swtbttrfly23
Knowflake Posts: 56
From:
Registered: Aug 2009
|
posted October 12, 2012 02:56 PM
  
Recently I delved pretty deeply into my chart and from the explanations, I have gathered that I have some very sexual placements- pluto and mars in scorpio are the ones I remember most specifically. I guess I wonder about the link between sexuality and overeating, or more specifically, the fear of sexuality and putting on weight. I know that I am a fairly sexual person, although I know that for many years I didn't realize it, I think because I grew up in a family that definitely wasn't open about sex. And although it sometimes feels very foreign to me, I have received many many sexual advances from people that just weren't interested in me emotionally. My feeling is that I have an inherent amount of sexuality that I project without realizing it, but that for some reason I'm subconsciously afraid of it or can't embrace it and in response, I overeat to create a barrier between myself and others (funny enough, it still doesn't keep others from being sexually attracted to me, it just makes me unhappy). I don't want to be like this forever, but I don't know how to embrace these aspects of myself, short of becoming some slutty girl, which I feel I have too much self-esteem to subject myself to. What can I do? How can I reach out to these aspects in order to understand them, or even heal them?-Born March 9,1984 in Chicago @ 2:30pm, in case someone wants to see the chart IP: Logged |
Topic Closed
Lindaland
posted October 12, 2012 08:53 PM