posted February 17, 2015 08:53 PM            

I have always been sceptical about twin flames like all my life. My mother was a new ager very spiritual and she'd talk about the twin souls and I never thought too seriously about it. I also wasn't too big on astrology either but i became a believer when i saw proof ( by my experience of charts ) I had a major spiriutal/kundalini awakening at the age of 22 when pluto was in my 12th house and Kaalii the asteriod conjuncts my Pluto exactly (natally). So I literally became very psychic overnight. This opened the door to spirituality and my own healing psychic gifts. I started to see events, things that would happen to me and foresee every relationship I would have. I have some uncanny gift where I can predict my relationships. I also learned to telegraphically talk to ascended masters in particular Mother Mary is a special guide of mine. When I was 27 I was told by my guides I would be meeting my twin, who they said would look like Jesus, be a healer, an angel teacher and be connected to a healing center. They told me he will be a few years younger than me. They said he will have identical goals as me, They said he will want to travel, write books and teach along side me. They also said him and I were there at time of Jesus and also they showed me multiple lives where we were together, one of which we were knight templars i saw he was my cousin in that life and we were very close. They didn't tell me anything about his sun sign but i always sensed it would either be Aquarius sun or moon with some Scorpio mixed in. I was shown he was a very loyal, loving man who had a very strong personality and I saw in particular this man was very very stubborn. They told me we had a contract to be mates in this life an that he had a very strong king archetype in his personality. I saw that we had many many lives as lovers together very in love, I also did see that we didn't always choose to be lovers(cousins,my dad and grandfather was some exceptions) but in this life there was a strong contract for this to happen. I was also shown the boy we'd have, a boy with long curly hair my soul recognizes this soul very much as he was our child before. Anyway about a year ago my buddy invited me to go live w/ her up in northern cali i told her I couldn't because I was suppose to meet this man who is my twin who looks just like jesus. Well I was right I met him

This is the excruciatingly painful part I did meet him.. i didn't recognize him at first as my twin but we did meet an made eye contact exactly how the angels said it would happen. I felt he was very familiar but my heart was so closed due to sorrow that i didn't recognize him till later.. Honestly i wasn't open also because i was excepting to meet him when I had my life more together. At the time i was a mess even though my guides were preparing me to see him they never told me when and how I just knew it would be soon. He did look like jesus but he wasn't light haired/light skilled like I expected. Everything on the list of what they told me he was was confirmed as I got to know him.

We did meet through his class so he/is was my teacher. This made things awkward as we both felt an attraction toward each other. The first time he invited me he wanted to take me to the healing centre it was there that I saw numerous past lives we had, i saw the jesus life very clearly an it was just what the angels told me.. this man who looks like jesus, is a healer, is connected to a healing centrer, has that life w/ me during the time of jesus (PLEASE NOTE I KNOW SOME O YOU WILL THINK I'M IMPLYING HE WAS JESUS HE WAS NOT! lol he choose to look like Jesus in his embodiment ) He even told me at the healing center he knows he was there at the time of jesus I didn't even ask him Later we'd spend time and i told him i saw us as knights templars together and he said he always knew he was one.. later he said in class he is a king archetype

One time we wee in the car an I was telling him about the past lives of his I see I told him he was also in the elemental realm called the middle earth yeah it actually exists I told him he was an elf and he said he always saw himself there and then i saw many lives of us as romantic magical elves, i didn't tell him his,, my crush w/ him was a secret even though I knew he liked me a little too. He started to tell people how amazing I am,, how i'm best, most gifted psychic reader he knows.. he would always look at me admiringly this went on for a few weeks and then the nightmare began He started talking about another girl who he meet at an expo a year ago, he said he repressed feelings for her and now they are coming up this felt strange because he would say they were soulmates which i saw wasn't really true, i saw it was more karmic but sense i'm attached i can't clearly know, he mentioned three lives w/ them together which I CLEARLY saw was him and I, one was the magical elf live he said it was like arwen and aragorn which I was thinking the same thing when i saw it was us together i saw this way before he said anything about them so i was appalled this man would think its her and not me? it hurt so bad. he mentioned a few others w/ her i saw was us too.. then i'm thinking why would this happen? is he somehow projecting his twin fantasies on this girl??

posted February 17, 2015 11:20 PM            

Synastry, and composite. Be sure to include

JUNO
ISIS (42) and OSIRIS (1923)
PSYCHE (16) and EROS (433)
ALMA (390)
KARMA (3811) and DESTINN (6583)
VALENTINE (447)

posted February 17, 2015 11:23 PM            

Some Twins aren't meant to be together in the traditional sense. You'll receive the information you're meant to receive at the time it's needed. And the outlook, and purpose, can very suddenly change, too.

