posted July 11, 2013 08:48 PM
Ami! You realize that Saturn will always test us, and do rx-tests to make sure we 'got it'?Like learning to play basketball....
First you learn how to handle the bounce, and shoot at the basket. You aim at the hoop. Finally you learn how to be more and more successful at "making baskets"...
Oh, THERE'S MUCH MORE TO IT!!! yes...
Shooting baskets is only ONE piece of learning the game.
Now you will get the chance to move around and practice different drills, improving your skills-set. Improving in 'leaps and bounds'...
After everything you've been through Ami, I believe you will be shocked at how fast you will go when it all falls into place for you! OMG....
Just because you make a few mistakes you gonna quit? nah..... You're actually "good" at this and don't realize it "yet"....
You'll be soooo surprised at yourself!
It's not as bad as you think.... and yet it is!!, in another way. But I believe in you, for real. You're made of the right stuff. Look at what you've been through. Heck, it's going bye-bye.... You're gonna do soooo well---
Keep focused on that BIG overall Future Goal. When you get bored, or feel blocked, it's like a garden.... There are still sooo many things you can do. (Think of all the types of chores your garden offers.)
Practice different 'little things'... At certain points the pieces suck themselves into right-order!! Be patient... It WILL all complete itself in the correct moment....
You just be found working that garden--- Be found being Faithful (NOT religious, Ami,,,, but basking and soaking in that Presence that's already in you whether you're feeling it or not at any one time or other). You are going to be soooooo amazed, Ami Anne.
In your garden, the Sun shines. If it's cloudy, the Sun still shines. When it's night-time, the Sun is still shining somewhere. When the Moon is out, it's reflecting the Sun's Presence to you in indirect form.... It always "is" The Sun never stops shining, even if you're sleeping or too busy to notice. It's "there"... If it wasn't there at all? If the Sun stopped shining? The Earth would show it. It can be the dead of night... always darkest before the dawn.
When one area gets blocked, look for another place to work at things, until the blocks give way to a flow. Don't have to be stopped. Don't have to let it become your own self's undoing.... there's ALWAYS that "next try" coming up ahead. Forget what "just happened" and be ready and eager for the great opportunity coming NEXT!! yay
You just "be"..... Know that you are Loved, and Let that love sink through and down everything..... The Water will soak you through!! Your seeds of that Future will germinate.
---- Hey, and with all that poop? It's fertilizer!!! yayayayaya...... You just be recycling... all that s**t......? It IS good for something, afterall! 
so ... Little Miss Gardening-Lady... say THIS to yourself:
It's OKAY to make mistakes.... That's how I GROW! 
Don't be afraid.... I want to post this song here for you. I've posted it before, and it may be good to have it handy for us when the shoot hits the fin again~~ he-he-he
This is for BOTH of us! We're in this 'Saturn-thing'... "together!"
(rel.music) Donnie McClurkin - We Fall Down, But We Get Up [4:54] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3ewPHaPBfA
(rel.music) He Who Began A Good Work in you, Will be Faithful To Complete it In you [6:49] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5eiuovtsLU
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