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Topic: mission of LOVE
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robyns13
Knowflake Posts: 20
From: deerfield, il 60015
Registered: Jul 2006
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posted January 10, 2008 05:22 PM
 
hey there-i have done much soul searching in my 40ish years on this earth to serve and do my part. one of my missions is regarding love and how to love with sometimes getting it back but most times no. i am not using this forum as means to spew my past but to understand some of my hard work: i grew up in a divorved home with two parents who were basically obsolete. i have worked hard as we ALL must do. i have enjoyed some of the work, whereas, other aspects were downright crap - LIFE. i am alesbian and proud of who/what i am. i am here to share my light to help & guide myself as well as others: people, plants, animals etc. to heal. i am a reiki II practitioner. what a great natural healer reiki is in and unto itself. it is sometimes hard for me when i am so misunderstood. most times i can keep going for i am complete within and i know what it is that i am to do. there are those times, though.... it sometimes feels very lonely. the darkness is good. i love the feel of her, the rebirth, the renewal. the lonliness, that is a whole other item at hand. anyone else get it? IP: Logged |
Pumpkin Peace
Knowflake Posts: 20
From:
Registered: Sep 2007
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posted January 14, 2008 12:10 AM
I get it! I feel called to the same mission myself. Even though I'm not yet 20 in illusionary chronological earth years, I want to learn to love unconditionally and even love people who hate me and actively demonstrate their hatred. Or indifference, whichever. It's really hard, of course, but I know that as I keep practising, it'll get easier.
I also understand what you said about the darkness. But I've been in it for so long, I'm starting to really appreciate the light now.
I wish you peace and good on your mission of healing the world.  A very noble task, I must say.IP: Logged |
robyn.c
Knowflake Posts: 19
From: england
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted January 14, 2008 02:31 PM
it sounds like you feel the light even in darkness...and know there is no darkness, not really. ye are the light of the world (your conciousness lights up the world) why are you lonely robyns13? nice name by the way!IP: Logged |
daregodiva
Knowflake Posts: 8
From: Jacksonville, FL, US
Registered: Feb 2004
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posted January 14, 2008 11:00 PM
About loving..and sometimes not getting it back, it's also one of the things I aspire to. Loving freely for the sake of Love itself. It's a really hard thing to do, but what a amazing challenge to give love away with no expectations. People with great capacity to love and sensitivity to others must know that the range of light to dark can be very broad and it's how we know the difference. If we embrace it all, then we live fully and are better humans, hopefully. Your mission is truly inspirational.
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robyns13
Knowflake Posts: 20
From: deerfield, il 60015
Registered: Jul 2006
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posted January 15, 2008 09:07 AM
thank you all for your thought, insight and wisdom. robyn c. great spelling, too!i do understand that one of the greatest aspects of life is to love for loves sake. whether or not it is returned is insignificant. the lonliness is stemming from the fact that i have been a bit too stagnant lately with my life. not that i have not been keeping busy physically for i have. not that i have not been taking time to reflect for i have. to me, though, i need to take more time to continue learning through action not just reflection.
i am ready to continue this learning process, i am waiting for my next mentor to come when i should be forging my way without the waiting.
we all need breaks, this one is now over.
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robyn.c
Knowflake Posts: 19
From: england
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted January 16, 2008 06:14 AM
well, you sound like you know what you are doing! all thanks to my mum for the name (sounds like im collecting my oscar!) is Robyn your real name? ive only ever met one other...i think its more popular in the states. Robyns Rules#1 a Robyn should never be lonely!IP: Logged |
robyns13
Knowflake Posts: 20
From: deerfield, il 60015
Registered: Jul 2006
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posted January 17, 2008 08:22 AM
my name from birth is robyn. it is quite strange that when i was growing up, i rarely met another robyn with robyn spelling. it seems in the recent couple of years that almost all the robyn's i have met have the same spelling.IP: Logged |
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