posted March 05, 2004 07:22 AM         

My body has longed for a place that is safe for my heart to be open.

My soul has been patiently waiting for me to allow its emergence so it could show me my greatest joys and purpose.

The truth is I didn't know how to allow it to emerge because of my life circumstances. Job's whose corporate message was to make money, relationships with men who de-valued me.

I was lucky to have spiritual friends, and a thirst for spiritual studies, and grew tremendously- but it was mostly at an intellectual level.

Did you ever feel like you got by on a bad day because of the book you were reading or the message a friend gave you? Today I look back and see that my relief was because of where my thoughts were for those "moments" and that's what gave me relief. For as long as I could hold my thoughts at those levels I'd feel better but even then the underlying pattern was worrying about how long it would really last.

This past November another relationship came to an end. The one I thought was "The One" and I was reeling, skipped work, and called a friend. We met for coffee and I did what I could to hold back tears and compose myself in public. My friend Heidi is a gifted psychic. Heidi has been on the radio, and has done spiritual growth readings for years for local and international clients. Over the years she has offered her insight and I knew my pattern with men was to learn to value myself but I was crushed that after all the work, all the growing, I still hadn't gotten the 'man of my dreams'.

I was rather surprised when Heidi told me about this lady "Amirah" and that she, and some of her spiritual friends had called her for clearing sessions. Heidi told me that this lady had removed blocks that instantaneously transformed their lifes.

Had I not highly respected Heidi and the spiritual level she had attained I would have let this go in one ear and out the other. She told me about some lifelong issues with her mother and how after the telephone clearing with Amirah those issues were, well non-existent, or healed the morning after her telephone session.

I got Amirah's number and called her as soon as I got home. I prayed and desperately hoped that we could do a clearing that day and when I dialed I was thrilled she answered. Heidi had expected it to take at least a week for an appointment but Amirah had just gotten back from Egypt and set up an appointment for me that evening.

This energy clearing was the most profound experience of my life. Amirah tapped into every, and I mean every core challenge since I was born, and then some. She described my parents, the effects of their belief systems, relationships, my job, my self-defeating behaviors-(I was really very hard on myself).

I'd say big deal to anyone that simply read me I've had that done for years, But Amirah also moved this energy out. The difference in me resonated at a cellular level. I had never felt so much peace and so in touch with my soul... while being awake and living my life. I was aligned with my soul, higher self and body. The neatest thing was looking at myself in the mirror and 'seeing' my soul in my eyes.

It took me about three days to have this ‘new me energy’ settle in. I was simply fascinated and astounded at the change in me and how I strong I felt. I wanted to make sure I didn't lose myself- well ever again.

Amirah also called me to see how I was doing. That blew me away, I'd had many readings and once you exchange the money it's pretty much over unless you have a question or two to clarify. She checked in and the fact that she cared touched my heart and brought tears to my eyes. I told her that there was nothing more important than me learning how to maintain the work that she did and really underneath it all I was dying to know how and what she did!

Amirah told me about her telephone classes where she teaches a group the tools over the phone. I was chomping at the bit and signed up for her next class.

For the first time in my life I wasn't just reading some book, or listening to a tape.
For me there is just no comparison to experiencing and building a foundation of life long tools versus reading or listening to it. I had a high intellectual understanding but little to no integration in my life, so I never got the results I wanted, or results that lasted.

The first block of tele-classes were six weeks, called “Optimize Your Life” and I started December 2, 2003. I am very discriminating with readers and teachers and in fact several years ago interviewed various types of readers. What impressed me the most was how Amirah taught the tools so that we experienced it and she didn’t let us get ahead of ourselves which a lot of thirsty students often do. From day one I was integrating what I learned in my daily life and was thrilled to see daily results. Aside from that anyone who’s taken a class knows that there is a greater energy present when you have a group participating.

It’s been less than two months since I started classes with Amirah. I’m now in an advanced class and there’s been so many changes in me it almost seems like looking back at a past life. Shortly after my session I came upon the Curezone website and was fascinated at the people healing ‘incurable’ diseases with little money and so much brotherly support. That blew my socks off! I cleaned up my physical environment of toxic substances, started cleanses and promoting a healthier lifestyle.

I am now friends with my ex-boyfriend with no remains of any intimacy issues or ill feelings. We started singing out together which was always my biggest fear and dream. I can hardly believe I’m singing in public and that I had a performer in me- me who has been pretty much a hermit and it took me 8 months to sing in front of my boyfriend!

The other big change that was immediate was dropping the terrible self-critical behavior, which was such a relief and now seems foreign to me. Another biggy is dropping the analyzing and to simply experience life. I used to give myself pretty big headaches! This March 13th I’ll be joining Amirah and some of my classmates on a seventeen day trip to Egypt. That’s huge for me, to allow this in my life. I’ve never taken a vacation outside of visiting relatives.

My soul is leading me now and it is so fulfilling. Life Can be absolutely everything you want it to be. It just takes some know how and you can have it all. This work very much applies to healing physical ailments. We know and can scientifically 'prove' that disease and healing begin in the ethereal.

Blessings and more blessings,

Alice
PS- her website is soulmystic.com The description for classes is under teleprograms. I believe her only requirement/desire is a committment to your personal growth.