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Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 937 From: You. Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 06, 2014 04:48 AM
3 years ago when I joined LL, on occasion I would be quite unreasonable with members regarding some topics.I was going to name members' names out of respect, but I do not want to forget anyone, so I have decided not to. I just want to say to these members, and anyone who had to read my tempestuous responses, that I am truly sorry for not conducting myself with more understanding and consideration for your feelings, beliefs, and wisdom. IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 937 From: You. Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 06, 2014 05:13 AM
When I joined LL I was really quite insecure in myself. I had ironically recently experienced a freeing from old problems, and had a new lease of life, and desire to learn new things. I thought I was more illuminated than I really was. Unfortunately, I overestimated my level of growth, and could not see how my communication was far from mature at times.My level of self-righteousness is embarrassing. I'm probably not even out of the woods yet. I have, however, grown a lot since then. This time, I will try not to overestimate myself at the expense of others. I am pledging to have more patience, understanding and compassion for others. We are all navigating the same sea with different maps. I must remember this. I'd like to also give gratitude for those of you who suspended judgement of me, and have not only welcomed me here regardless of my shortcomings, but still took the time to share your gifts with me. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 56492 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 06, 2014 07:07 AM
We all make mistakes. It takes a very big person to acknowledge them and I honor and respect you for that. I remember your chart because it was a very hard one. You have many challenges which most people will never have or understand, so they can't begin to understand the struggles you had imo I am really glad you are back ------------------ Want To Ask Any Question About Bible Prophecy? Go For it. It is Free, of course. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 937 From: You. Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 06, 2014 07:43 AM
Ami,I am very glad you responded to this thread. Please accept a direct apology from me for my negative conduct toward you in the past. You are right. I have/had many challenges. But I must not lose sight of my responsibility in thought, word and deed. People are precious. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 56492 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 06, 2014 12:41 PM
I am so touched by your words. I have had to say I am sorry many, many times and with great respect for you, I accept ------------------ Want To Ask Any Question About Bible Prophecy? Go For it. It is Free, of course. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Dancing Maenad Moderator Posts: 1373 From: The Harvest Registered: Mar 2014
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posted August 06, 2014 03:21 PM
I am very glad that you are back. ------------------ ~the raving one dancing in the nude~ IP: Logged |
PixieJane Moderator Posts: 4982 From: CA Registered: Oct 2010
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posted August 06, 2014 05:29 PM
Water under the bridge. Honestly, I recall that you posted here but I don't recall the behavior you describe. Though stick around, LL is Scorpio (that is the board was created then so that's the sun sign for LL), and sooner or later that energy is going to get us or even fill us, it happens to nearly all of us at one time or another. IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 937 From: You. Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 06, 2014 06:37 PM
Ami, thank you for understanding.Dancing Maenad, that is lovely to hear, thank you for welcoming me back. Pixiejane, the behaviour was sporadic. I didn't deliberately set out to antagonise, but I didn't stop either when I realised. I communicated selfishly when challenged. Sure sign that I was not even confident of my own wisdom, deep down. Thank you for your acceptance. How fitting LL is a Scorpio. IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 43533 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 06, 2014 06:45 PM
I've fallen to its Scorpionic energy myself a time or two. IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 937 From: You. Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 06, 2014 07:05 PM
Thank you for relating Randall.You've all made me feel much better about this, thank you for being such brilliant examples. Dancing Maenad, did you have a different name a few years back? IP: Logged |
Dancing Maenad Moderator Posts: 1373 From: The Harvest Registered: Mar 2014
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posted August 07, 2014 12:20 AM
quote: Originally posted by Voix_de_la_Mer:
Dancing Maenad, did you have a different name a few years back?
