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LiesLilithsaidtouranus
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posted July 05, 2013 12:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LiesLilithsaidtouranus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
In 8 days it will be 2 months since his death.... It has been literally 56 days without him. I miss him so much, but he said good bye to us weeks before he really departured.
I've never loved anyone as I loved him. I have never depended on someone as much I had with him. I never tolerated anyone as I did him. He was my knight in shinning armor, my superman... My everything.
I loves him and still love him with all of my heart and soul... If I could be with him right now, I would. If I could just have one last moment with him, I'd tell him how much I love him, how much I miss him...
I just want him back. I just want him and I to live forever all eternity together.
I don't want to be with anyone else, unless its him. I don't want to love anyone else unless its him.
And while I am sitting here doing homework, I just want to cry my eyes out. I want to just stop my heart from beating. I just want to die to be with him, but I can't do that. He would have never wanted me to.... I just want him back...

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Hera
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posted July 05, 2013 12:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Hera     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
This is heartbreaking... I am so sorry LLSTU..

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libraschoice77
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posted July 05, 2013 12:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for libraschoice77     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Very sorry for your loss

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Ami Anne
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posted July 05, 2013 01:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am so sorry, Friend

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Ami Anne
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posted July 05, 2013 02:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Tell us about him, if you care to

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I'm so cappy
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posted July 05, 2013 02:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for I'm so cappy     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Nothing will be the same again but with time it should hurt a little less. You need to keep going, at least for him. I'll pray for your peace.

*hug*

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I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy.

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LiesLilithsaidtouranus
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posted July 05, 2013 02:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LiesLilithsaidtouranus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks everyone...
I truly wish that time could heal these wounds. It hasn't been a long while, I know, but I feel for him just as strong as for the moment I realised them long ago. If he could just hold me in his arms, I would be literally the happiest person in the world.
I don't know if you guys believe in the other side, or even in reincarnation, but a couple days ago I felt him in my dreams.
I hadn't dreamt of him in a while, the last time was after he and I had a wonderful time talking and I fell asleep on him. The memory was silly, but his reaction every time I would sleep on him was priceless. The dream a couple of nights ago just opened up so much pain in my chest.
Along with someone on the boards having a very identical chart as him, with similar situations in love as him.
I thought it was funny how I was his Psyche. My sun was exact conjunct his. He dreamt of me a year before even knowing of my existence. He always made me sound like a saviour for him.
The truth was, he was the angel and I was the one needing saving.
He was right on the last letter he wrote to me, that the best always go first.
He was cocky but in the right way. He was so gentle, yet so rough around the edges.
A man any woman could fall for.
There never will be anyone like him. No one. I just wish I could some how see him on the other side at least. For myself, not through my friend. She can communicate with him, his soul came to her. And she never met him, only heard about him a few times. And she was definitely telling me things he would say. I just wish I could be with him.

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Doux Rêve
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posted July 06, 2013 10:51 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Doux Rêve     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am so, so sorry for your loss, LiesLilith.

I hope he rests in peace ~

Stay strong

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