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Topic: hey everyone. Why I've been feeling bad lately
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whitewitch111
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From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted June 02, 2014 11:21 AM
  
I haven't been taking my anti depressants regularly, nor my anti anxiety pill. I think this is causing me to be unhappy. Also my due date would have been June 6th. I'm having trouble in the job department as you all know. But I wanted to say I am feeling much better and today am going to the gym to exercise hard  A very big thank you to lexxigrammer and Ceridwen for their kind words, Ami for her advice, MetalAphrodire for not giving in and enabling my problems further, and Enneline for being there on the spot. And anyone else who helped me through this dark period in my life. Lots of love to you all. IP: Logged |
Violets
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posted June 02, 2014 11:53 AM
I'm so happy to hear that today is a better day for you!  IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted June 02, 2014 11:55 AM
So sweet of you to come back and comment WW. Thank you. Glad you are feeling a bit better. ------------------
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Lexxigramer
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From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted June 02, 2014 12:23 PM
whitewitch111
You are welcome! 
Glad you are feeling better!  IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted June 02, 2014 12:52 PM
You've been through a lot. No need to explain. IP: Logged |
KarkaQueen
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From: Uranus
Registered: May 2011
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posted June 02, 2014 01:24 PM
Did you lose your baby?  My baby brother was born in June 6 btw  IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
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posted June 03, 2014 01:35 AM
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Originally posted by whitewitch111:
I haven't been taking my anti depressants regularly, nor my anti anxiety pill. I think this is causing me to be unhappy. Also my due date would have been June 6th. I'm having trouble in the job department as you all know. But I wanted to say I am feeling much better and today am going to the gym to exercise hard A very big thank you to lexxigrammer and Ceridwen for their kind words, Ami for her advice, MetalAphrodire for not giving in and enabling my problems further, and Enneline for being there on the spot. And anyone else who helped me through this dark period in my life. Lots of love to you all.
Thank you so very nuchly whitewitch111  If you need to talk about losing babies;
I can relate as I have had at least 26 confirmed miscarriages and several more unconfirmed ones over about a 40 year span of time. I wish I'd someone to talk to. One never really gets over to it all whether once or more.
It is a time of soul deep grief. :'(
I wonder how much of your depression and sadness has to do with the loss ?
You may talk with me privately if you desire to.{{{hugs}}} 
I lost one too whilst still wearing an IUD also. Mine was a copper 7. Later I got a copper T and had fewer problems.
I apologize if my words are bringing you down.
I also have been suicidal many times. As having stopped my too often suicidal husband from killing himself before the doctors finally got him on meds that do not make him more depressed or like Nefazadone/Trazadone, kill him and he had to be resuscitated.
Please be careful of anti-depressants.
Some can make one become more depressed and suicidal Often the warnings will include such as this:
quote:
May cause suicidal thoughts and increase depression
I cannot take any because they all make me very depressed and also mess with my heart and electrolytes and affect my neurological
damage and demyelinating disease in a bad bad way.
Well anyhow.....
just wanted to say I am here if you need me OK?
Lots of love and happiness to you!
xoxo
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whitewitch111
Moderator Posts: 1800
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted June 05, 2014 01:01 PM
Thank you lexxi, I had the Mirena. And wow, 26?? I could barely handle one... I'm so sorry..and yes I would like to talk sometime. I like how you share your experiences with me and don't blame me for being upset when you've been through worse. Too often people say "at least this didn't happen to you" but pain is different for everyone. Again thank you. IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 3922
From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted June 05, 2014 02:46 PM
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Originally posted by whitewitch111:
Thank you lexxi, I had the Mirena. And wow, 26?? I could barely handle one... I'm so sorry..and yes I would like to talk sometime. I like how you share your experiences with me and don't blame me for being upset when you've been through worse. Too often people say "at least this didn't happen to you" but pain is different for everyone. Again thank you.
Thank you!
Pain cannot really be compared.
Your pain is your pain,
my pain is mine.
It is not a contest to show who has it worse.
So on that note thank you so very much for not being angry with me!
So many people here have become very p!ssed off at me for sharing in context of what another person has posted.
Many have said it makes them sick that I am trying to outdo everyone and my experiences are always worse. They say I try to get all the attention and other crap accusations.
For example;
when anyone posts about being raped; I am
always fearful of being berated for saying I sympathize because I had been raped several times beginning as a 9 year old.
Seems if the poster had only one rape experience means I am not supposed to say It happened to me more than once.
Or like losing pregnancies 26 plus times;
weird how many folks will believe I am belittling a person who has had only one loss.
It makes me sad and angry to be cut down for sharing my relevant experiences which give me greater understanding and sympathy.
So thank you for not taking my mention of losing so many as any demeaning of your experience.{{{hugs}}}
I know your personal loss hurt you badly whitewitch111
Love and happiness to you! PS.
I had the Progestasert,
the precursor to Mirena. 1990 (Mirena - currently available)
1976 (Progestasert - discontinued in 2001)
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whitewitch111
Moderator Posts: 1800
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted June 05, 2014 03:05 PM
I didn't take it as demeaning at all, in fact, I don't know why anyone would. I mean, I don't know how you posted your experiences in the other topics, but, in this one you don't seem to gloat or act self-righteous because of them. You just seem to be saying "I can relate," and so forth. Have people gotten really ugly towards you for sharing them?
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Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 3922
From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted June 05, 2014 07:40 PM
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Originally posted by whitewitch111:
I didn't take it as demeaning at all, in fact, I don't know why anyone would. I mean, I don't know how you posted your experiences in the other topics, but, in this one you don't seem to gloat or act self-righteous because of them. You just seem to be saying "I can relate," and so forth. Have people gotten really ugly towards you for sharing them?
Yes, it is about saying "I relate" and not gloating. People can be strange at times. 
There have been only some 6 people in 9 years to date here who became rude over my sharing. When that happens it just makes no sense to me.
And even more odd is except for one person (the worse acting one)
was that it was not the folks telling of a thing they experienced, but some random person being offended.
Yes at times things had gotten uncomfortable to in the case of 2 people; downright nasty.
An example:
A person is posting about a health issue and I have the same health issue. In this case the same person posted some other issues like rape and injuries; and I replied how I experienced almost exactly the same.
They accused me of stalking them and copying them and pretending to have experienced the same thing to drive attention away from them and to me. 
Yeah some people can be hostile for the oddest reasons.
Another griped that no one can share anything because I would pop in and say "I did that too"; or "that happened to me too"........I just do not get why my sharing caused anger.
So thank you again for understanding me!
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