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From: Somewhere over the rainbow
Registered: Sep 2003

posted August 29, 2005 09:30 AM         

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At around three o'clock yesterday morning, he went into cardiac arrest. Only my grandmother and I were at home with him at the time. I called an ambulance immediately, but he was going into convulsions, and by the time they got there, he was gone. He's gone. I don't know how to feel anything because I am numb. I can't cry. I can't feel sad. I can't feel anything.
I am so scared for my grandmother, because he has been her entire life for over fifty years.
What if I hadn't gone home this past weekend? I almost didn't because they didn't know if they would get me the tickets in time. what if she had been there alone? Everyone keeps insisting he went 'peacefully' but I was there with him and I saw him go and it was not peaceful. I can't even think about it. I can't even imagine how it must have affected my grandmother to see him like that. She is in shock right now I think, but when things start to settle and everyone is back to their lives, it is really going to hit her because she's alone now. Can everyone please send her healing light and positive energy to help her deal with this when it finally sinks in? I am trying, but everything feels blocked and I don't know what to do.

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From: Rochester Hills, MI USA
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posted August 29, 2005 09:54 AM         

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When i have troubling memeory I bless it with love and release it. I am sending White light to you and your family.

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From: nevada
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posted August 29, 2005 10:13 AM         

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my condolences Alchemist
sending love and light to you and your family

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posted August 29, 2005 10:25 AM         

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From: Alaska
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posted August 29, 2005 03:03 PM         

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Love & Light to you and your family

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From: Ontario Canada
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posted August 29, 2005 03:08 PM         

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oh, I am so sorry.
What a thing to bear witness to...
I am worried about you as well as your grandma.... You'll get through it together. Just be present.
White light and love to you both.

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From: Ontario Canada
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posted August 29, 2005 03:15 PM         

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I jjust shared a story about my grandfather and it felt very good.
If you feel like it, please share a story.. I'd love to hear it if you'd like to tell it.
Perhaps another time.

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From: former land of the leprechaun
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posted August 29, 2005 05:13 PM         

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So sorry to hear of your sad loss

Love and peace be with your family

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posted August 29, 2005 05:30 PM         

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From: Somewhere over the rainbow
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posted September 04, 2005 08:00 PM         

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thanks for the good wishes and vibes.
I actually feel really peaceful about this now.
Pix, I will share stories at some point- I just can't think of anything right now! But he was an interesting man indeed. He was a very VERY good astrologer- did the birth charts and things of everyone in the family... very accurate, very intuitive. He's the one who got me interested in astrology in the first place!

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posted September 05, 2005 11:09 PM         

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What the caterpillar calls the end of the world the master calls a butterfly.
~Richard Bach

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