posted December 15, 2014 03:59 PM            

I was reading that can be quite potent?

I have never felt like this before, literally feel under a spell, almost drugged feeling. It's really really intense.

Any other comments are welcome to explain this.

Would he feel the same?

posted December 20, 2014 05:13 AM            

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Can someone please specify whether I am S Node or Moon? I am red in the synastry chart he is black?

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posted December 25, 2014 03:09 AM            

When you say he completely cut you off, did he communicate with you or is it that you haven't heard from him?

According to Magi Astrology, Saturn square or in opposition to Chiron is considered to be the "heartbreak" aspect. Not that that is any comfort to you. The two of you are astrological twins. Of course, his Moon is in a different sign and we don't know the overlays because we don't have a TOB for him.

But, according to Magi, Chiron is the true love indicator and is considered to be the key to happy marriages or long term relationships. His Saturn opposes your Chiron and Saturn is the heartbreaker. Because you were born only a few days apart, your Saturn also opposes his Chiron, so it's a double whammy. I find the idea convincing based on examples from the Magi Astrology website, but not everybody uses Magi principles.

posted December 25, 2014 03:23 AM            

We would look then at some other aspects. For example: Lilith Opposite Neptune. This would probably have a Saturn like feel to it, as Lilith would reject the dreamy-state of the relationship and reveal its inner warts(Because that's what this Madonna does. She rips up everything and anything because of how she was betrayed).

As though to confirm this, Saturn-Venus are also opposite Chiron, the healer which some have also identified as a love key in a sense.

True Node-Mars opposite the Moon also reflect the inner turmoil of the relationship as well.

There are of course, other aspects but there's no need for us to go further. These aspects are powerful enough to explain the challenges the relationship faced IMO.

Challenges of course can be overcome and in this synastry there doesn't appear to be any malefic aspect really. The dude was just a coward who decided to quit on it, for reasons we'll never know.

posted December 25, 2014 03:37 AM            

We literally spent two weeks reconnecting, spending lots of time together and in close contact. HE was the one making constant reference to things we would do in the future together.

Then after the last time when I expressed my feelings toward him, he also expressed his issues that he wanted to get professional help for (terrible childhood that has resulted in a lot of self destructive behaviour and having been profoundly hurt by past love relationships that all involved cheating). He literally said don't fall for me. He also said that he had never felt this way about any one else either though..
After we parted ways we were texting as normal then it just stopped. I didn't want to initiate so I left it for two days then reached out with a light hearted witty text or two and didn't get anything back so I tried to call him which he then ignored. We were supposed to spend Christmas day together, our birthdays together etc etc. It's just so weird, and HEARTBREAKING.

posted December 25, 2014 03:54 AM            

I have an astro twin, born one week prior to me. Her MOON falls in Cancer, but we have similar house and planet placements otherwise. We get along smashingly, but we have Cancer CERES acting - again - as a point of resonance.

In this case, I think it's vital to have exact birth times to determine the houses and VX placements, as the rulerships are important. You've got intercepted Cancer/Capricorn (as well as your VX axis), which is troubling, because that's energy you can't consciously access.

The 3/9H involves speaking/hearing/learning/knowing in general. You might be prone to gullibility and naivity, especially from authority figures and in emotional matters - things you thought could be taken for granted (6H MOON), but are not as you thought. Your ability to process things may be hazy or difficult - like you're forever battling a fog. Misunderstandings, and self-fulfilling prophecies might plague you.

posted December 05, 2017 07:14 AM            

About six months after he dropped off the face of the earth - leaving me basically grieving his death, I was contacted by a mutual friend who advised me he had a girlfriend who he appeared to be living with in another city, even during the time we had spent together (he was visiting my city at the time). I found a way to contact her and let her know what he'd been doing - assuming he hadn't told her the way he hadn't been honest with me.

About six months later he tried to contact me with a huge apology and explain but I was not open to hearing it at all and left it alone. Two more years passed and I had a serious relationship that ended this year. For some reason (just before mercury retrograde started) I decided to add him on facebook.Instant regret in the morning, he had immediately sent me a message and I couldn't quite ignore it without looking a little strange.

We've been speaking again and he really wants the opportunity to give me closure and explain everything in person.

I think it's interesting that this is all coming to a head at the end of our saturn return in Sag, with both of venus' being there. I just happen to be in his city over the new year so we might have one day available to meet. I just checked the transits and the date we reconnected in 2014 was when Saturn was in it's first degree of Sag and transitting north node was conjunct my natal moon!

This connection has been going on for 15 years and we are only 30! I don't necessarily think it's a great idea to meet up knowing how potent the connection is.

Here's the synastry again, I don't know his TOB but our charts are almost identical. Since researching twin flames I am positive that is what this connection is.

posted December 05, 2017 02:20 PM            

From my experience it does sound like twin flames and if it is, no amount of running will separate you. The best thing you can do is focus on every issue that seeing him triggers in you. Be as honest as you dare, as sometimes if you're in the stages before reconnection the memory of you both acknowledging the feeling helps to keep you sane.

Can you tell I've been there? I'm amused too as we're coming up to 10 years and share the same birthday. We were forced together by circumstances and both have tried to run many times.... Thing is the more you work on your issues the easier it is to love them, and yourself.

The other thing is *everybody* notices. People will over-react to you and assume you are together even if they've never seen you together. It's insane.

Mercury retro is bringing all the memories back to me, in preparation (celebration) before the next stage.

Sometimes you have to really learn to be content to connect in dreams and through telepathy, but if it is your twin (and that synastry is certainly indicating something extraordinary) the magnet will always pull you back together and they will hold you like they could never let go, look into your eyes as if their soul lives there and be so compassionate when you are sad that you'll know for sure they love you more than life itself.

posted December 05, 2017 03:00 PM            

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Good lord, those charts are almost identical!!! Wow!!
From my experience it does sound like twin flames and if it is, no amount of running will separate you.

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posted December 05, 2017 07:16 PM            

We have every single marker I’ve ever heard about twin flames which actually gives me some relief because the energy is so intense it makes me feel physically sick at times.

It’s funny you mention that, last night I couldn’t sleep thinking about him, so I just willed him to visit me in my dreams and I finally passed out.

It’s actually too much, It’s easier to pretend he doesn’t exist.