posted July 19, 2014 07:01 AM            

The truth is, I have fibromyalgia. I was diagnosed back in '05, registering as among the most severe, with 18 of 18 tender-points active. So long as I keep my stress down and don't try and do everything all at once -- I'm actually able to believe what I try so desperately to convince myself of: that it's all in my head, and I just need to handle my emotions better. (See: feel and express them.)

My life is suddenly changing dramatically -- and for the better.

I'm discovering just how many friends I truly have, and I've made two new amazing ones: extremely special soul connexions; one I officially met today, vis-a-vis. (19:57 in Venice, CA, exactly 'cause that's how I roll.) It was so obvious we weren't meeting at all; we were just seeing each other again for the first time in a long, long time.

I'm also preparing to shoot. My Twin and I have stayed in contact, and my Hatter and I are good. Things are progressing -- quickly -- and my body isn't the best at handling it. But it'll get better.

So, I'm here and there until I get myself fully sorted again. Luckily, I'm already improved from how I was. Can't help it, surrounded by so much love and wonderful energy.

Plus, we're going to move to an oceanfront property in Malibu! I've been 'seeing it' for a few years now, and finally tracked down where it is. Now it just has to appear to me; I've sent the intention forth. It will happen. I'm looking so very much forward to it.

I love being able to contribute and collaborate and theorise and experiment and share. Sometimes I have more ideas than my mind can manage to keep up with! Times like these. So, just bear with me when they arise. I'll always do the very best I can.