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Topic: Why can't I forget him? :(
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NeptunianSag Knowflake Posts: 1022 From: Your imagination Registered: Aug 2013
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posted July 08, 2014 06:55 PM
Synastry chart: (I am blue, he is red) Composite: I met him early last year, although i had seen him briefly a few times before our "official encounter" it turned into a whirlwind romanctic affair, although he didn't want comittment, that was fine, although it left me confused on where I stood. It finished last september/october, he got tired of me, I felt used and heartbroken, although I didn't tell him. Now i can't forget him, i haven't stopped thinking about him since the day we met, he is like my dream man in reality form. I know i musn't romanticise too much, but he's just perfect, even with his flaws and imperfections. It's so bad, why can't I stop thinking of him? He gave me so many memories, we travelled alot, explored alot, learned new things, how can anyone forget something so beautiful but now its dead? He also brought out my darkside aswell i must admitt, not everything was perfect, but wow, this man - unforgettable and dream come true. If someone could be kind enough to find out why this man will not leave my brain? I've tried to date other guys, but he's always there at the back of my mind, when i look back it's just too bittersweet. The first moment I wake up, he's at the back of my mind, and before i sleep. IP: Logged |
Jessica2407 Moderator Posts: 4880 From: Saturn Registered: Sep 2012
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posted July 09, 2014 02:16 AM
Moved to interpersonal forumIP: Logged |
KarkaQueen Knowflake Posts: 5001 From: In my 1st house Uranus and Neptune Registered: May 2011
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posted July 09, 2014 04:35 AM
I'd like to see the midpoints.You can see here.. www.astrowin.org IP: Logged |
KarkaQueen Knowflake Posts: 5001 From: In my 1st house Uranus and Neptune Registered: May 2011
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posted July 09, 2014 04:43 AM
A-ha, I was interpreting this while believing you were the red. I'm an idiot.Well for starters, his Sun is right on your Psyche -- me and my boyfriend has this, him being the Psyche and he is absolutely mad over me (or this has to do with my Moon on his Sun/Moon mp in the 8th house too -- which is why I wanted to see your midpoints). The man could see through your vulnerabilities and your most feminine spirit, you gave yourself to him and you saw him as your superhero or knight in shining armor saving you from the darkness you experienced in the past. He saw the most inner depths of your spirit and this is why you feel so weakened around him, you truly loved him and he gave you that nice little protection you rarely feel. His Moon is on his IC so he strongly longs for nurturing and his Moon/IC lines up nicely to your Descendant -- he made you feel at home and completely secured and comfortable in him that you could confide nearly anything to him. His Venus is square your Neptune and Uranus, first let me see your chart if you have any harsh Neptunian and Uranian afflictions you have a nice little Moon trine Neptune to Uranus and Neptune-Uranus square Ascendant.. there we go. His Venus also hits your 12th house. He didn't seem to express his love to you physically but you could feel it astrally and it made you feel like you were in a dream, you misinterpreted as him understanding the same levels as you do and you fell for him and romanticized him quite a lot. This was the fantasy kind of forbidden but doomed love you are such a sucker for. His Mars-Mercury is on your Eros.. he could understand your erotic needs and you two had excellent chemistry and the same sexual appetite or at least it was really activated in this relationship.. I will go on later.. IP: Logged |
KarkaQueen Knowflake Posts: 5001 From: In my 1st house Uranus and Neptune Registered: May 2011
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posted July 09, 2014 05:43 AM
His Chiron sq Mercury, which shows to me he felt pained by your thoughts and the way you talked to him its in his 8th house so perhaps your ideas of intimacy is what was the problem here.Your Mars is rx in Cancer which to me shows passivity in a female's chart.. Your Venus is in Aquarius.. you like individuality and eccentricity -- distance too from your Moon in Virgo and prefer more communication, mental simulation, can do with online relationships because you seem to have problems with sexuality in general perhaps. Venus is in Libra and Mars is in Scorpio, both are domicile and that's good. Same elements as yours. IP: Logged |
NeptunianSag Knowflake Posts: 1022 From: Your imagination Registered: Aug 2013
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posted July 09, 2014 06:54 AM
Thankyou for the interpretation, I think it was a Chiron issue that made us drift away from each other. I wanted to get closer to him on a deeper level, because I was abit in love or falling at least. I got disappointed in that area and he probably sensed my disappointment and got hurt. IP: Logged | |