Yes, Voix - it was Hera. Sorry, I forgot to mention it in all the excitement. I don't remember the things you mentioned, I remember you as a calming and warm presence, at least towards me. You gave me advice and guidance in a time I needed it very much. ------------------ ~the raving one dancing in the nude~ IP: Logged |
charmainec Moderator Posts: 8580 From: Venus next to Randall Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 07, 2014 03:41 AM
Welcome back.------------------ Remember, love can conquer the influences of the planets....It can even eliminate karma. Linda Goodman "DON'T EVER try and destroy someone's life with a LIE.....when yours can be destroyed with the TRUTH...." S.Jacobs IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 937 From: You. Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 07, 2014 05:27 AM
DancingMaenad,yes I thought that was you. You made great efforts on my part too, I remember you helping me find my Pluto energy in the dwads. Charmainec,
thank you for welcoming me back. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 56492 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 07, 2014 08:09 AM
You know, my whole life I was afraid of making mistakes. I was like a manicured lawn, everything in place. After my son died, I could not take being like that anymore. I came on here and decided I would let people know me. I did a lot of things that rubbed people the wrong way. I had a lot of pain and I had a lot of emotions that were raw and not pretty to me around. I did not have my voice and in the process of getting it, I was abrasive to people, too. A few people loved me through it and that is how and why I came through it. How could I ever reject anyone going through the same thing ------------------ Want To Ask Any Question About Bible Prophecy? Go For it. It is Free, of course. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 937 From: You. Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 07, 2014 08:15 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: You know, my whole life I was afraid of making mistakes. I was like a manicured lawn, everything in place. After my son died, I could not take being like that anymore. I came on here and decided I would let people know me. I did a lot of things that rubbed people the wrong way. I had a lot of pain and I had a lot of emotions that were raw and not pretty to me around. I did not have my voice and in the process of getting it, I was abrasive to people, too. A few people loved me through it and that is how and why I came through it. How could I ever reject anyone going through the same thing
I completely relate to this Ami. It reminds me of a quote by my mentor: "Mistakes are, afterall, the foundations of truth, and if a man does not know what a thing is, it is at least an increase in knowledge if he knows what it is not" ----- Carl Jung IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 56492 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 07, 2014 12:35 PM
I have the asteroid Jung conj my Sun, exact. I resonate with him so much and when I do my charts, I do them like this. I go in and try to help the person face his darkness. Then, it can go away ------------------ Want To Ask Any Question About Bible Prophecy? Go For it. It is Free, of course. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 937 From: You. Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 07, 2014 03:35 PM
I like your method Ami, it's often going into the dark that can set us free.I am also a huge fan of Rogers. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 56492 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 07, 2014 05:14 PM
quote: Originally posted by Voix_de_la_Mer: I like your method Ami, it's often going into the dark that can set us free.I am also a huge fan of Rogers.
Thank you, V. I like Rogers Ok, but it would take a very long time to help someone with this BUT people have to feel acceptance in order to change so Rogers was right. The time involved would be a great deal of years in therapy, I think, and to me, you could get there faster with the addition of Jung but I hate to do counseling w/out charts. You really can't figure out what is REALLY going on w/out the charts imo ------------------ Want To Ask Any Question About Bible Prophecy? Go For it. It is Free, of course. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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juniperb Moderator Posts: 8228 From: Blue Star Kachina Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 07, 2014 07:15 PM
Voice of the Sea, it`s wonderful to see you appear again. I had often thought of you and wondered how you were. I still have not made it back to my ancestors homeland.Someday! Welcome back ! ------------------ Christian, Jew, Muslim, Shaman, Zoroastrian, stone, ground, mountain, river, each has a secret way of being with the Mystery, unique and not to be judged. Rumi IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 937 From: You. Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 08, 2014 06:23 AM
quote: Originally posted by juniperb: Voice of the Sea, it`s wonderful to see you appear again. I had often thought of you and wondered how you were. I still have not made it back to my ancestors homeland.Someday! Welcome back !
Hello Juniper, I'm warmed that you had wondered about me, its not something I expect, so that's lovely. And I'm sure you'll make it when the time is right. Thank you for welcoming me back. IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 43533 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 14, 2014 07:33 PM
Welcome back.IP: Logged |