posted July 10, 2014 09:19 AM            

Seriously though, probably the romantic choice would be "non-debatable". maybe a very fixed type.

But I donīt know. I have the reverse.

ruler of 5th in earth (Cappy)
ruler of 7th in fire (Sag)
ruler of 8th in air (Aqua)

Not even the modalities fit. lol

It is true though, that if a guy is too watery (a little bit is okay, and speaks to my Neptunian side) I am pretty much turned off. Nothing personal, just not my cup of tea.

I have so much water -dispositors myself, I probably do not need any more. Rather someone who can complement it.

I mean for me i tis

ruler of 1st in Water (Pisces)
ruler of 2nd in Water (Cancer)

plus

dispositor of Sun, Mercury, Mars, ASC in Water (Pisces)
dispositor of Moon in Water (scorpio)
dispositor of Venus in Water (Cancer)

posted July 10, 2014 10:04 AM            

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You are boring

Seriously though, probably the romantic choice would be "non-debatable". maybe a very fixed type.

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Grrrr
I dunno. I know more or less what my "ideal man" is like but I think non-debatable would be only dealbreakers. My rulers are in earth and earth heavy men seem to catch my attention less often.

posted July 10, 2014 10:08 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
Ceri, you're so determined for someone having her rulers all over the place

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Nah, not really, just emotionally, but not in terms of DOING.
I am pretty much doing nothing, except for thinking. and talking. Movie in my mind. Lots. Love it.
But once real manifestations knock at my door, you can bet I`ll be gone like lightening, or hiding under the covers in my bed, shaking, trembling, hoping and praying siltently the danger of this opportunity will pass without noticing I am at home.

posted July 10, 2014 10:09 AM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
Grrrr
I dunno. I know more or less what my "ideal man" is like but I think non-debatable would be only dealbreakers. My rulers are in earth and earth heavy men seem to catch my attention less often.

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posted July 10, 2014 10:14 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Nah, not really, just emotionally, but not in terms of DOING.
I am pretty much doing nothing, except for thinking. and talking. Movie in my mind. Lots. Love it.
But once real manifestations knock at my door, you can bet I`ll be gone like lightening, or hiding under the covers in my bed, shaking, trembling, hoping and praying siltently the danger of this opportunity will pass without noticing I am at home.

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LOL I looved this "the danger of this opportunity"...hilarious!
Cappy, I think the houses give a very important "flavor", BTW.

posted July 10, 2014 10:15 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
playing dead is really my game. Could have invented it. I am the expert.

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posted July 10, 2014 10:15 AM            

7th house ruler
conjunct Sun
conjunct Uranus

8th house ruler
opposite Pluto widely
conjunct MC widely

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do they fit, Sun, Moon, Venus, Mars?

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
playing dead is really my game. Could have invented it. I am the expert.

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Teach me how to be better at it, master.

posted July 10, 2014 10:22 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:

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you are laughing.... but it`s my life.

Though presently it feels more like a docu-soap I stumbled into.

I tell people about it and they ask me to make a pause so they can get a coke and popcorn and continue to listen to .... MY FREAKING LIFE.

Is it me? The way I "see" things?
I mean it is probably perfectly normal, happens to anyone, but is it because of me, viewing all of this like a chapter from a story?

Well I haven`t made up my mind yet if this is a comedy or a tragedy, right now I was htinking more or less this might be a bit of a dramedy, whatever that might be.

Ah I am really curious how the next chapter will be.

posted July 10, 2014 10:32 AM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:

Teach me how to be better at it, master.

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Oh it`s easy.

You approach a guy, you chat with each other, then you disappear, and when he seems to recognize him even after your hiatus of 2 years, you blatantly ignore him, or pretend to never have met him and talked to him in the first place, never mind you are showing up at his FREAKING SOLO CONCERT, and it is pretty clear that you are there for him, but still, even if he is standing right in front of you, you pretend you donīt see him. He is BUMPNG into you almost, and you pretend.... you get it?

Yeah, and then some months down the line you realize how SILLY and DUMB you have been, and how you have manoevered yourself into a corner, yotu never even wanted to be in, and no clue how to get out of it.

I told you it is easy.
All you have to have for it to work that PERFECTLY though is a LOT of selfdenial, and the skill to keep your head hidden in the sand no matter what happens.
Did you hear?
No matter what.

