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Topic: We can't quit eachother, literally.
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charlie
Knowflake Posts: 1876
From: los angeles, ca, USA
Registered: Jun 2012
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posted June 05, 2014 03:56 PM
  
I have never wanted someone so badly in my entire life. He feels the same but timing has always been so wrong and now we are on different continents. Sucks mothballs. We can argue and not talk for months, and then someone just apologizes because we just need to be in the other's life. And no, we have never done "it" which is amazing because we have had so many opportunities during the past 3 years but something has just said "not yet/now/never".
P.s. I did many stupid things in the beginning when he, initially, didn't reciprocate my feelings for him...anything not to think about him :-/ I was brokenhearted for the 1st time in many years then. I somehow now manage to only be his friend despite having other feelings for him under surface.
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I'm so cappy
Knowflake Posts: 7391
From: Saturn (summer house on Chiron)
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 05, 2014 04:17 PM
Venus conjunct Mars, Venus on the Ascendant, Moon opposite Sun, strong attractors. Sun conjunct Venus, I guess romantic feelings are involved? You share an angle and they're conjunct, it's very significant. NN conjunct ASC, I suppose it feels fated. Probably Pluto trine Mars, very good for passion. Your Venus square his Pluto, very good for obsession lol. His Mercury in your secondary 7th and 8th house. Your Jupiter in his 7th house and Mercury in the 8th. Your Uranus and NN in his secondary 5th house, your Moon looks like it's still in his 2nd house which is his secondary 7th house. You have some interesting action.------------------
I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy. IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy
Knowflake Posts: 7391
From: Saturn (summer house on Chiron)
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 05, 2014 04:19 PM
Your Venus square his Saturn, oops..------------------
I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy. IP: Logged |
charlie
Knowflake Posts: 1876
From: los angeles, ca, USA
Registered: Jun 2012
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posted June 05, 2014 04:23 PM
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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
Venus conjunct Mars, Venus on the Ascendant, Moon opposite Sun, strong attractors. Sun conjunct Venus, I guess romantic feelings are involved? You share an angle and they're conjunct, it's very significant. NN conjunct ASC, I suppose it feels fated. Probably Pluto trine Mars, very good for passion. Your Venus square his Pluto, very good for obsession lol. His Mercury in your secondary 7th and 8th house. Your Jupiter in his 7th house and Mercury in the 8th. Your Uranus and NN in his secondary 5th house, your Moon looks like it's still in his 2nd house which is his secondary 7th house. You have some interesting action.
It's almost scary how we know which exact word it will take to ruin the other's day OR what to do to make it better and we play that game...hard. I think in 10 years time we will still be doing the same because in the middle of all the "let's see who can punch the hardest" games, there is trust.
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charlie
Knowflake Posts: 1876
From: los angeles, ca, USA
Registered: Jun 2012
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posted June 05, 2014 04:24 PM
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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
Your Venus square his Saturn, oops..
yep, rings true, no? lol IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy
Knowflake Posts: 7391
From: Saturn (summer house on Chiron)
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 05, 2014 04:38 PM
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Originally posted by charlie:
yep, rings true, no? lol
At least when it comes to your beginnings. You say now he's into you too. Stop playing these silly games and go for it asap  Unless you can't stand the States... ------------------
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IndigoDirae
Moderator Posts: 2666
From: Venice, California, US
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted June 05, 2014 05:06 PM
Get out now. I speak from experience. About a decade from now, you'll thank me.IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy
Knowflake Posts: 7391
From: Saturn (summer house on Chiron)
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 05, 2014 05:09 PM
^ Why? You got me curious?------------------
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IndigoDirae
Moderator Posts: 2666
From: Venice, California, US
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted June 05, 2014 05:10 PM
Realistically speaking, unless either of them are willing to get off their duffs, be real, and make a legitimate connexion, they're both wasting their time. IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy
Knowflake Posts: 7391
From: Saturn (summer house on Chiron)
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 05, 2014 05:11 PM
I believe charlie doesn't mind  ------------------
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IndigoDirae
Moderator Posts: 2666
From: Venice, California, US
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted June 05, 2014 05:40 PM
Then waste on! After all, it's only time.IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
Moderator Posts: 2666
From: Venice, California, US
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted June 05, 2014 05:50 PM
Not to mention the relationship as it exists currently sounds woefully unhealthy. The both of you are likely playing out old psychodramas with each other for the purpose of learning lessons, settling old scores, and clearing karma.Unless both of you decide to do it or don't, you'll live in this perpetual state of, 'maybe it'll be better', when the reality is, it doesn't just GET better - it's made better with effort. IP: Logged |
charlie
Knowflake Posts: 1876
From: los angeles, ca, USA
Registered: Jun 2012
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posted June 06, 2014 03:54 AM
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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Get out now. I speak from experience. About a decade from now, you'll thank me.
I am at a "safe distance" now. I am OK just being his friend and banter along despite we both know that there are other feelings involved. Had we been in same city, not so much. At least I am honest  IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
Moderator Posts: 2666
From: Venice, California, US
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted June 07, 2014 07:33 PM
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Originally posted by charlie:
I am at a "safe distance" now. I am OK just being his friend and banter along despite we both know that there are other feelings involved. Had we been in same city, not so much. At least I am honest
Good. I think it really will be best -- at least until he grows some. Those can be so painful and hurt so, so deeply. Hang in there. IP: Logged |
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