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Astraea
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From: London, United Kingdom
Registered: May 2012

posted May 09, 2012 06:34 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Astraea     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello,

I have some really really hard aspects in my natal chart particularly with regards to Saturn.
http://s1173.photobucket.com/albums/r594/angieu1/

Interesting, five years ago age 31 I was diagnosed with a 'personality disorder' and have gone through major crisis after major crisis almost like clockwork througout every single year of my life, especially since aged 12.

I used to be afraid of telling any psychiatrist how deeply I related to natal astrology in case they definately assumed I was insane, however, I have a fascination with the study of the stars which to me, is my faith, and under code of pratice for mental health professionals, faith must be respected and taken into consideration when 'treating' a person.

I tried various therapies, some group evening therapies, some one on one with psychologists but finally arrived at a MINDFULNESS based therapy which absolutely took into account my beliefs and faith and have helped me to feel less insane as a result.

So, am I 'cured'? Well, no, not while i still have to contend with the bad aspects in my natal chart and the problems transits bring!! But I do feel more authentic.... my personality is a big one, complex and full of conflict, but I am trying to learn to tone down the crises that seem to fall out the sky every now and then like huge asteroids.

If you have gleaned anything to assist me in my quest for a more peaceful and harmonious existence, please let me know.

Thank you.

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ariesdragon
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posted May 09, 2012 10:35 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ariesdragon     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Welcome

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Randall
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posted May 09, 2012 12:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Welcome!

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"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark

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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted May 09, 2012 01:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Welcome Astraea
I would like to try to offer some assistance as my heart goes out to you. I have not looked at your chart, yet but I would love to see your asteroids especially Dejanira. I think the number is 157 but I am not sure.

At any rate, the charts are the best way to know with what we came into this world

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Ami Anne
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posted May 11, 2012 08:53 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am sorry I did not come back and look. I got distracted. Are you still there

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Ami Anne
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posted May 11, 2012 09:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Wow Is your time right with the resulting 12th House planets?

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Ami Anne
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posted May 11, 2012 09:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Chiron conj the Sun in the 12th House. venus in Aries in the 12th. You have a lot! If you have struggled, it is not your fault.

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Ami Anne
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posted May 11, 2012 09:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Moon in Libra which makes feeling connected to your emotions very hard. I don't want to go on if you are not there. Let me know you are and we can go on. My heart goes out to you as you have come into the world with a very hard chart.

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Astraea
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posted May 18, 2012 06:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Astraea     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yes, I am still here and thank you for your illuminating interest already..

Indeed all those planets in the twelfth house I think this is correct.

I was born 7.45am BST London, England. 14/04/1976.

Thank you for your validation so far that its not my fault. I work tirelessly hard with my emotions (actually the personality disorder I was diagnosed with is actually called 'Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder'.... no joke!

Look forward to hearing from you again,
Thanks you

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Astraea
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posted May 18, 2012 06:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Astraea     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yes, I am still here and thank you for your illuminating interest already..

Indeed all those planets in the twelfth house I think this is correct.

I was born 7.45am BST London, England. 14/04/1976.

Thank you for your validation so far that its not my fault. I work tirelessly hard with my emotions (actually the personality disorder I was diagnosed with is actually called 'Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder'.... no joke!

Look forward to hearing from you again,
Thanks you

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Ami Anne
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posted May 18, 2012 08:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi SWeetie My heart goes out to someone struggling with emotional issues as I had a hard background with my mother. I am truly overcoming so I have something to offer, now. Astrology helped a LOT! It was the first true step. I get busy with my own clients and take breaks when my head gets too full too offer much here. However, I deeply care about you and want to offer what I can.

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Ami Anne
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posted May 18, 2012 08:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ok---where would you like to start?

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Astraea
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posted May 18, 2012 09:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Astraea     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am bankrupt, divorcing, infertile, lost my home, my car, my job and my sanity all in the last 3 years.

Life at 36 is supposed to be what exactly??

the peak of my fertility has now passed so I am transiting a time where I have to accept ebbing chances (a fundamental blockage to my deepest desires is also a metaphorical blockage due to my blocked tubes - I have eggs as normal and a normal womb)

In hind sight, not one of my ex's have I regretted not having a baby with. Infact I radically accept the curse is a blessing though I naturally struggle with that concept when I am hormonal or broody.

Anyway, Indeed, the men that seem to be attracted to me now (I have always had some seriously strong pulling power)are becoming less and less the type of man I would want in my life.... they are all looking for children, family, home, car, holidays and all that traditional stuff... BUT... I've BEEN THERE and I just couldn't handle it, didn't suit me etc,.

Where shall we start?

I have just started an art course, something my parents would NEVER have considered worthwhile but they look at me now as damaged anyway and take my art as rather a concession and offer a patronising smile, where others are giving me feedback to suggest I have an extremely talented gift with my hands. (I was offered an opportunity to scholarship at a prestigious London School of Music to further my studies of classical harp after reaching grade 6 in two years age 11-13) much to my dismay I was sexually abused at that time by a vicar and quit the harp along with 'being a nice person'. Here started my intense anger.

The harp thing has always bothered me..... I was told i was outstanding and never paid for a lesson as my teacher was so impressed she travelled three hours to teach me for free)

So, at 13 I was damaged but had already been given hope I could earn ALOT of money (my teacher was resident harpist to Princess Diana's brothers family) and she considered herself a crap harpist! Many many professional harpists heard me play and ALL of them had the same response.... awe in their faces, their expressions and their reactions......

Now I am trying out face masks self made with plaster of paris to represent my past present and future so ultimately after pouring out alot of info here, I have seredipitously stumbled upon one question..... are there any glaringly obvious opportunities ahead for me to express myself as easily through art as I did through music once?

I have to say I took alot of recreational drugs from 13 and have smoked alot of marijuana which has dampened alot of my mind, affecting my IQ but has opened my mind MORE to art...... a concession I am willing to radically accept. Afterall I am not the youth I was.........!

Oh Oh OH, for some reason when I was young I put a playing card hidden behind the wardrobe with a message to myself at age 37... it has long since gone but I am curious.... is something big bad or good going to happen to me in my 37th year?

My questions are probably more revealing than any answers I could get ;-)


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Ami Anne
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posted May 18, 2012 07:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
WOW, well I don't do future Astrology. I do the natal chart and synastry. However, I am sure we can see the roots of all your struggles in the natal. I would like to see where the Asteroid Dejanira is. I think it is 157 or 57. Sorry, about that. Lets see where she is as I think you would have her prominent if you were sexually abused. Also,look up the Child Asteroid, please.

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