posted October 21, 2018 06:03 PM            

Nothing bad has happened in my life. I have been for some many month willing to start a new stage in my life, and preparing it, and now that the moment has come I just feel afraid I feel its too late for everything and I feel weak.

Deep down I know I am strong because I faced lots of challenges in life and I have been brave in so many ways. But right now I cant feel it.

Maybe I am just afraid of something new that I have been expecting for so long, or afraid of failure.

Can anyone recomend me some therapy or suplements or something? I am becoming like... super apatic, I had a free week and I didnt even get out from my house I have been just reading and watching movies doing nothing, I just feel like sleeping. I am not even praying or doing meditation which I usually do. I feel no energy.

Also I wonder if maybe my vegan diet has to do with it. My family keeps telling me I will die without meat which I dont believe.

But now I have been vegetarian for 10 years, I am vegetarian since I am 15 and never took b12 suplements. I did research and it seems when you didnt take b12 for so long you can get a bit apatic or depressed.
Should I eat eggs or something?

I never understood why eggs arent considered vegetarian in hindu religion.

I dont know, just if anyone has something to say about food suplements, therapies or personal advice, I will apreciate it.

God bless you all.

posted October 23, 2018 05:44 PM            

But in hindu religion even unfertilized eggs are considered a non vegetarian food.
My indian friends wont eat an egg in front of a God's statue or in a temple, because they find it disrespectfull to eat nonvegetarian in front of something which represents God.

Also Linda says real vegetarian diet should be without eggs.

posted October 25, 2018 07:18 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:
"Maybe I am just afraid of something new that I have been expecting for so long,"
-- Shulia

It's not something that you are happy about expecting?

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posted October 26, 2018 06:18 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:
"Maybe I am just afraid of something new that I have been expecting for so long,"
-- Shulia

It's not something that you are happy about expecting?

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posted October 26, 2018 06:34 PM            

"Then there is the biochemistry of the orgasm itself. Research shows that during ejaculation, men release a cocktail of brain chemicals, including norepinephrine, serotonin, oxytocin, vasopressin, nitric oxide (NO), and the hormone prolactin."

And I will also advice sitting in nature. Fill up with mothers energy.
Let her hold you.
Let go of toxins, and recive yin energy.
Hug a tree

Paint out the feelings.
Let the inner child paint, not the ego perfectionist

Be kind to your self
Talk to the part in you that have these feelings.
Ask why.
Ask what you can do for yourself.

posted December 30, 2018 12:32 AM            

I had to do some important changes in my life and I did it and it worked even if everybody adviced me to not change anything in my life because everything was suposed to be ok from an outside view.

But somehow I knew my heart was not where I was and I am happy I dared to follow this feeling.
Still people always advice to stick to old things and to money even if your job is just sonething so small and bad or something you dont enjoy.

Its being a bit difficult for me to live with my own ideas but I hope I can manages to keep those changes and to do what my heart tells me always. I really hope so.

Now I am trying to manage something which is happy and difficult at the same time, because I think I met a twin soul or a past life person, but he is someone completely diferent than me and also with is a very different culture so we are having some tension and dramas... but at the same time I feel amazing with him.

posted December 30, 2018 12:32 AM            

I had to do some important changes in my life and I did it and it worked even if everybody adviced me to not change anything in my life because everything was suposed to be ok from an outside view.

But somehow I knew my heart was not where I was and I am happy I dared to follow this feeling.
Still people always advice to stick to old things and to money even if your job is just sonething so small and bad or something you dont enjoy.

Its being a bit difficult for me to live with my own ideas but I hope I can manages to keep those changes and to do what my heart tells me always. I really hope so.

Now I am trying to manage something which is happy and difficult at the same time, because I think I met a twin soul or a past life person, but he is someone completely diferent than me and also with is a very different culture so we are having some tension and dramas... but at the same time I feel amazing with him.

posted December 30, 2018 12:32 AM            

I had to do some important changes in my life and I did it and it worked even if everybody adviced me to not change anything in my life because everything was suposed to be ok from an outside view.

But somehow I knew my heart was not where I was and I am happy I dared to follow this feeling.
Still people always advice to stick to old things and to money even if your job is just sonething so small and bad or something you dont enjoy.

Its being a bit difficult for me to live with my own ideas but I hope I can manages to keep those changes and to do what my heart tells me always. I really hope so.

Now I am trying to manage something which is happy and difficult at the same time, because I think I met a twin soul or a past life person, but he is someone completely diferent than me and also with is a very different culture so we are having some tension and dramas... but at the same time I feel amazing with him.