Oh chances are somewehre along the way you drive the poor guy bonkers, cause he really can`t figure you out.
You ignore him, pretend those crossing-of-paths never happened, and yet, ven though that is so clear to see you donīt like him (cause otherwise you would not ignore him liek that, right?), despite it you show up on his concerts, even his solo concerts.
So why do you do that?
If you donīt like him, you would stay away, right?
But if you DO like him, you would, I don`t know, approach him and talk to him, right, and not go on and pretend..... you know the pattern.

But if you should decide to break up that pattern, and actually, I don`t know approach him and have another short chat with him, well instead of being a remedy to the strangeness, things will get even weirder 6 months after that.

Oh damn it, and it`s my turn again! In this strange game.
HOw can I top my previous sillinesse ven more? How can I act even MORE confusing and dumb and stupid and I donīt know what?

Hmmm, I guess we will have to get the popcorn and wait and see, I am CERTAIN if there is a dumber thing to do than before, I will definitely DO it.

Did you take notes, my knowledgethirsty disciple?

You donīt expect me to repeat it, do you?

posted July 10, 2014 10:45 AM            

Oh and another benefit of doing it EXACTLY like that is that you will certainly never have to worry about any kind of manifestation of something tangible in this reality, so you can keep your mind floating free.
And that is what you want, right?
Unattached, free floating.

Just keep an eye on not inadvertently tripping over your own feelings.
That is the risk with this, you may develop real feelings and your wantings might evolve into something else, you would never have thought could happen to YOU. And chances are by then it is much too late.
So keep your heart on a VERY short leash, and if it means to keep it locked up in an ivory tower, so be it.
I mean seriously happiness and love and Venusian romance (instead of Neptunian ones) are clearly overrated, right? RIGHT?

Where has the echo gone? It sounds rather empty and hollow there.

So if thre is just one doubt in your heart that you might want a little more down the line, well you will go down that path anyway, cause it is much too much fun not to. and exciting. Who cares about a little heartache along the way?

posted July 10, 2014 10:48 AM            

I am glad I could entertain you.

honestly.

And actually it is not that bad, I have never felt more alive in all my life.

And I am truely curious about the next chapter. lol

posted July 10, 2014 10:51 AM            

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So keep your heart on a VERY short leash, and if it means to keep it locked up in an ivory tower, so be it.
I mean seriously happiness and love and Venusian romance (instead of Neptunian ones) are clearly overrated, right? RIGHT?

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RIGHT. Celeb crushes rule!

posted July 10, 2014 10:53 AM            

Only if you want to stay at a distance. Then yes, they rule, but if you want something more, I donīt know, real or tangible, it might not be enough in the long run. or it will, I donīt know.

posted July 10, 2014 10:54 AM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
Being able to find comedy in tragedy is an art.

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Nah, seriously I think I am finding tragedy in comedy here.

posted July 10, 2014 10:57 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
LOL

Only if you want to stay at a distance. Then yes, they rule, but if you want something more, I donīt know, real or tangible, it might not be enough in the long run. or it will, I donīt know.

Speaking of celeb crushes, I haven`t dreamed of Jude in quite a while. What is the man doing if he is not haunting my dreams?

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He's haunting mine

Well, it's not like I can fall for real men anyway. Or at least the real them. I can only fall for a fantasy. The beauty of a Pisces DSC and Sun-Neptune in the 5th

posted July 10, 2014 11:11 AM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
He's haunting mine

Well, it's not like I can fall for real men anyway. Or at least the real them. I can only fall for a fantasy. The beauty of a Pisces DSC and Sun-Neptune in the 5th

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Is that tru?

Well, I thought so myself, and was keeping up this thought a long time, but eventually I realized that I was just living in selfdenial and fear. It is easy to NOT fall for real men, if you keep yourself confined to the ivory tower.

Anyway that is me, I was wrong about that asessment of my own needs, desires and ladida, but maybe for others it is is really true.

posted July 10, 2014 11:13 AM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
He's haunting mine

Well, it's not like I can fall for real men anyway. Or at least the real them. I can only fall for a fantasy. The beauty of a Pisces DSC and Sun-Neptune in the 5th

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Is that tru?

Well, I thought so myself, and was keeping up this thought a long time, but eventually I realized that I was just living in selfdenial and fear. It is easy to NOT fall for real men, if you keep yourself confined to the ivory tower.

Anyway that is me, I was wrong about that asessment of my own needs, desires and ladida, but maybe for others it is is really true.

posted July 10, 2014 11:17 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:

I just, what I failed to really understand before, was that it`s not just about me, but othe rpeople might have feelings, too, and I might not be as invisible as I used to think. With that comes a certain responsibility.

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