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posted November 30, 2014 11:23 PM            

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I have been in a really dark mood lately and just want to be left alone. I have lost my temper with several of my family members in the last week and I cussed out the man at the gas station the other night because he gave me an attitude. I guess it's safe to say my patience is wearing thin. I don't really know what's wrong with me but I suspect that i'm suffering from burnout due to the sh*t tone of stress and disappointment I have endured this year. I just feel "tired", tired of life and tired of people and their bullsh*t. Luckily after tonight I am off work for several days and I plan to disappear into my own world. I will not be answering calls or socializing with people. I just want to be alone with my thoughts and want to see if I can recharge and get myself out of this funk. I plan to go to the mountains and take a hike by myself, being in nature usually calms me down. At any rate, I hope I can get myself out this because i'm in a dark place right now. I am honestly at a point where I don't care if I live or die, I just don't care about anything anymore. I just feel empty. Anyways, just wanted to get all of that off my chest.

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posted November 30, 2014 11:25 PM            

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But I Will Miss You.

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posted November 30, 2014 11:27 PM            

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We have Mountains.

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posted November 30, 2014 11:34 PM            

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I will be around ellyn. I'm talking about people in my offline life.

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posted November 30, 2014 11:41 PM            

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Hope Things Get Better.

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posted December 01, 2014 08:54 AM            

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I've been feeling that way for a while too.

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posted December 01, 2014 09:33 AM            

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Tr Saturn forming a t-square with AG's Venus and Mars.

It'll pass.

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posted December 01, 2014 09:40 AM            

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Mother nature has an exceptional healing healing ability on mind, body and soul.

Enjoy the mountains and the freedom to explore "you" on your hike.

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posted December 01, 2014 10:12 AM            

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Juni always knows the right thing to say.

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posted December 01, 2014 11:26 AM            

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Talk to yourself on your hike.
Sounds funny, but it actually really helped me.

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posted December 01, 2014 01:56 PM            

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Welcomed to my world....

Jokes aside, I hope you can get out of this ASAP!!!

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posted December 01, 2014 07:39 PM            

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Hope you feel better.

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posted December 02, 2014 04:23 AM            

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Sorry you're feeling that way, tbh I've been there too lately with feeling exhausted by just about everything.. good idea to get some fresh air and clear your head tho, I'm jealous you at least have mountains there Nature usually works for me too but sometimes living in a flat, frozen tundra just makes things more depressing lol

@KarkaQueen, hang in there girl! If you ever need to talk I'll be your friend/godless heathen/partner in crime any day of the week lol

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posted December 02, 2014 04:29 AM            

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You should be jealous, The mountains are nice.lol

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posted December 02, 2014 04:48 AM            

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^I really ammmm jealous. Have fun on your hike AG, remember that all our human struggles are temporary, or something cliché like that lol

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posted December 02, 2014 04:52 AM            

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Life sucks and then we die. How's that? Lol

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posted December 02, 2014 05:00 AM            

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Sounds pretty realistic, we should start a Sun conj Saturn club... We'll tell it how it is. If there's anyone who doesn't want to hear it or believe it we can just charge them for these services ha

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posted December 02, 2014 05:03 AM            

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Sounds pretty realistic, we should start a Sun conj Saturn club... We'll tell it how it is. If there's anyone who doesn't want to hear it or believe it we can just charge them for these services ha

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Hey. It actually works for some people. Tom Leykis is a multi-millionaire because he gets on the radio and says alot of the things I have said. People like controversial stuff.

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posted December 02, 2014 05:09 AM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:Hey. It actually works for some people. Tom Leykis is a multi-millionaire because he gets on the radio and says alot of the things I have said. People like controversial stuff.[/b]

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I wasn't even being sarcastic. These days sadly you could pretty much sell people their own asshol*es if you have the right marketing techniques.

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posted December 02, 2014 05:13 AM            

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Originally posted by FireMoon:
I wasn't even being sarcastic. These days sadly you could pretty much sell people their own asshol*es if you have the right marketing techniques.

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Well how would we sell it if people didn't want to hear it? People won't buy something they don't want.

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posted December 02, 2014 05:19 AM            

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Well how would we sell it if people didn't want to hear it? People won't buy something they don't want.

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I was just kidding, but yeah I have some ideas about online marketing lol. Know any good web developers by any change? Cause if so I might really have an idea related to social networking and astrology lol

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posted December 02, 2014 05:23 AM            

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I was just kidding, but yeah I have some ideas about online marketing lol. Know any good web developers by any change? Cause if so I might really have an idea related to social networking and astrology lol

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Not that I can think of. I do know there are astrology dating sites but they aren't popular at all. It would be a good thing if more people knew about astrology though.

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posted December 02, 2014 05:27 AM            

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posted December 02, 2014 05:34 AM            

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I used moonit years ago, I thought it was kind of lame. There weren't enough people using it to find a remotely good astrological match. If you want to match people up based on astrological compatibility you need lots of people using it for it to be successful. Now if it was as big as OKC or POF it would work.

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posted December 02, 2014 05:38 AM            

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