posted August 06, 2015 11:03 AM            

I'm new to the forum and, while I'm slightly more familiar with astrology than the average person on the street, I'm completely new to synastry and the meaning of these charts and houses etc!

I'm in a new relationship - at least, I think I am. He's not always very clear and if he ask outright he'll avoid the question by saying something like "I love you" or "We'll be together soon" (this refers to our geographic distance - we live in different continents). We met in person and had some time together but now our love is conducted online. He has a terrible habit of reading my messages and not replying though, which makes me feel really rejected and unwanted.

To make matters more complicated, this is my first relationship, so I don't know what to expect/what's normal/whether I'm asking too much. He can be quite keen to say he loves me but doesn't respond when I suggest meeting up. I get so confused and don't know where I stand. I haven't dated much because I was abused as a teenager and it takes a lot for me to open up and trust someone, I finally let someone in and now I just can't fight the feeling he's not really interested, but is trying not to break my heart and be like the other men in my life who've hurt me.

Would someone mind please taking a look at our charts and telling me what they see? I don't even know what I'm looking at. I'd really appreciate it - I've been going out of my mind wondering whether he loves me or not, or whether I'm just a fool who fell for a holiday romance. I wrote to him after we physically separated to essentially say "Look, if that was a fun fling for you, that's okay. It meant a lot to me but if it's over please tell me, because I really like you and I'd rather deal with the loss now than get even more attached and later find out you were just trying to be gentle". He responded to say he understood what I was saying and still thought I was special. The trouble is, that doesn't explicitly answer my question. I'm so afraid of misreading situations - it's hard for me to believe anyone likes me, let alone someone so wonderful - that I need some explicitness.

Any advice you can give me would be much appreciated.

Thank you.