posted July 07, 2015 03:15 PM
So this is the typical issue I have with men... almost all :/I'm a bit of a mystery/hot mess. Fun, attractive, but appear hard to get... at first..
I have rainbow hair that I change monthly, a ton of friends, tattoos, piercings, and come off seductive in general.. Therefore, I tend to attract MANY guys with venus in aqua.. I have an aqua moon so I feel like I have a good understanding of the "detachment" people speak of..
The problem is: I have mars in taurus and venus in cap.. So I APPEAR to be what they want, and they generally REALLY like my nature.. But I run them off..
They all stick around quite awhile, they try to change me or "discipline" me into shape, but once I feel that pressure, I worry SO much about it that I obsess whether or not it'll work..
The current man.. I have been completely insane lol (most of them get to see my crazy, few stick it out) I really like him. We really click. But I don't want to low this one like the others.
I come on strong and I don't quit, good or bad. If im being mean, its brutal. But he's staying.
He lives 2 hours away but continues to suggest he drive here for activities with me. We both play softball (his passion) and he really wants to do that with me, but continues to REFUSE to discuss emotional talk. He shuts me down like "Im not doing this with you again, please just be normal, I'll forgive everything if you're just normal again". He has a cancer moon and sag sun, scorpio Mars.
I can't quit picking at this mars-venus square though. I feel like he's "breaking up" our non relationship but trying to let me down easy, as stupid as that might sound lol
Any advice??
Thank you all!!