posted September 27, 2016 01:11 AM            

its not needed

yes your body has cycles and there are times where yoru cells are in a regeneration process and times where its just before the regeneration process and they are old and you feel like crap.

there are times where you just have a complete change of lifestyle and it takes a couple years to fully adjust to this change. it doesnt mean you shouldnt kill yourself. and i dont know if it makes you a crappy person. but as someone whos telepathically met an alien. i know it doesnt matter. there is no divinity in this universe. there is mainly love. and it doesnt matter that you become great. unless you want it to. what matters most is that you always be love.

so dont kill yourself. and stop kidding yourself. (well its up to you, im not trying to order you, im trying to say that you are the complete master, and do whatever you want and never feel guilty)

so just learn to love. after a few years you will just automatically adjust to all the changes and eventually you will find that you have a deep love for life.

posted September 27, 2016 07:34 PM            

Thank you for sharing this right now... I think there are MANY MANY people moving through that Space right now. Your message is timely. By your sharing this, you have helped others.... including me.

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yes your body has cycles and there are times where yoru cells are in a regeneration process and times where its just before the regeneration process and they are old and you feel like crap.

there are times where you just have a complete change of lifestyle and it takes a couple years to fully adjust to this change.

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I might be needing and heading into something like that right now. I don't know about those kinds of cells and regeneration, but I AM watching the transits in my natal chart tolling the death knolls! (Just kidding...) If there was ever a reason NOT to Believe in astrology????? yikes!!!! LOL (But I'm too amazed to put it down. Plus, I could help some people... Good habit to keep.)

Thanks for encouraging us.... even though you are feeling all this pain for yourself right now.... Stay in there. Game's not-over. We can keep encouraging each other, and ourselves. Be Strong, and of Good Courage. We'll get through this.....

This Too Shall Pass....

posted September 27, 2016 08:20 PM            

Of course you deserve to live. If you can take it. Then grasp it. nothing to get down over.

i've been self destructive though and think i may have had all my 9 lives in my habits that i've done (excessive bing eating for one example). i now have maybe 6 lives but if someone with 3 lives left (not as good health) and did what i've done, maybe they wouldnt be around. also im not in pain anymore. but thanks for being concerned. very nice of you.

although most deaths i find are not from like bing eating or whatever. its mostly from extreme deadly drugs. and car accidents. not really anything most self destructive people get into.

so i think we're safe. but always protect yourself. do what you desire.

I believe we are in a changing time! we are just getting this show on the road. i might only feel that way from my own rare progressions im having. but nah. ive been paying attention. the whole planet has and peoples attitudes are changing and lifestyle. its all good.

we are just getting started. so please no one kill themself. life is awesome and fun and loving and getting new awareness and yeah.

posted October 02, 2016 09:06 PM            

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Originally posted by soren:

Edit: Oh one more thing of advice. life does not need to be understood. intitially you might feel that way. but the more you understand it. the more you see you never needed to understand it, because everything IS amazing as your imagination can imagine. honestly. eventually finding that out you realize you never needed to udnerstand life. but trust it and go with the flow of it
thanks!!

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Very true

posted October 07, 2016 08:40 PM            

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Originally posted by soren:
to anyone whos in that state. i dont think they really mean it. i think they are just trying to prove that they have goodness. prove something to themselvves. prove they are in pain. to themselves.

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I like what you say here. I remember when I first heard about people cutting themselves- one a dear friend I'd grown up with. Although I could never imagine cutting myself, I remember listening to her describe the feelings and motivations behind it and thinking I could relate.

It fascinates me that no matter how many bandages, crutches and cover-ups there are in life; emotional eating, consumerism, hiding in alternate realities while reality is knocking on our foreheads, we can't help but to try and get in touch with our pain and feelings of disconnectedness.

It's like the Death card in tarot. Death does not need to mean the end of life, but the end of a cycle. Sometimes we are so attached to our cycles because we have let them define us. When they end we see it as our own end, and if fate doesn't take us out then we'll help fate... We just need to see ourselves and life differently.

I agree. The pressure to know is just too much of a burden for the heart. Just let the heart do her/his best, and hold tight to hope.

Sometimes hoping in what I want seems futile. That's when I let the hope that I can help someone carry through to the moment when I can dream my own dreams again.

Bless