posted November 30, 2013 03:21 PM
Ami Anne.... BIG HUGS to you!!! :bheart: ANSWER TO YOUR HOT PEPPERs? is YEAH, it really HURTS your stomach!!!! for REAL~~~~I've been hit-or-miss finding little references to your stomach problems.... yeah, Moon in Cancer, Mars in Cancer! Sun in Gemini!!!!!! (And other 'scorpio' type action going on in our Saturn-lives now, bringing GIANT stressors, and Mars now at the end of its trek through VIRGO (ruler of 6th, mercury also ruler.... MORE NERVES!)
t-NN Scorpio, Chiron water!! BML + Child + Jupiter transiting together in mother-water Cancer--- Juvenalis (assoc with young people) now traveling through SCORPIO, with Dejanira, Mnemosyne (associated 'systems' of memories. triggers), Kwiila (nurture), Deucalion (seed to start over after devastation of floods), Ceto (unslain monsters), Kafka (absolutely bizarre situs and weird reality, just 'surreal'), Yrsa (possible problems with fully being able to utilize the resources available), ALONA!! (soooo isolated!), Karma (facing Self), Veritas+Mercury (hidden truth held down at bottom of a deep well, finding words), Sisyphus (over and over again!!), Esther (risked, but WON!! and saved her race), Victoria, Charcot (the nervous-system!!); and then there's Ariadne (saying 'well, it's.... kinda complicated') to your ascendant (sense of who you are, or who you think that others think you are);----- These are all bringing up ghosts for us, fears, self-doubts--- all to "observe" with watery Neptune and Chiron eroding and dissolving our defensive spirit walls.
Well, you know I sympathize with your chart. I share the Mars in Cancer too.... FRETT-warts (not the musical variety)....
Holding EVERYTHING IN..... iS oUR "Saturn SCORPIOs"! :bheart: --- Feeling so "blocked" and so scared! Feeling self-stifled... Feeling imprisoned and barred from expressing deepest passions! The bondage. Being HELD there and so AFRAID to express what it feels-like.... We're "afraid" of our own Beautiful Power! SaturnScorpio fears its powerful feelings, and thinks that expressing this Power (letting it OUT) would clearly Destroy the Whole World!!~~~ especially when we are FALSELY 'assigned' to be 'held responsible' for needing to Save the World "as it stands" (status quo) 'for Others' to be able to enjoy themselves.... OF COURSE!, especially re-inforced by the PERPS of your life, who don't want you to blab your woes... What would the neighbors think? oh... this would 'make them look' "bad" in front of their colleagues and professional friends... ha! You "made" them abuse you, afterall~~~ It's not THEIR fault~~~~~?. *jawdropping-wrong! of them*
Oh, The potency of deep scorpionic angers!! And the need to RE-Claim one's Power & Feel our own Authority, once more. I know that you have this in your House of Self-worth & Self-esteem... Your message? "Thou Shall NOT!! Dare Express" (Thus sayeth Your 'Mom-in-the-Moon'... who was pure TOXIC to her sensitive little Child-daughter-Being) ... boom! Shut up... What you say? You have NOTHING to "add" value to OUR conversations... Who do you think you Are..... :(
I've been thinking about you these days--- a lot because of our 'shared' generational astro positions.... AND, because you DESERVE good people who will Care about you and your Life Experiences! {{{ :bheart:}}}
Okay!--- Enuf! I've got my "Practical" VIRGO-Moon Hat on today...... Let's use some earthly common-sense...
I ALSO have had 'raging' *ahem* problems with HOLDING back feelings, and feeling entrapped in the vortices of un-digested emotions via the abuses received by (Virgo-moon square marsCancer) "The Hand" (chironAquarius 2nd) who rocked my cradle... my mother.... and a father who KNEW but CHOSE to remain oblivious (because I was a girl) and neglected to care enough that I would cultivate a feeling that I could be 'safe' in life (neptuneRXLibra e o 10th, House of Authority-figure, involved in grandsquare with Lilith-asteroid cj ceresCapr 2nd, to 8thCancer UR-JUP)....
WHAT I WANT TO "SUGGEST" IS THIS!---
Why don't you go on an "old-fashioned" cure..... Remember those days of NO chillis, NO vinegar, NO ketchup..... ALL 'offending' foods OFF your diet!
Revert to MILK-diet? I use "whole" (not skim or lo fat) milk-- and discovered that the natural casseins(?) in the milk function to ABSORB or help neutralize some of that stomach acid.... (at least, works for ME!)
RiceKrispies and milk at night has been a blessing!!
yes, it is not in your typical hippie (I used to be one) type Purist Diet.... soooo sorry, really.
Watch out for some of those veggies from your garden..... SERIOUSLY, cut out "too much" irritation. SKIP that garlic, that onion, anything urp-y!
Let your DIET be restful, non-gassy, not too ultra-rough and bulky...... for a couple weeks?
USE the proton-pump inhibitors!!!! available on the market!
NO CITRUS!! NO VITAMIN C supplements. WATCH some of those 'minerals' and your stomach's reactions.
Take MAGNESIUM, and CALCIUM supplements!
ESPECIALLY being Gemini, and with nerve-stimulating Fire Transits in the sky..... You need the extra calm... fortify your nervous system, and NO CHILLI PEPPERS--- ANY kind of Peppers!! Let that STOMACH lining HEAL
Love you girl..... :angel: