posted February 16, 2015 02:31 AM            

Anyways, he ended up really hurting me and I cut off all contact with him. I blocked him and deleted his number, so he has no way of contacting me now (well maybe except for email).

He's moved away to the east coast now. I don't know if he'll ever return or we'll ever meet again or talk.

But I really miss him. I miss having him as a friend and sharing things with him and all the laughs we used to have. Honestly, our relationship was so sweet. I never thought it would ever come to this.

As much as he caused me a lot of pain, I still love him and wish the best for him. I just want to know if there may be any chance of a reconciliation between us in the future.
That is if he matures up and owns up to his mistake of leading me on, then leaving me cold like this.

posted February 16, 2015 02:45 AM            

Synastry, he's outside, I'm inside

His natal

posted February 17, 2015 11:04 AM            

However if the chart should be readable after all the chances of reunion are pretty good.

Ruler of ASC and ruler of DESC being in applying conjunction to each other, and in rather strong dignities.

Ruler of ASC is in triplicity of Mars, ruler of DESC is in exaltation of Venus. While both are positive recepetions, it seems that he is more into you than the other way round.

posted February 17, 2015 01:43 PM            

Have faith, sweetie.

posted February 17, 2015 02:33 PM            

I completely understand how you feel. It's never too late to make amends and it NEVER will be, but both parties have to be in a place where they are able to. He may be immature etc., but I know that you've probably got some healing to do from all of this. When people you love hurt you, it's crippling.

If you haven't dealt with the hurt/made peace, any type of reconciliation in the future will be doomed before it's even begun. You won't be able to handle it properly, or the best way you can.

For the moment, focus on you (easier said than done) and just continue to send positive vibes out for him. Sometimes we can't teach people. Sometimes it's not our purpose in their life. Sometimes it's a case of letting them go and having faith that they reappear when they are "better" for us; and we are "better" for them too.

posted February 19, 2015 11:21 AM            

I hope you're right Ceri.
It's interesting that you say he's more into me than the other way around, because that's how it's always been from the start. He was always chasing me, but I was so oblivious to it, until now. Not sure if that's still the case though.

I don't know how he's affected by me cutting off all contact with him, but it's good to know that he must feel atleast something lol.

Anyways yes, it's best that I just focus on myself at this time and heal. I have a life to live lol.