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posted May 12, 2008 10:14 PM         

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hi everyone..
i'm going through some really tough times right now...i dont wannna bore you all with details, but in a nutshell my life is precariously on the edge right now..my health is getting only worse each day, i'm almost close to losing my scholarship at school,also close to getting fired

i'm trying my best to cope with all this and i would be very grateful if you all could throw some love and light towards me.. nothing like happy thoughts and the power of positive thinking to get someone back on course!

thank you to all of you in advance

love n oeace

-Gooober

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posted May 13, 2008 12:03 AM         

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Oh dear!

Love and healing to you Goober!

Sending you some regenerating green energy.

What is going on, can you tell us? Is it mental or physical problem?

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posted May 13, 2008 02:41 AM         

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Don't Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will;
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill;
When the funds are low, and the debts are high;
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh;
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Success is failure turned inside out;
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
And you can never tell how close you are;
It may be near when it seems afar.
So, stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things go wrong that you mustn't quit.

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posted May 13, 2008 07:42 AM         

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Sending LIGHT AND LOVE YOUR WAY,AND ALL THE FEEL GOOD VIBS I CAN TOO, things will be looking up for you very soon, you said it yourself, the power of positive thinking. hang in there, we are all pulling for you.

ribbons

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posted May 13, 2008 07:50 AM         

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hey there goober-

sending some reiki, lIght and lOve your way. the power of meditation, especially group meditation, is some pretty amazing stuff.

it is all energy so know that all these healing prayers coming your way WILL aid you.

many blessings

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posted May 13, 2008 01:33 PM         

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may the beloved angels shine their loving white light your way

peace and love
indy

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posted May 13, 2008 11:13 PM         

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thank you all of you...you guys are the best!!

BlueRoamer, thank you so much for asking..it's a really long story but in a nutshell,ever since i got divorced from my Twin, i've not been able to pull myself together..i just miss him so much, every single day. it's been 2 years, 5 months, 14 days and counting and i still feel that desperate tug..i've come to terms with the fact that we are just 'friends' now, but there is nothing which can make me stop feeling the way i do about him..
and about a year ago i moved to new york from thousands of miles away.. just when i was getting settled in and thought i had found my dream job back home i had to leave i figured there is a purpose to all this after all there is nothing such as a coincidence.
i thought maybe this means i get to start all over again, finish school and all that..but i seem to have lost my drive,i've always been good with school and work and stuff but after moving here i was so depressed i just let everything go..now i'm fighting to save my scholarship without which i cant go to school anyway and i'm like on the verge of losing my job..healthwise, i fall sick every week with something or the other and for the last two months i've been suffering due to this leg injury (i fell down the stairs in the rain). so i think i'm just a little overwhelmed with all this and i think it's also about time i stop feeling sorry for myself and get back on track,so i'm trying to pull myself together.. but it's hard..i have a broken heart and it's very hard to function when you have that. especially when your other half is doing just so fine without you and you wanna be happy for them but it hurts you that they are not with you..
but it is the darkest before dawn, so i believe everything will get better..soon!
look at that, i'm going on and on am i not?

deuxantares - thank you for the wonderful poem, it's very inspiring..thank you all of you, i'm sure with so much love n light things will be bright very soon!

love n peace

-Gooober

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posted May 14, 2008 07:55 AM         

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posted May 15, 2008 07:52 AM         

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celebration doesnt last forever nor does sorrow...

being in love does not mean being in pain, perhaps your pain is for the love you thought you had.

such a cliche but time is the healer.

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posted May 16, 2008 02:07 AM         

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Goober I know how it feels to have a broken heart.

Things will get better!

Love to you.

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posted May 20, 2008 06:23 AM         

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Love and light to you.

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posted May 21, 2008 09:52 PM         

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thank you sunchild, robyn.c and wheelsofcheese for the love and light..i feel this is really helping me..already i feel like the opportunities to make things better are opening up.
blueroamer..only someone who has had their heart broken can resonate with the excruciating pain of losing someone..oh karma karma karma saturn seems to be my boss this time around

love n peace

-Gooober

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posted May 22, 2008 01:36 AM         

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How are things lately Goober?

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posted May 26, 2008 11:24 PM         

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i can't seem to get out of the rut..please pray for me..i feel lost

love n peace

-Gooober

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posted May 27, 2008 07:00 AM         

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Praying for you sweetheart. Ride the storm. Everything will be ok.

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posted June 03, 2008 10:39 AM         

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How are you?

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posted June 03, 2008 04:59 PM         

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Oh Goober I'm so sorry you are going thru such hard times emotionally and otherwise.
I know it probably sounds like you've heard this a thousand times, but time does heal all wounds.
I have been thru something similar recently and what's helped me is to focus on me. In focusing on the "why me" of it all I neglected my s-ELF.
So my health went down since I quit taking my meds, I quit caring about my job, I went home and got in bed and the worst of it all is I wasn't there for my kids.
So I sat back and thought of where to start. I made a Dr's appointment and am back on my meds, I set my alarm 15 minutes ahead so I'd get to work on time and focused on work first thing thru the door, upon coming home I focused on getting dinner for my kids, making sure their needs are met and spending time with them.
Not only is that correcting your downfalls, but it keeps your mind off of him if only be for awhile.
Eventually you will re gain your footing. Just focus on you for now.
Take care of yours-elf and hugs!

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