posted November 12, 2014 12:02 PM            

Karma became a bit more important to me once I considered my multidimensional existence was a bit like this this meets this. I didn't ask for it, but evidently I need it on a soul-level, or I wouldn't be here, doing this now.

It's starting to wreak an unconscious havoc with my relationship, too. I don want it to, but YOU try wrestling with these feelings. YOU try telling yourself 'oh, the massive coincidences that couldn't happen in a million years don't matter,' and to just relax. It's NOT easy. I thank God that my rationale has kept me from bolting; though I have no reason to, the inexplicable fear isn't any less impacting.

But I'm on SOME kind of ticking clock here, and I think the answers lie in the doors unlocked by the Sidereal synastry.

@athenegoddess made some excellent suggestions: take all conjunctions under 2º and compare to transiting NODES to understand karmic timeframes for completion. The one question outstanding is: synastric conjunctions in Sidereal or Tropical to Sidereal?

posted November 12, 2014 12:47 PM            

For starters i just took all the conjunctions <2 degrees which i found between Sidereal and tropical/draco. Startling indeed.

My s.Uranus conjunct his n.Uranus conjunct his n.SN conjunct my d.Venus <2d

His s.Sun conjunct my n.DSC 1

My s.Venus conjunct his d.Mars EXACT - soon sidereal transiting nodes will conjunct this one.

My s.Mercury conjunct his d.Mars EXACT

His s.Moon conjunct my n.Uranus conjunct his d.Venus EXACT

His s.Venus conjunct my n.Vertex 1

His S.Saturn conjunct my N.Sun 2 (transiting North node right now is on my Sun, it has already passed his sidereal Saturn by 2 degrees)

His s.Neptune conjunct my n.IC EXACT

His S.DSC conjunct my n.Neptune conjunct his n.Jupiter EXACT

posted November 12, 2014 01:08 PM              

-Tropical transiting nodes conjunct sidereal conjunctions (of course the conjunctions will also appear in tropical synastry, but in sidereal they will be about 23-25 degrees prior - in this case we might deal with mutual karma, which might be especially significant or clear, if the sidreal conjunction also falls onto a tropical planet or asteroid or angle).

- tropical transiting nodes to a conjunction from sidreal to tropical
(of course here at least for one person the nodal transit docks onto a tropical planet - here it seems that one person becomes a catalyst for the other person`s karma to unfold, or manifest. The tropical person themselves may be sometimes almost oblivious to that karmic impact they have on the other one).

- sidereal transiting node to a conjunction from sidreal to tropical

- theoretically also sidreal transiting node to a tropical conjunction, but I would leave that out as it does not have these karmic implications.

posted November 12, 2014 01:50 PM            

When I was watching that trailer for Dead Again, I literally began having a panic attack. I just stopped breathing for several seconds. Insane as it all might be, I CANNOT run from this anymore; it will drive me insane, and such a wedge between us that I'm not sure we'll really be able to overcome it.

Okay.

So, here's what's going on. To simplify it, I'm going to go by degrees. There's so much it's gobsmacking. (For reference: n (Natal); s (Sidereal); dr (Draconic).

22º-25º ARIES

(22º '21) His sHADES
(22º '31) His nMOON
(22º '37) My sCHIRON
(22º '39) My drASCENDANT
(23º '31) His sTISIPHONE
(24º '52) My drMADHATTER

Breaking that down:

His natal MOON is conjunct his sidereal HADES (0º10) and sidereal TISIPHONE (1º00). That conjunction is present at all levels: Draco, Sidereal, and Tropical.

His natal TISIPHONE/HADES is conjunct my nCHIRON, as well as his sTISIPHONE/HADES conjunct my sCHIRON. However, and quite notably, his drTISIPHONE/HADES is not conjunct my drCHIRON. Something I've found very interesting from the start. Rather, it is my drTISIPHONE that is conjunct his drCHIRON.

Continuing, the sidereal conjunction is also conjunct my Draconic MADHATTER, which, like my natal, is conjunct my Draconic ASCENDANT by 2º.

