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posted May 17, 2014 01:06 PM            

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For some reason I feel that soon I'll reach the final version of myself personality wise and the rest will be polishing. I'm curious about your experiences.

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posted May 17, 2014 01:12 PM            

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Ever since Pluto has been squaring my asc since 2008 I still continue to change, now that Saturn is in my 2nd I'm eliminating waste from my life (people who put me down/don't see my worth) its been lonely but with more patience I'll get what I want out of life. It's not been easy.

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posted May 17, 2014 01:14 PM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:

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so that you won't have to move back and forth?

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posted May 17, 2014 01:15 PM            

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Heh, no. I mistook the windows.

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posted May 17, 2014 01:15 PM            

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During and after Saturn return.

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posted May 17, 2014 01:20 PM            

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You must miss your friend I'm so Cappy.

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posted May 17, 2014 01:22 PM            

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What do you mean, lala?

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posted May 17, 2014 01:37 PM            

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After my son died, I tried to shed my old skins of being "nice". I was locked into a personality that had no anger. You can imagine how that worked. I had stomach aches and could barely eat.

I was really afraid of anger. I slowly tried to force myself to express myself, as I said on the other thread.

I slowly began to not be so afraid of anger.

I, slowly, started to get self esteem.

It was all because I lost so much that I didn't care to maintain my fake facade.

I wanted to count for something on this earth.

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posted May 17, 2014 01:43 PM            

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I hope I will never reach the final version, it's all about the process to me :-)

I think I probably changed quite a bit in my first year of university. With all those cappy placements I was kind of born old. Now it's like I get younger with each day that passes. University taught me to relax, chill out, and to not take everything so seriously.

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posted May 17, 2014 01:44 PM            

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I feel like most of my life has been polishing.

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posted May 17, 2014 01:49 PM            

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my life changed when i told to myself "you can't go on like that anymore"

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posted May 17, 2014 01:56 PM            

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I am looking at your Mars Pluto opp. with Mars ruling 8th and say: "ah, Cappy will say this several times in her life, luckily" (from personal experience)

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posted May 17, 2014 02:53 PM            

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For Pluto people it's periodical, like a snake shedding his skin.

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posted May 17, 2014 03:03 PM            

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30's.... By a loooooong shot

I do have Pluto/asc so it's always a work in progress

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posted May 17, 2014 03:11 PM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
I am looking at your Mars Pluto opp. with Mars ruling 8th and say: "ah, Cappy will say this several times in her life, luckily" (from personal experience)

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Naaah, it's too wide

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posted May 17, 2014 03:17 PM            

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When saturn was in cancer, oppose my natal saturn exact. Was on my descendent too.

I stopped trying to please my parents. Learnt that abandoning myself to please another person is never a good idea.

Detached from them. Got my first taste of freedom n for the first time I felt like I could be my true self.

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posted May 17, 2014 03:19 PM            

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Congratulations, muddy. Btw, Pluto has been in my 4th house and soon will enter the 5th house. Maybe this is why I feel how I feel.

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posted May 17, 2014 03:23 PM            

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Still waiting for that change to happen.

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posted May 17, 2014 08:11 PM            

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Hard to say. I think I was in a state of becoming all into my 20s, though there was more than one crossroad on the way that could've taken me in a completely different direction. And regardless, I went through some major changes in that becoming.

However, having kids to take care of has changed me in many ways.

I suspect my journey through life may have some other drastic reorientation in store, however. Just a feeling. And though I don't know how I'd pull it off at the moment I have this desire to just spend a full year in seclusion living off the land (doing it is one thing, but then coming back from it and rebuilding my life is another, plus I have plenty of personal ties that currently make that impractical), and I feel certain that if I did that I would grow...not necessarily have a better life but I'd finally realize some things I never would otherwise.

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posted May 17, 2014 08:43 PM            

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Started to change after 20. I became more mature, nurturing and found my true self while falling for DP. Was killing myself with my alcohol problems and being involved in the wrong crowds. He saved me from myself so I'd say the moment he and I got together.

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posted May 17, 2014 08:54 PM            

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Started to change after 20. I became more mature, nurturing and found my true self while falling for DP. Was killing myself with my alcohol problems and being involved in the wrong crowds. He saved me from myself so I'd say the moment he and I got together.

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posted May 17, 2014 09:39 PM            

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Originally posted by Barbiegirl19:
Started to change after 20. I became more mature, nurturing and found my true self while falling for DP. Was killing myself with my alcohol problems and being involved in the wrong crowds. He saved me from myself so I'd say the moment he and I got together.

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posted May 18, 2014 06:17 AM            

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Yeah the first thinig that came to mind when i saw this thread was pluto, ive got pluto opposing my asc, mars and mercury and i fing myself always having periods of change.

It feels kind of bipolar almost because of the intense emotions but thinking about it, it's brought allot of good.

It's like when i feel like **** and my mood sucks i get super ambitious, and i look for ways to better myself so that i can rise above my problems and never feel like that again. But it keeps happening over and over again.

But it does ensure continious growth, which is a good thing, altough the foundation of my personality changes the same, the branches keeps growing.

Annyways sorry for the ramble, point is i think if you have some major pluto aspects you will keep growing and developing.

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posted May 19, 2014 03:55 PM            

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In the last year, actually. Once I decided to go to law school, everything just fit.

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posted May 19, 2014 06:03 PM            

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I keep having these profound changes. I would say I probably changed the most when I hit my 20s. I started "talking back" to people who have belittled me since I was a kid.

I'm always uprooting my life, like picking up a couch, to see what's underneath everything and wonder where it all goes.

I might have another uprooting soon lol. Who knows.

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