posted February 09, 2019 03:09 PM            

And today I burned my leg while cooking something.

I feel I am atracting sickness and accidents.

Maybe bcs I am in a toxic relationship ( I think its pretty toxic, and we just started 2 months ago) and I have emotional stress all the time being afraid about him being mad or being critizised all the time.

What would be a possible reason to atracts accidents? Selfdestruction?
Bad selfsteem?

I feel I cannot take this anymore. I am not healthy and I feel it comes from my soul.
Maybe if I break that realtionship peace will be back to me.

What do you think? Why I am atracting troubles or unconsciouly looking for it?

posted February 09, 2019 03:29 PM            

Change your thoughts
and you change your
Reality

posted February 09, 2019 08:21 PM            

Why are you in a relationship with him tho if you have to live in fear all the time ? Do you love him ?

posted February 10, 2019 02:52 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:
I think throat issue can be related to your toxic relationship. Stomach too I guess, bottling up emotions and fear.

Why are you in a relationship with him tho if you have to live in fear all the time ? Do you love him ?

I remember a long time ago where I was unable to express what I wanted to, I developed a whopping cough.

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Yes I think you are right. I love him and I feel we had an strange link from past life. Like... I just know I have met him before.
I feel so much love for him.
But being with him is hell.

I tried to adapt to his culture but its too difficult. I am not allowed to have friends to speak to people, I am not allowed to travel or to even text my friends or family. Plus I am being critizided all the time for anything.

He has no bad intention but he just cannot understand my life or my ideas he cannot understand I have ideas on my own about spirituality or that I want to also teach him something not just learn or that I have projects on my own.

In his culture its not normal to do things on your own like choosing your carrer or traveling or choosing your own religion if you are a woman or your own views.

So for him I either do what he says or call my father and ask him he doesnt understand I can also think.

I thought I could stand it for some time because I wanted to spend as much time as I can with him but right now I just feel its too much, I am getting sick and having accidnets all the time and I feel I cannot even meditate because sonething inside feels trapped.

posted February 10, 2019 02:55 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by ballerina:
It is most definitely from
negative energy.
We are bombarded with so
many negative forces every
day. Lower Consciousness
energy is draining, causing
accidents, sickness, being
off balance...
We are the company we keep..
Be around positive loving
ambitious people..
Our thoughts create our reality..
Positive thoughts lead to
Higher Consciousness to
God Source
Harmony and Balance

Change your thoughts
and you change your
Reality

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Yes you are so right.
But some people you just cant avoid them. Lets say you share house with someone who is screaming at you or bothering you everytime you are coocking.
Then I think its normal to burn yourself at some point.
Anyway... I guess if I cultivate better energy inside of me then also other people will affect me less

posted February 10, 2019 12:09 PM            

You must be affected by transits to your chart.
The sky energies have been intensifying.
There's a kind of culmination going on for this week.

Moon Mars Uranus conjunction in last of Aries!!

In your own natal chart, this must be in a significant part.
Also!!! When other parts of your chart trigger OR form a 'quincunx' to the patterns, then THAT can become a health-aspect to yourself also.

Be really gentle, really 'aware' of what and how you are doing things.
Be extra aware of health symptoms, and do loving selfcare and acceptance-- flow.
Let energies flow around you like 'water off a duck's back'.

IF you can afford one (or Find one),
go see a medical doctor, or other medical personnel.

IF you can afford it, go for massages, and other alternate-medicine health professionals.

If you can, choose people who are Conscious of Attraction, and have their Therapeutic Touch act like a Seal, Sealing you with LovingCare.

Have folks gently hug you, with Consciousness,
SHUN toxic people (and literature, and music) for right now, Okay?
Imagine Angels and Guardians surrounding you for Protection and Immunity.

Have your thoughts Elevated, when possible.
Listen to music that soothes you (for real).
Not all "soothing" advertised music ARE soothing for YOUR particular soul.
Pay attention....

Have yourself put on Safe Prayer Lists.
Stay away from toxic spiritual material.
I have read of some of the things you've been delving into--
Eliminate some of those.
It's not good for you (for now).
You need to FORTIFY your Spiritual Shielding.

Certainly, there must be SOME of that that you can Tap into from your beliefsystem.
CHOOSE what is Healthy and Fortifying.
Your body will respond, to Higher Vibrational material.
Stay away from things low vibrational and devilish energies. These are a nuisance and vexation to your soul--

posted September 29, 2019 04:24 PM            

Yes things have radically improved.
For some reasons I was living in a low vibration state, not having faith and selfsteem enough.