WHAT to make of the above, I'm not exactly sure, except the theme continues into the Sidereal NODES:

23º35 CANCER / CAPRICORN is my Sidereal NODAL axis, with his sTISIPHONE (23º ARIES '31) being 0º04 square. While we DO have the same T-Square in Tropical, it is closer to an orb of 1º. The near exactness of the sidereal is worth noting, I feel. It's still conjunct my sCHIRON, though at an orb of 1º.

Worth mentioning is my natal ALICE (22º CAP 46) and AMOR (23º CAP 18) are conjunct my Sidereal SNODE (0º25-1º00).

Again, the theme repeats across systems.

The fact that the above Sidereal conjunctions are powerfully linked to my Draconic ASC and his natal MOON, by 0º30-1º00 seems to be pointing to a theme that's carrying over, from the karmic level, to the soul-contract level, and into the present.

No wonder it's got such a 'Dead Again' feeling.

So, starting off, those degrees, 22º-24º ARIES, seem to hold the greatest significance across the board, from what I can see at the moment.

posted November 12, 2014 02:47 PM            

ARIES 22: The Gate Opens to the Garden of All Fulfilled Desires.

Lynda's take on it:

'This is where we get the opportunity to step up to the gate of our desires, to arrive at a place where we can make the transition to a happier life, with more rewards, beauty, joy, love, peace and deliverance. It helps to get straight about what your 'All Fulfilled Desires' may be. Making some big decisions, affirmations or dropping issues from the past that no longer work is key to opening that gate.

What and where is the place you strive for? It seems that you have brought yourself to what you want, but there may still be obstacles. There may be fear about just what ‘All Fulfilled Desires’ may actually represent. Maybe you already have everything you need—take a look around and ask yourself this. Are you ready and willing to accept the rewards? Perhaps you need to make the deliberate action of opening the ‘Gate’, allowing entry to where you belong and where you want to be. It can often be difficult accepting or admitting what we really want, especially to ourselves. You may be used to (or addicted to) being in a difficult or unfulfilling situation or relationship. Can you cope with the more rewarding possibilities that lie beyond any barriers? As this ‘Gate’ opens (in your mind, your emotions or literally) you’ll find you’ve come to a new threshold, possibly a whole new beginning in life. Often there needs to be a pause, a reflection of how real or rewarding this new place is that you are about to enter. Perhaps you need to knock first, showing your clear intention of “wanting in”. Then you can take that step towards what you want. Be prepared to tend to your ‘Garden of Fulfilled Desires’.

Keywords: Craving happiness. Gardens and their treasures. Trellises and flowing plants. Pathways to bliss. Gates and doors. Unlocking and opening gates and doors. Analyzing your heart’s desires. The grass being greener on the other side. Rewards and treasures waiting. The allure of somewhere else. Initiations. Passages to a better life. Acquiring property. Sexual fulfillment. Opening up to life’s possibilities and rewards.'

posted November 12, 2014 02:52 PM              

Sabian degrees are usually counted like this:

1° Aries: 00°00-00°59
2° aries: 01°00 - 01°59
etc.

I feel the sabian of 25 Aries (or 24°00-24°59) might be very fitting for you, too

"The Possibility For Man To Gain Experience At Two Levels Of Being"

posted November 12, 2014 02:59 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Actually that is the Sabian of 21°00-21°59 Aries.

Sabian degrees are usually counted like this:

1° Aries: 00°00-00°59
2° aries: 01°00 - 01°59
etc.

I feel the sabian of 25 Aries (or 24°00-24°59) might be very fitting for you, too

"The Possibility For Man To Gain Experience At Two Levels Of Being"

I feel it very directly relates to trans-dimensional experience.

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Oh, I thought that was The Boxer Enters The Ring.

http://sabiansymbols.typepad.com/my_weblog/201 3/04/stepping-up-to-the-plate-stepping-through-the-gate-aprils-aries-new-moon.html

So, the New Moon was actually ay 20º ARIES?

And my drMADHATTER is 24º ARIES '52. So, that's definitely 25th degree. And, I agree on your interpretation of that degree. I very much feel it does as well.

posted November 12, 2014 03:05 PM              

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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
Oh, I thought that was The Boxer Enters The Ring.

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No that is the Sabian of my natal Chiron on 20°02 Aries.
And our composite SN. LOL

EDIT:
Considering that Sabian for the composite SN and it being in 3rd house, we must have SLAUGHTERED each other verbally or mentally in the past.

