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Topic: PRIAPUS Perspective: Intimate Attraction vs Physical Attraction + Astro Markers
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Aubyanne Moderator Posts: 461 From: Tinseltown, Hollyweird, The Multiverse Registered: Sep 2014
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posted September 26, 2014 03:21 AM
Someone described her spontaneous pre-Kundalini rising as 'living for an unnatural duration without skin'. That's about been tNNODE conjunct nSUN-PLUTO-BML and tSNODE conjunct nPRIAPUS for me. I've felt more exposed, raw, vulnerable, and damned CRAZY than I ever have. It also got me thinking about PRIAPUS. A lot. Maybe I'm in an oddly suitable position to begin delving into it? For me, it's best summed up as 'sexual attraction', or, more accurately, intimate attraction. Though I'm not talking warm embraces and hours logged overnight gabbing with girlfriends. No, no. 'Sexually intimate', I suppose. But that began with my realising the stark difference between a sexually-intimate attraction and a physical one. Maybe VENUS and MARS get our engines revved because we like what we see. But I suspect that PRIAPUS is the jolt to the system because we need what we feel. (Totally foreign practise to a schizoid, by the way, or any privacy-loving loner, for that matter.) The sudden discovery of my 8H ARIES PRIAPUS has been nothing short of horrifying, exhilarating, and crazy-making. Of course, the most prime example of an 'on-switch' has been an ARIES MOON and BML right on top of it. Oh, with NYMPHE, too; damn, can't forget NYMPHE. And, completely without warning, a sexually intimate attraction is born. Not physical, despite his being most pleasing to the eyes. No, no. This is FEELING. This is ... need. This is the frustrated inability to be at a usual, casual distance; the intense desire for merging, intimacy, and oneness. It's not even about sex -- not the pleasure portion, at least. Orgasm is optional. The experience of the raw, naked intimacy? No. That's mandatory. So is it just me and this crazy transit reminding me of the synastric components I'm always desperately attempting to ignore? Or do you guys have your own PRIAPUS perspectives? If so, do share. It'd be interesting to look at how this differs from the usual experience of physical attraction and its typical markers. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen Moderator Posts: 15424 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted September 26, 2014 04:57 AM
Oddly I feel the same about Priapus, it opened up to me just in recent months.As for that feeling "without skin", made me also think of Chiron. Maybe it is just me, but Chiron is very vulnerable and physical to me. Well his name actuall means "hand", so that fits.
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Ceridwen Moderator Posts: 15424 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted September 26, 2014 05:01 AM
maybe I just never before met a Priapus-experience, but in this case, his Priapus on my BML, and opposing his own BML, aligned with both Parvati`s. Mine on his BML, his on my BML...there is also my Reiki on his Moon and trine his BML, i wonder if that, along with his Chiron being in a GT with my Venus and his own Mars-Jupiter-Amor, plays a role about that visceral awareness of him, that exceeds the normal physical "I see you/ know you are there". visceral is actually the only word that has the right ring, along with instinctual and primal. Something archetypical that somehow eludes the usual rational categories and grasps. lol IP: Logged |
Ceridwen Moderator Posts: 15424 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted September 26, 2014 05:15 AM
nymphe is interesting. He has the asteroid on his ASC-Pholus, I have it conjunct my Vesta.In the composite Nymphe conj. Pallas and makes a GT with Pluto-Atlantis and Dejanira. Puzzling. Also squares Priapus-eros on the IC though. IP: Logged | |