posted June 15, 2020 10:15 AM            

Few years ago I posted this topic: Every spiritual cause for illness http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum3/HTML/003533.html.

The site I mentioned there was a very helpful source for me, although it is just a starting point, as PlutoSurvivor said.
Since then, I also read a lot about Gilbert Renaud and his practice (Recall Healing) and it helped me immensely. I have a book of his, around 400pages, explaining the root cause of different illnesses together with cases.

But as I said in that past topic, these resources are not my Bible. That means, I do not look for a spiritual cause in everything, and I do not think about the spiritual in the first moment.

I stumbled upon this subject in 2017 after a long time of treatment that did not cure my illness. I got to the doctors, got x rays done, got pills, got kinetotherapy for months and it just didnt help. I was so desperate to get well that I found these spiritual resources that ultimately were the reason I got well. They made me aware of some emotional/mental issues that harmed me. (example: After accepting the fact that I am my own support and that i should not fear loneliness and the idea of not being supported by sb else, my lower back pain went away magically. I could support myself (lower back) without being in pain that i am alone and missing someone in particular.)

Even Gilbert Renaud says that before researching a root cause you should first go to the doc. So you know exactly what youre dealing with, in order to treat it properly - physically and psychically/spiritually.

Anyway.

A few days ago I had a canker sore that would not go away!

It ****** me off so bad because it hurt me so much. The last time I had one was around highschool but it went away quite rapidly by itself (4-5 days max). However, this time, it lasted for more than 7 days.
I did not change one thing in my alimentation, brushed my teeth as usual, vitamins as usual. I drink tea every day after noon so I cleanse myself. So W T F?

So I sat down and read about canker sores:
"Canker sores - Biting back poisonous words, even if we think they are true. To avoid infection and speed healing, discover or acknowledge the real reason for thinking them and for not saying them"

Upon reading, BAM, REVELATION:
The night before my canker sore appeared I was in the bathroom and a relative that I despise and I refuse to talk to had the audacity to comment me through the door. Because I do not talk to that relative for a long time..not one word!, I boiled in my anger and unsaid words that night.
I remembered exactly: me sitting in front of my laptop after the incident, doing everything I could to calm down, to not say any word to that relative. Even if honestly....they deserved it.

After that event I had a canker sore in my mouth.

I am aware of the fact that I did not completely calm down that night. The next days, everytime I thought about that relative, my unsaid words would repeat in my head. Over and over again.

So...guess what I did? I went in the bathroom, I played the past scene in my head and I whispered EVERY. WORD. UNSAID. as if that relative was there. I said it all by myself only, then brushed my teeth and went to sleep.

The next day?
It started healing. It did not hurt me anymore. I could eat without my mouth hurting.
It was still there (and even now I can still feel it slightly if i touch it), but the pain started to go away.
I was so happy but so amazed, and I still am...

posted July 05, 2020 02:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Thanks, ilunatique. It is interesting, because I never thought poisonous words could actually have a positive affect, but maybe suppression is worse than unleashing negativity actively.

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