posted August 25, 2013 01:53 PM            

sorry if this has too much of negative energy, I tried to tone it down as much as possible.

posted August 25, 2013 02:05 PM            

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Originally posted by vickymadness:
okay I have a packed 12th house.
12H ruler (saturn), chart ruler(uranus), and 2H ruler (neptune) are all in the 12th house along with the NN. Now pluto is transiting this house and I'm feeling lost. I feel paralyzed. All the days are the same. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep. I feel I have lost complete control on my life.
I lost passion for life, nothing matters to me anymore. I can't even share this to my close people...

sorry if this has too much of negative energy, I tried to tone it down as much as possible.

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That is cool to be how you are, Friend.

Let me ask you this, are any of these 12th house planets within 10 degrees of the ASC?

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posted August 25, 2013 02:10 PM            

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Originally posted by vickymadness:
yes, saturn
7 degrees apart

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Ok, to me, I would not count this 12th house but conjunct the ASC which is hard too lol

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posted August 25, 2013 02:11 PM            

That would mean that you wear your mystical and spiritual side on your sleeve. You can't hide it and it shows to everyone. Does that fit?

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posted August 25, 2013 02:15 PM            

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Originally posted by vickymadness:
okay I have a packed 12th house.
12H ruler (saturn), chart ruler(uranus), and 2H ruler (neptune) are all in the 12th house along with the NN. Now pluto is transiting this house and I'm feeling lost. I feel paralyzed. All the days are the same. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep. I feel I have lost complete control on my life.
I lost passion for life, nothing matters to me anymore. I can't even share this to my close people...

sorry if this has too much of negative energy, I tried to tone it down as much as possible.

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So you have 1st HR in the 12th and 2nd in the 12th. You have 12th in the 1st( counting my way)

You are a very deep, mystical and spiritual person and move to the beat of a different drummer than more superficial people.

You may make your living from working in some 12th House place like a hospital, hospice, mental health facility or jail.

If Pluto is Transiting, Pluto makes all your primal impulses come out. You can't hide them anymore.

Is that what you feel?

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posted August 25, 2013 03:11 PM            

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Originally posted by vickymadness:
Yes I feel depressed without any apparent reason, it's like my guts telling me something bad will happen.

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Pluto shows us our inner core which is not pretty. It is filled with primal passions such as rage, jealousy, lust etc

Did you grow up having to be perfect like I did?

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