posted January 22, 2014 09:48 PM            

Days ago my doctor prescribed me an anti-parkinsonian med containing (Carbidopa/levodopa) in small doses as a last hope, and i'm feeling that anhedonia is starting to disappear!

After reporting the success to my Dr she got happy and told me we will do a plan for you to discontinue it safely and see how I will do after.

posted January 27, 2014 07:28 PM            

[Here's ref URL for LLC2.0...] I'm glad it's 'here' too now. I feel more comfortable with it here, although I would not have seen your topic for a long time had it stayed ONLY here...]
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum25/HTML/004600.html

I'm glad you put it there^ because whenever I have slim time on my hands I only do one or two forums.... Usually only LLC2.0, and a visit to YellowWax.

The past day I put a little time in at asteroids... I love those! Working on asteroids has definitely influenced my being on a self-healing track for my life over the past few years. Life changing. Eye opening... Facing my shadows, and finding the Purposes related to my life. THAT'S what brings true healing... Heal the emos and psyche, and it manifests healing for the Body as well.

I have NOT visited YellowWax Forum in a long time... And I MUST get there... I owe some reading, and responses. (My apologies to YellowWax Poets and writers... I miss it!!)

Even with high agitation in the air, I will try like heck to visit as I can.... In fact I think I wrote some of my response to your LLC topic under one day of complete noise-assault! But I was DETERMINED to post something more substantial than just hello. Kinda just wanted to visit with you a while, and see who else was interested in talking about such "taboo" subject... (love it!!)

I admire your courage to start the thread

... While trying to find the Core of Calm so I can concentrate and think within...

I notice that I "feel better" physically after expressing my feelings more openly, and more directly 'involved' with people.

That's part of what your chart deals mostly with, A.E.--- Relationships. And how strong your feelings can become about the 'other' in your life. Your chart ALSO shows the capacity to become a damn good Counselor if you went that way. Part of the road for you indicates working FOR the institutions, as a Healer AND maybe eventually awesome at administrating Resources for the healing-programs in the future.

WAY SURE, are the indicators of the talent you have for the fields of Music and Electronics, and Medicine and Feelings and finding just the right songs and imagery to EXPRESS that energy... yes, what potential!

Screen-writing and films could be of interest there too. yes, your "documentary" thread! haha.... see your instincts? And the 'images' thread there too, in LLC2.0...

The only thing I could see that holds you back (in a general sense) would be caring too much about what others 'expect' of you.... Saturn at the bottom of your chart can cause some melancholy, but this can be USED as a tool for 'forms' you create. Saturn is a tool to use in your advantage.... Could only be a slight tweak of perspective (that will come to you) and your world could Heal others. Try not to hug your Butterflies too strongly because you love with incredible strength. NO pedestals or this is a way you lose a sense of identity anchored in your Self ON the behalf OF the Other.

It's part of the enigma.... The zen puzzle you must solve as you journey through life... You have the potential to make an awesome contribution to alleviating suffering if you allow yourself to follow your Soul's lead. (I can SEE by your videomusic interest that you ALREADY sense it... follow that lead along with whatever course education requirements you fulfill at school.)

I'm sorry (maybe I forgot you told me already)?... WHAT is your course of studying in school?

Sometimes I deal with the nuisances going on in my environment... But then ALSO, I have much of my own 'processing' I have to do in my soul--- Venus RX, *sigh* Heavy Scorpio times for me as well... t-Saturn crossed into my scorpio 12th cusp-- old eclipse points activating....

Sometimes I MUST 'process' psyche material in as much solitude as I can capture... Hence retreats into my 'hermit' type modes haha for my personal emotional cleansing...

yeah, I go through boxes of tissues when I can post with privacy.... hope the keyboard doesn't frazzle.... I can't see some of the letters here--- the key is just 'black'.... I have to 'remember' what letter goes there.

You're a blessing!

posted January 28, 2014 09:16 PM            

I will take all what you have written to me with great care, and I'll save it in a safe place and work on it.

I'm studying Finance and Banking, next Thursday I have Business Management final exam.

BTW using my chart what can you predict of my place in the near future at the business world, (if you don't mind)

Thanks hun

posted January 30, 2014 02:54 AM            

Just read above message, and I'll LOVE looking into your chart to do some more study~~ THANK YOU for reading my stuff... I'll be VERY interesting in feedback on how what I said applies, or not!

I don't "predict" as some people do? But I can tell you about the energizing in areas... Give me some time to digest a bit...

I CAN tell you that your progressed natal chart has had significant changes, and will continue throughout this year.

In recent couple of months your Ascendant changed to SCORPIO 0-degrees...!

Your 2nd/8th houses are in the final degrees of Scorpio/Taurus. By Summer you will feel shift in areas of money and handling other people's money.

Your 10th House MC is showing off-- in past two years you went from Cancer to LEO (2.58')!

Your Progressed Sun is now TAURUS 11
Your Progressed MOON in past months shifted to CANCER (now 1 degree)

I'll look at your natal transits, and study more on the Progressions. (This is going to be so much fun!) I will come back a different time... could be a couple of days...

I need to drop a 'hello' at YellowWax then immediately go to bed. z-z-z-z-z

Bye!

posted February 02, 2014 12:27 AM            

It was an easy exam

posted February 05, 2014 01:10 AM            

Your life is in such an unfolding amount of changes right now... You're probably feeling it now and in the course of coming days... Feeling like a new person inside you! And I'm wishing you the Best Chances in the World!

Stay True. Cultivate your VALUES... especially seeing that it's YOU, Yourself, who IS "the Value"~~ not what you do, or how much success at money you could make. Money comes, money leaves JUST as quickly, my Eagle! It's YOU, not your possessions, not your capability at managing other people's resources.... It's YOU that is the Center, and YOU (from that inner-center) who has the ability to make this world a better place to live.

It will take Time, a span of time to unfold itself.... Believe in yourself and in a Higher Life and Purpose. "Aim High" is one of the slogans they used in our Air Force recruitment ads here.... You're an Eagle~~ don't forget you were meant for Higher Destiny and Calling.

I'll catch up with you soon... still pursuing paperwork I need to receive in the regular mail. When that arrives, it's got first priority.

(I got to post around LL today... So good to get sorta-semi almost caught up.)

Glad your course-work is easy for you...

Always wishing you Luck, along with all that inherent genius, my Eagle!...