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Topic: Can I pick someone's brain?? Or pick mine..
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charlie
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From: los angeles, ca, USA
Registered: Jun 2012
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posted November 02, 2013 12:24 PM
  
I have some "internal" issues that I have voiced here, most being regarding relationships and my lack of....focus, shall we say. I will cut through the fluff and get to the point and you can read between the lines:How can I integrate a very animalistic and sexual sense of wanting to "hunt", and I do do this..), with the more everyday-living side of a relationship? To paint picture clearer: I have Lilith in Aries and I AM that woman; Aries on steroids. But then I have Pluto in Libra and he demands balance but I cannot do it. I just can't. I have tried but I just choke and die a little bit more on the inside until I have cornered myself so much I explode like a caged animal. I cannot have a functioning relationship with a man and have the sex I want and need and I can't have a friend I use for sex because I will fall in love with him but when that feeling enters my veins the whole circle starts over and it's doomed. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted November 02, 2013 12:58 PM
Let me ask you this and I respect your honesty and courage in asking this question.Do you have a close Moon sq Mars? ------------------
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charlie
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posted November 02, 2013 01:21 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Let me ask you this and I respect your honesty and courage in asking this question.Do you have a close Moon sq Mars?
Conjunct Ascendant and only semi-square Moon in all zodiacs. My progressed Asc/Dsc is 2 degrees away from entering Libra/Aries, with Pluto and Mars conj Asc. Might I be feeling this?? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted November 02, 2013 01:38 PM
My progressed Asc/Dsc is 2 degrees away from entering Libra/Aries, with Pluto and Mars conj Asc. Might I be feeling this??I am not following this. Can you explain step by step. Also, I think it is more of a long term problem anyway. That is what it feels like from your question. So you have mars conj the ASC and semi square Moon? How close? Was that what you said? ------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted November 02, 2013 01:45 PM
Mars Conjunct Ascendant and only semi-square Moon in all zodiacs.Is this exact? ------------------
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charlie
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posted November 02, 2013 02:23 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
[b]My progressed Asc/Dsc is 2 degrees away from entering Libra/Aries, with Pluto and Mars conj Asc. Might I be feeling this??I am not following this. Can you explain step by step. Also, I think it is more of a long term problem anyway. That is what it feels like from your question. So you have mars conj the ASC and semi square Moon? How close? Was that what you said? [/B]
Sorry, mars is semi square SUN by "-1a" and sesquiqudrate MOON by "-1s" and conjunct asc by 1 degree. Not sure what this implies.
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Ami Anne
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posted November 02, 2013 04:15 PM
Well, your chart would show what is happening but lets get off that for a moment. It sounds what like the guys have --Madonna/ wh**re complex. Do you know what I mean? ------------------
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charlie
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posted November 02, 2013 04:38 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Well, your chart would show what is happening but lets get off that for a moment. It sounds what like the guys have --Madonna/ wh**re complex. Do you know what I mean?
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Padre35
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From: Asheville, NC, US
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posted November 02, 2013 06:17 PM
Sounds like your two natures are at odds with each other.One is to be found desirable (perhaps by others that your circle of friends find desirable) and one that is caring and nurturing and wants to do both. My guess would be, could be wrong, that one has a placement that is very very competitive and one that is very very nurturing Perhaps one has a Huntress/Madonna thing going on, and finds it hard to complete a "hunt" then just jettison them away completely no matter how badly they behave. IP: Logged |
charlie
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From: los angeles, ca, USA
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posted November 02, 2013 06:33 PM
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Originally posted by Padre35:
Sounds like your two natures are at odds with each other.One is to be found desirable (perhaps by others that your circle of friends find desirable) and one that is caring and nurturing and wants to do both. My guess would be, could be wrong, that one has a placement that is very very competitive and one that is very very nurturing Perhaps one has a Huntress/Madonna thing going on, and finds it hard to complete a "hunt" then just jettison them away completely no matter how badly they behave.
I really do think I suffer from Madonna complex but I also think that this issue is more complex in itself making it a double edged sword, me being both edges.. From the man's point of view he will lose no matter what and I will just have made another conquest by selling some soul. Oh, One might think, in all its right, that I, as well, might be hunted and "played" but fear not, it won't happen because I have perfected the art in pouncing first. I am almost making myself weep as I write this because it is so truly and utterly pathetic. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted November 02, 2013 06:43 PM
Keep writing CharlieGet it out and cry. That is the first step. Believe me. I have issues that are bad. Not that exact one but others. ------------------
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Padre35
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posted November 02, 2013 06:55 PM
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Originally posted by charlie:
I really do think I suffer from Madonna complex but I also think that this issue is more complex in itself making it a double edged sword, me being both edges..From the man's point of view he will lose no matter what and I will just have made another conquest by selling some soul. Oh, One might think, in all its right, that I, as well, might be hunted and "played" but fear not, it won't happen because I have perfected the art in pouncing first. I am almost making myself weep as I write this because it is so truly and utterly pathetic.
This may be "meta" Charlie, however today pouncing first is kinda the norm. That is not justification, nor blame, suffice it to say this is just what I've seen. It's a deep issue in many ways as roles have become ambiguous. IP: Logged |
11nahyt
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From: Neptune. where the witches wear givenchy
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted November 02, 2013 07:24 PM
Charlie do you have moon/Venus aspect?IP: Logged |
charlie
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From: los angeles, ca, USA
Registered: Jun 2012
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posted November 02, 2013 11:25 PM
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Originally posted by 11nahyt:
Charlie do you have moon/Venus aspect?
Opposite eachother. My moon is opposite 5 planets. IP: Logged |
saronna
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From: Australia
Registered: Jan 2010
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posted November 03, 2013 03:17 AM
charlie i am not sure about astrology when it comes to free will i think free will is stronger than our natal charts. well its something that edgar cayce argued that the strongest is free will. and i am not sure what you are finding hard to focus on. it sounds like you enjoy the sex being animalistic with aries lith but maybe with balance with libra in pluto maybe thats the balance you need to find focus with. it is very simple. you mars is your will so if your mars is in libra to and my sister has mars in libra they can be sweet but wishy washy but your sun could be capricorn. i have my sun in scorpio but i have my moon in capricorn but i have mars in aquarius and they are pretty strong willed. but cap with mars in libra will balance this powerhouse and will deal with beauty and women etc and mastering focus with balance with pluto in libra. but if you are trying to focus on balance then you have a good chart for this. and this is very good insight with aries lith. i dont have much libra in my chart even with prenatals. so i wonder what my focus needs to be but on self love with prenatal leo node and to enjoy creativity. and to focus on having a love affair with myself hahahhaaa its a funny not just universal love but to learn to be selfish. fancy that a bit prancy.IP: Logged |
saronna
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posted November 03, 2013 03:41 AM
charlie maybe you wanted to experience this the hunting and animalistic sex and falling in love with and the cycle of it all and pluto gives you an out if you want with strengthening your will in mars with finding balance with pluto in libra. big hugs charlie and lots of loveIP: Logged |
charlie
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From: los angeles, ca, USA
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posted November 03, 2013 12:06 PM
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Originally posted by saronna:
charlie maybe you wanted to experience this the hunting and animalistic sex and falling in love with and the cycle of it all and pluto gives you an out if you want with strengthening your will in mars with finding balance with pluto in libra. big hugs charlie and lots of love
I do have free will which I exercise frequently but when it comes to this I have no will because it's pure desire followed by fear of being caged in like an animal followed by intense longing for someone to save me. Pluto does give me an out but I want to stay, know what I mean? But I can't. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted November 03, 2013 01:08 PM
Saronna
With all due respect, that kind of answer just pushes a person into more shame and hiding------------------
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saronna
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From: Australia
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posted November 04, 2013 02:20 AM
thank you charlie. i like your honesty. its something i didnt think about desire and not wanting out but having a conflict with pluto in libra. we call it white knuckling it in recovery. oh i can relate to chocolate cakes. i have these special chocolate cookies i love from byron bay. oh i didnt realise you were talking about sex addiction or love addiction the type of conflict they have with sex and love. but you sound different because you dont want out but you feel caged in and longing to be out from being caged but wanting to stay. i know that sense of longing for freedom but more so from post traumatic syndrome and that intense fear like in anne frank diary about her fear of the outside world. i use to have that fear of the outside world and very much about survivual instincts. but sounds like you have been through alot to feel that kind of fear of being caged in and wanting someone to save you. you know thats how i feel about desire but not for sex but for chocolate cookies and ice cream. and i have that fear to of being caged in but i have a lovely and beautiful husband and soulmate who does save me. we save each other from that intense fear and the loneliness and the fear of being caged in. and he has alot of women and he is happy and i am happy because he is strong willed but he does what makes him happy. and i like to see him happy. big hugs and lots of love your friend saronna I do have free will which I exercise frequently but when it comes to this I have no will because it's pure desire followed by fear of being caged in like an animal followed by intense longing for someone to save me. Pluto does give me an out but I want to stay, know what I mean? But I can't
i understand its pure desire and i really like that charlie. you are very smart. very very smart.
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