posted June 14, 2014 11:15 AM
You never can know. Simple, but harsh truth. Science first, spirit after. I've been having all manner of what I've been told are 'recalls' forever now. Series of dreams over the span of years in bursts which reveal things to me I can't grasp until years after that.
But time is a funny thing. We've been taught it's a linear progression, when it's a multidimensional construct that expands and contracts according to our perception of it.
I was having recalls that occurred everywhere: then, now, the recent past, the distant one, other worlds I've never seen, places I've only known in dreams. But now they're as familiar to me as any place I visit here -- on my observed timeline.
Meeting my Guardian Soulmate was like an adrenaline shot to the Third-Eye; I was suddenly 'quantum leaping' through the multiverse -- I couldn't even keep track. But each time we were together in an intimate capacity, it was as if his soul gifted a piece of the greater whole to mine, and it would play out in living colour in the dreamstate, via my subconscious. Staggering.
Luckily, I was a well adept astrologer by this point, and I've been able to gain not only a solid understanding of his soul's importance to me (Guardian), but find the roots of our purpose here in our charts, unfolding across many timelines, and being literally written in a project I began when I was not yet 20 years old.
The revelations have ranged from things which I could slip on with ease and comfort, to shocking, soul-shaking tragedies I've had to come to accept, finding the lessons, learning, growing, and orienting our path so that we accomplish what we're here to do.
Once I freed my mind from the limiting notion of 'past lives', my whole soul spectrum unfolded before me. Now I feel I have a true understanding of just how vast and beautifully complex it all is. How gifted I am that, while I can only observe one, I have 'access' to 'seeing' what's going on in the others -- past, present, and future.
The fact that we can see all of these by way of complex themes across the astrology is remarkable. What an incredible tool.