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Topic: Inspiration!
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LeoSweetHeart
Knowflake Posts: 146
From: San Diego, CA USA
Registered: Nov 2004
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posted December 18, 2004 01:40 AM
 
Hello my Knowflakes  Today I felt overwhelmed with joy and Love! I felt like it was emanating from my pores, the feeling just took over me. I think it started with signing into Linda Land in the morning, then seeing how much I inspired my roommate, then feeling my fiancee's love, grocery store cashier smiling at me, playing enigma really loud in my car, seeing a little girl dancing around in the bookstore, man I saw Love everwhere today!!!!!! I felt so ecstatic and energetic with it running through my veins and thats when I connected a few things. Not only was I so energetic in this state, but people seemed drawn to me, esp that little girl  I attracted loving events because of my perception! And I chose to connect some synchonicities I had to this state as well, I found the perfect parking place next my identical car in an extremely crowded parking lot. Then as I was going to my car I met a guy from exactly the same place in VA as me, I'm in Cali now (all in like an hour). I don't know everything just felt so surreal. I noticed after I saw the little girl in the book store that I couldn't stop smiling the rest of the time because she was soo beautiful, an angel. I just wanted to share that feeling with everyone in the room and start a party or something, but I was sad to know that would never happen. Most people are afraid of the Love word, esp in public and I find that so sad. Its Heaven!!!
If we could all keep in touch with this amazing feeling, we wouldn't need addictions, drugs or alchohol to lift us up..Love is the only true Stimulant. Man I've been speaking of Love lately, but today it was like I was Love and I gave Love. I'm "Returning to Innocence" as Enigma would say, slowly but surely and with all of your help, thank you Knowflakes you mean more to me than I can say!!!!! Tell me some of your experiences with this?  IP: Logged |
LeoSweetHeart
Knowflake Posts: 146
From: San Diego, CA USA
Registered: Nov 2004
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posted December 18, 2004 02:44 AM
I have a long way to go to work out all of my fears and rise above people's criticsms but today I got a taste of what I'm searching for..I felt as close to connected to the All as I ever have..I am that much closer to surrendering to Love's ecstacy because I know its what we'll all searching for anyway. Some just don't know it, they drink so they can let go of inhibitions and be open, I want that naturally. I want everyday to be a night at the disco with drinks loud music. You know what I mean jelly beans? IP: Logged |
merlinesque
Knowflake Posts: 69
From: United *Magical* Kingdom
Registered: Nov 2004
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posted December 18, 2004 04:14 AM
I totally understand. I've felt that Love too, and it really does draw people to you in the most bizarre way. Every one I look at, I feel a sense of connection with. And it brings a sense of true control. No fear, no anger, no self-doubt, no anxiety.
I find it too easy to lose that feeling, but I know how to get it back for myself. Time to start working on it and stop procrastinating.  One such experience, was when a homeless man got on the train I was on. I was sitting there in mindful bliss and I looked over at him, for some reason I had a feeling there was a connection of some kind. So, he comes over and sits opposite me. I look at him and he shows me his ticket, asking me if the date on it has passed. I said it had, and I felt I had a karmic obligation to this man (or something I knew I had to do). The ticket guy came over and told him he'd have to pay for a new ticket or he'd have to get off. I paid for his ticket and gave him money for his return.
An ordinary event, but one I don't think would have happened to me, if I hadn't been receptive to the clarity of the situation. This situation was bizarre. It felt like a play, as if we'd both rehearsed our lines.
And the conversations with complete strangers, one late at night on a train, but feeling that Love, it's as if everyone is a friend-in-waiting.
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NeoKitty
Knowflake Posts: 214
From: Heaven
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted December 19, 2004 05:48 PM
Thanks for sharing that LeoSweetHeart  I know what you felt, and you wrote exactly how I feel abou it too  It feels like your in bubble, nice and cosy, and it blocks out all negativity, especially in your mind, its a feeling we all would love to hold on to. When I started working, before my office job, I was at a swedish massage centre. And it was a quiet day, so I put on some soft rainforest harmony music, and then outside, it started to rain so hard that you couldn't hear the traffic outside, and you couldnt see out the windows. Anyway, I was suddenly overcome by the feeling of love, like ultimate bliss.
All my anger towards others, my thoughts, perception, everything changed.
I felt high on life, for the first time, and not the only time.
Since then I still get those moments of serenity, and love.
And all I can feel for anyone, including strangers, is love.
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"Since everything is but an apparition, perfect in being what it is, having nothing to do with good or bad, acceptance or rejection, one may well burst out in laughter." Long Chen Pa IP: Logged |
LeoSweetHeart
Knowflake Posts: 146
From: San Diego, CA USA
Registered: Nov 2004
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posted December 19, 2004 11:09 PM
Beautiful stories Merlinesque and Neo Kitty Lately I've been nostalgic of being a little girl full of love and laughs with the whole world as my oyster! Everyone expected that of me when I was little, but now they expect me not to be that way, like I should've grown up and learned thats just a faery tale. It feels so nice those few times when you can relax and take in the Love all around you and the world's criticisms just melt away. You just want to laugh at how serious these little loving creatures are taking things..ourselves included.
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marcia
Knowflake Posts: 275
From: NYC
Registered: Oct 2004
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posted December 20, 2004 08:17 AM
Yowzaz, baby!IP: Logged |
iAmThat
Knowflake Posts: 494
From: Edison, NJ, USA
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted December 20, 2004 10:01 PM
Leo in love..(With a Leo(self))Just kidding... I could sense the mischievous, and Leo sparkle in your eyes when I read what you said.
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NeoKitty
Knowflake Posts: 214
From: Heaven
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted December 27, 2004 06:01 PM
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