posted August 17, 2013 08:03 AM            

Woke up this morning, so sad everyone is not around, I feel like I am too giving, always there for people.

I looked up my transits...and have Venus trine Chiron today which is good no?

I can't help feeling that life is passing me by (even though this is not the case as finishing marketing qualification and have been working hard). So maybe this feeling is temporary..I miss my ex today too (more his company I think).

Sorry to vent on here but it helps to feel less alone

posted August 17, 2013 10:25 AM            

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posted August 17, 2013 11:27 AM            

I stayed up too late the night before, and so I went to bed early last night, and I woke up early this morning. Pre-dawn light was peeking through the drapes in my room. My house was cool and comfortable (yay for a working air conditioner!) and I felt great after a good night's rest.

I stepped outside for a minute to check out the sky; the sun wasn't up yet, and the air was still a little chilly, and there was dew everywhere -- strange and wonderful for Texas in the summer. I didn't want to let the nice morning go to waste, so I went back inside, dressed and went for a bike ride. As the sun crept over the horizon, little puddles of golden light appeared all over the sidewalk and grass I was riding along. Birds and bugs were making ripples spread through the pond. I leaned my bike against a tree and took a few pictures with my phone, wanting to save the feeling of the sunrise. I felt refreshed, renewed, alive -- I've spent too much time indoors, toiling away at meaningless work like a dwarf in a mine. It's too nice a day to be sad. I wondered, what other beauty will I find today? What opportunities are waiting for me?

posted August 18, 2013 01:31 PM            

Today was better day, did yoga, walked in the sunshine, appreciated the small things. Breathing in and out and the shadow darkness dissipated

It's a new day everyday,

posted August 18, 2013 01:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Blackbird:
Sparkling, I have something to share with you. I'm having a wonderful morning, and maybe you can "borrow" my perspective -- maybe there is a transit aspecting my natal Jupiter in Sagittarius, because I'm really feeling optimistic at the moment.

I stayed up too late the night before, and so I went to bed early last night, and I woke up early this morning. Pre-dawn light was peeking through the drapes in my room. My house was cool and comfortable (yay for a working air conditioner!) and I felt great after a good night's rest.

I stepped outside for a minute to check out the sky; the sun wasn't up yet, and the air was still a little chilly, and there was dew everywhere -- strange and wonderful for Texas in the summer. I didn't want to let the nice morning go to waste, so I went back inside, dressed and went for a bike ride. As the sun crept over the horizon, little puddles of golden light appeared all over the sidewalk and grass I was riding along. Birds and bugs were making ripples spread through the pond. I leaned my bike against a tree and took a few pictures with my phone, wanting to save the feeling of the sunrise. I felt refreshed, renewed, alive -- I've spent too much time indoors, toiling away at meaningless work like a dwarf in a mine. It's too nice a day to be sad. I wondered, what other beauty will I find today? What opportunities are waiting for me?

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posted August 18, 2013 01:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I am sorry, Friend. I am glad you spoke up!

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