If you truly are Twins, then I'd suspect your Guardian Soulmate is the one who's needed to take you into and through the next phase.

posted February 17, 2015 11:51 PM            

I have been feeling his pain f or a month now. I have never experienced anything like this... so much pain. I wake up in agony. I had a bit of a distraction w/ another guy before.

my birth info 8/9/1983 birth time is between 4-7p.m but my astrology buddy rectified my chart thinks its 6:45p.m ukraine, odessa

him- 7/31/85 los angeles,ca time exactly is not known but i know he is scorpio rising w/ sun in 10th house so around 12:40p.m

posted February 17, 2015 11:52 PM            

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Originally posted by awakemer:
I do not know how to post charts manually so i'm trying to figure this out.

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posted February 17, 2015 11:54 PM            

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I’m trying to figure out how to post the charts on here??

I have been feeling his pain f or a month now. I have never experienced anything like this... so much pain. I wake up in agony. I had a bit of a distraction w/ another guy before.

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posted February 18, 2015 12:03 AM            

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Originally posted by awakemer:
the worst part you're in love w/ ur twin and he thinks the one is someone else why would god do this?? don't you think this is a bit cruel?

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Honestly honey, I've given up asking why. I cried my tears. I wasted enough hours staring at the wall, or screaming 'WHY!?' at the top of my voice.

posted February 18, 2015 12:21 AM            

Everything sounds to me like a powerful Soulmate relationship (and connexion) rather than what is, specifically, Twin Flame.

Looking at your synastry, a few things become immediately clear.

You have some serious karma to sort through together: technically involving 'bad blood' from the past; betrayals, infidelity, dangerous and ruthless obsessions, and, in general, misusing the other person and abusing the relationship. You've both got things to work through with each other in this regard, as the aspect is less than 3º and a dual-aspect. (SUN conjunct NESSUS / NESSUS conjunct SUN)

Secondly, a relationship is very likely between you, with his VENUS loosely conjunct your NNODE. No doubt you feel it's important for your soul's evolution. In some ways, it is. But I don't think it's for the 'usual' reasons, as much as it's clearing karma.

Your SUN is square his NODES. This is the 'skipped step' phenomenon. You present to him the opportunity for him to correct something from the past which has amassed karma and is keeping him here in the third dimension.

Ah, but I hear you thinking; all you have to do is clear the karma, and off you go.

... There's a LOT here. Twins who are Reuniting for the purpose of coming together to be spiritual teachers and share their knowledge and enlightenment with others don't typically have THIS much personal karma to clear.

But, hey. You guys are already on the right track, individually. This potent Soulmate coming into your life now is likely to toughen you up; get you ready to devote your life to your path FOR YOU. And for OTHERS. To merely act like a Twin Flame -- bringing light to others, providing healing and helping their evolution -- because it's the thing to do.

Maybe you were specifically told you're a Twin Flame so that you would 'get the memo' sooner? That we should ALL be behaving at the same level of enlightenment as Twin Flames do. Or are supposed to be doing. (My own Twin definitely is slow on the uptake in that regard. Oh, well.)

You're you, and you have your own life and destiny. He's going to do his thing, and you have no control over that. If you feel that it's essential a child be born, then have a little faith that, when the time is right, it'll happen.

Otherwise, not the right time.

posted February 18, 2015 12:34 AM            

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Originally posted by awakemer:
I was told it had to do with our destiny as spiritual teachers. Having children is also part o it as this boy really wants to be born.

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posted February 18, 2015 12:37 AM            

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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
Also, quick question. Do YOU want to mother a child right now?

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posted February 18, 2015 12:39 AM            

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Originally posted by awakemer:
The asteriod fidelity conjuncts my venus? I do think twins do have karma and its not free free from that.. also how about my name almost exactly on his juno??

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I've seen that with plenty of Soulmates. Neither of those are the sorts of things we see in Twin synastries.

I agree that Twins have karma to clear, but typically not as much with each other as they do with others. It's strange. Most of the karma I had with mine was cleared very, very quickly.

But he's unawakened. So, there's that. He'd have moments. Fleeting, but powerful. We'd do things that I honestly thought were impossible. (And I was raised in a metaphysical household, too. Heh. In 'reaction' to it, I suppose, I became a scientist and a hardcore sceptic. For many, many years.)

posted February 18, 2015 12:40 AM            

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No not now later yes

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posted February 18, 2015 12:48 AM            

My MELETE (birth surname) is conjunct my Guardian's VALENTINE (0º) and ANTEROS (1º). My given name is conjunct his DESTINN (2º) and opposite his given name (0º).

posted February 18, 2015 12:50 AM            

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Originally posted by awakemer:
No i clearly saw us having children, a blonde boy with curly hair ,, a person in his class told him he saw this boy w/ him as well so it was confirmation. i obviously want children doesn't mean now

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So, again, my question is why are you trying to have a relationship now? Especially if you feel his actual reasons are that he doesn't want to become involved with a student, as it's deemed inappropriate?