No wonder the universe thought of putting the ruler Mars on the NN in Libra, on 23-24 Libra as a matter of fact.

Gotta learn a thing or two about how to properly communicate

(no wonder in the tropical synastry his Saturn is squaring my Mercury exact, and my Neptune conjuncts his Mercury exact - definitely some mercurial issues right there. )

Interestingly in composite our sidereal Mercury-Neptune- conjunction on 23 and 21 Scorpio, falls right onto the tropical DNA-Angel-Lust-Valentine-conjunction and opposing the Juno-Alma in 4th house.

Sabians are interesting, too

sNeptune and tDNA:
Obeying His Conscience, A Soldier Resists Orders

sMercury and tLust, tAngel
A Rabbit Metamorphoses Into A Nature Sprit

tValentine
After Having Heard An Inspired Individual Deliver His "Sermon On The Mount," Crowds Are Returning Home

BTW sMC is on the degree that precedes tMars.
It`s our damned karmic job, I guess. lol

posted November 12, 2014 03:45 PM              

To me that is a very Chironic thing to to do as a matter of fact. To know about the hurt, the vulnerability, the absence of a second skin, the absolute nakedness of the soul, without its defense mechanisms, and yet surrender to the experience, despite that it might hurt. no it WILL hurt. But sometimes it`s a good hurt. Sometimes it hurts, not because it is bad or dangerous, but because we have been living in a cave for so long, and stepping out into the sunlight, the melting away of the ice, will initially pinch, before we are getting warmed up from inside.

posted November 12, 2014 04:12 PM            

My drKARMA (16º GEM '53) is conjunct his natal stellium from 17º to 19º, including MELETE, REQUIEM, ANTEROS, and the VALENTINE-MADHATTER.

My sTISIPHONE (16º GEM '42) is 0º11 on my drKARMA, and exactly conjunct our composite drDEJANIRA, within a few minutes. It's also conjunct his sSUN (14º GEM '15) using a wide orb.

These are significant, again, because they involve the Sidereal, Tropical, and Draco.

The next degree, 0º SCORPIO, I feel is perhaps the most timely, as the solar eclipse recently hit it, and it's highly configured in our charts:

(00º SCO '24) my natal TRUE BML
(00º SCO '29) my sidereal MOON
(00º SCO '54) his Draconic ASCENDANT
(00º SCO '41) my natal DEJANIRA

and

(29º LIB '54) his natal CHESHIRECAT
(28º LIB '02) his natal PREY

After that, 18º LEO sheds a lot of light, too.

(18º LEO '03) my natal NNODE
(18º LEO '03) his sidereal PSYCHE
(18º LEO '28) my sidereal MADHATTER
(18º LEO '40) my natal OSIRIS
(19º LEO '54) my natal VESTA

I also couldn't help but notice his sidereal MADHATTER and VALENTINE with my sidereal PSYCHE all on ALGOL. THAT was just a little too on-the-nose.

posted November 12, 2014 04:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I suppose the fear is part of the deal. Maybe some sort of selfdefense mechanism kicking in or some kind of preventing you from taking that leap of faith, because it is scary, ending up in terra incognita.
But I also think giving in to it and withdrawing again just will keep you from reaching your potential.
We can`t really fight and stomp the fear into the ground by some martial actions, maybe all we can do is acknowledging it, accepting it, hearing the fearful voices, and take the leap of faith NEVERTHELESS.

To me that is a very Chironic thing to to do as a matter of fact. To know about the hurt, the vulnerability, the absence of a second skin, the absolute nakedness of the soul, without its defense mechanisms, and yet surrender to the experience, despite that it might hurt. no it WILL hurt. But sometimes it`s a good hurt. Sometimes it hurts, not because it is bad or dangerous, but because we have been living in a cave for so long, and stepping out into the sunlight, the melting away of the ice, will initially pinch, before we are getting warmed up from inside.

At leat that is the imagery that I have had for some years in my mind. Ever since that 1st december 2003. lol

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posted November 13, 2014 05:55 AM              

26th march
9.th june, 13th june
26th july
23rd august
25th october

especially these should be highlighted in karmic astrology#