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Topic: Soooo we are trying again.
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Lioness Knowflake Posts: 6792 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted April 13, 2015 01:35 AM
For those that know the story. Me and fishy have been getting along really well for the past month, so we are "trying" again to make it work. I seriously doubt we can actually make it work, but what the heck, it's sure is fun trying. I do believe this will be the 10th try.. LolNot sure why either of use can really let go, and just forget about it, what ever it is that keeps bringing us back together to as least try. It seems like an impossible to stay separated from each other.. He's told me he's not ready to let it die, he's not ready to end this. You know the one thing I have noticed, is every time to go into no speaking terms, when we do come back, it comes back just a little stronger. Loosing each other has been extremly painful. We didn't speak for 6 months, he has admitted he was passing by my house.. How hurt he felt. This was the longest we have ever been on non speaking terms. I on the other hand admitted nothing, just that I did miss him... Call it Leo ego. He asked me an odd question tonight, he said why do you like being with me. I responded, cuz you just fit with me, we are just alike and we are a perfect fit. He said that's just like you to take it to a higher level. I said is that a bad thing, he said no, it's what makes you so unique. Your so poetic. Lol.. Not100% sure what he meant, or why he asked that. A lil odd. He had never asked me anything like that before. Transit wise.. Transit NN is conjunct composite moon/Pluto and SN conjunct Venus. I think the last eclipse was near this also. Probably short lived, but I gotta at least keep trying, as I'm not ready to have this end either. IP: Logged |
LaceyLeigh Knowflake Posts: 94 From: New Jersey Registered: Jul 2014
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posted April 13, 2015 01:43 AM
Good luck. I hope everything goes well this time or at least brings you closure. My Leo sister was with her Pisces husband for 20 something years. They just spilt up last year due to infidelity problems on his part. Cheating aside, they seemed like a pretty good power couple. IP: Logged |
Lioness Knowflake Posts: 6792 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted April 13, 2015 08:30 PM
Thanks hon. I'm not having high expectations. Just kinda going with the flow of things. IP: Logged |
LaceyLeigh Knowflake Posts: 94 From: New Jersey Registered: Jul 2014
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posted April 13, 2015 09:32 PM
quote: Originally posted by Lioness: Thanks hon. I'm not having high expectations. Just kinda going with the flow of things.
that's the best way to do it! Enjoy!
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Gabby Moderator Posts: 6040 From: Registered: Sep 2012
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posted April 14, 2015 11:17 AM
I hope this is it, the time it sticks forever Lioness!! IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 61479 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted April 14, 2015 11:20 AM
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Lioness Knowflake Posts: 6792 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted April 15, 2015 12:09 AM
Thanks everyone. I know the old saying, if it doesn't work the first time, it probably won't last the 10th time.. LolAnyways. No expectations. I think I finally realize he's just as screwed up in the head over this as I am.. Haha. IP: Logged |
Gabby Moderator Posts: 6040 From: Registered: Sep 2012
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posted April 15, 2015 12:18 AM
quote: Originally posted by Lioness: Thanks everyone. I know the old saying, if it doesn't work the first time, it probably won't last the 10th time.. LolAnyways. No expectations. I think I finally realize he's just as screwed up in the head over this as I am.. Haha.
I bet that feels kind of good! IP: Logged |
YellowGerbera Knowflake Posts: 553 From: Registered: Jul 2014
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posted April 15, 2015 12:43 AM
quote: Originally posted by Lioness: For those that know the story. Me and fishy have been getting along really well for the past month, so we are "trying" again to make it work. I seriously doubt we can actually make it work, but what the heck, it's sure is fun trying. I do believe this will be the 10th try.. LolNot sure why either of use can really let go, and just forget about it, what ever it is that keeps bringing us back together to as least try. It seems like an impossible to stay separated from each other.. He's told me he's not ready to let it die, he's not ready to end this. You know the one thing I have noticed, is every time to go into no speaking terms, when we do come back, it comes back just a little stronger. Loosing each other has been extremly painful. We didn't speak for 6 months, he has admitted he was passing by my house.. How hurt he felt. This was the longest we have ever been on non speaking terms. I on the other hand admitted nothing, just that I did miss him... Call it Leo ego. He asked me an odd question tonight, he said why do you like being with me. I responded, cuz you just fit with me, we are just alike and we are a perfect fit. He said that's just like you to take it to a higher level. I said is that a bad thing, he said no, it's what makes you so unique. Your so poetic. Lol.. Not100% sure what he meant, or why he asked that. A lil odd. He had never asked me anything like that before. Transit wise.. Transit NN is conjunct composite moon/Pluto and SN conjunct Venus. I think the last eclipse was near this also. Probably short lived, but I gotta at least keep trying, as I'm not ready to have this end either.
Why does this sound like me and my first everything and only committed ex? Lol... He was the Leo. I dunno how many times we broke up and made up. He always initiated the breakup. I begged him to makeup. It felt like an annual event... Lol!! I clinged to him for 12 yrs... And the last time he dumped me, something clicked in my head. I swore to myself I'll never come back to him again. I deleted and blocked him from everything. The end!
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Lioness Knowflake Posts: 6792 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted April 15, 2015 01:04 AM
Yeah, once it's meant to be over, it will end. Sometimes it's just meant to work out that way. Maybe some sort of karmic debit. Idk.. Either why, even though I believe in free will, I also believe in fated events/people/situations. This is one of those things. IP: Logged |
Aubyanne Moderator Posts: 3208 From: Tinseltown, Hollyweird, The Multiverse Registered: Sep 2014
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posted April 15, 2015 01:06 AM
quote: Originally posted by Lioness: Thanks hon. I'm not having high expectations. Just kinda going with the flow of things.
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Lioness Knowflake Posts: 6792 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted April 15, 2015 01:09 AM
quote: Originally posted by Gabby: I bet that feels kind of good!
Honestly it does, but at the same time, it's just kinda scary. I've always felt, that it was just me, and I was loosing my mind, but he's stepped up and said, hey it's not just you, I'll always be here for you no matter what. Which makes me feel good, but since I'm crazy in the head, it also makes me feel like why, why would you do that??? I just can't understand, why he hasn't walked away. Why he keeps returning. IP: Logged |
YellowGerbera Knowflake Posts: 553 From: Registered: Jul 2014
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posted April 15, 2015 01:22 AM
quote: Originally posted by Lioness: Honestly it does, but at the same time, it's just kinda scary. I've always felt, that it was just me, and I was loosing my mind, but he's stepped up and said, hey it's not just you, I'll always be here for you no matter what. Which makes me feel good, but since I'm crazy in the head, it also makes me feel like why, why would you do that??? I just can't understand, why he hasn't walked away. Why he keeps returning.
We, Pisces are kinda coo coo too!! Man this sounds like how my ex would say.. Lololol He may actually have said the same to me!!! Anyway, best of luck to you!!! I believe in fate also What a nice time to restart since there's New Moon around the corner
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Eirlys Knowflake Posts: 67 From: Registered: May 2013
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posted April 15, 2015 02:00 AM
@Lioness I'm so curious.
What are your Moons? IP: Logged |
Lioness Knowflake Posts: 6792 From: Registered: Mar 2010
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posted April 15, 2015 03:03 PM
quote: Originally posted by Eirlys: @Lioness I'm so curious.
What are your Moons?
Me Leo Him sag IP: Logged |