain.
In the right side of the brain, trauma is stored.
Talking will NOT heal it.The best therapist,the best books, the best friends,the best support systems will not heal it.
Talking is left brained.
Therapy and self help is left brained.
The left side of the brain thinks.
The right side feels.
Disclaimer---This is my road,my path,my findings.
This is my opinion.
I do not wish to argue it.
If someone argues ,I will ignore.
Wonderful thread Ami.
You're a shining Gem here.
((( )))
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