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Topic: This is the composite with the love of my life
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Desiring Shadows
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From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 02:09 AM
  
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I crave a love as deep as the ocean and with him I found it. Although our relationship was long over and it ended with a bang, I'm making it happen again. I kind of want help on this. I made a fake Facebook profile and I'm messaging him as a friend of course and we are talking. I'm the same personality and everything I use the same words etc. Like I say ANYWAYS a lot and I make a lot of jokes etc. So he should know it's me. I even said in a status on that Facebook that it was a fake account but I wasn't going to say who it was. But I did post a profile picture of someone else and he was asking about me being latin so I'm confused. Lol he knows because I am being 100% real with him with everything else... Idk I just want him back in my life we have so much in common. And I want to feel the way I felt when I was with him again. If he knew it was me directly he would tell me to duck off and that he hates my guts and that is putting it lightly. I feel the moon square Pluto in this composite is true. I was obsessed I will always be obsessed and I did use manipulation to get with him. When I knew him in person I would take my personality better to make him want me more. I ended up doing it too much and he found out.  Anyways I'm going to do this regardless of what you say. Any tips would be appreciated. I would also like to know what you think of this composite.
Thank you.
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My charts:Western-tropicalSidereal-heliocentric
the moon is in the 7th house... & Jupiter aligns with Mars... Then peace will guide the planets. And love will steer the stars!" IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 2688
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 02:11 AM
I'm a typical Venus Neptuner
*rolls eyes jokingly*IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
Knowflake Posts: 5174
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posted October 19, 2015 02:50 AM
Composite doesn't look so good. Sun square Saturn is him not desiring you as much as you desire him or just plain restriction in his ability to show you love.Plus the Venus conjunct Pluto in obsessive scorpio means deep for sure. But being in the sixth house means its truly karmic. IP: Logged |
ikja
Knowflake Posts: 2063
From: The Valley of Restoration
Registered: Oct 2014
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posted October 19, 2015 04:46 AM
I sense that this is going to end in tears.
You can't start a new relationship with deception and hope it will go smoothly. If you can't rekindle this relationship being 150% yourself, that's a red flag to me. However, good luck to you X I agree with the Venus conjunct Pluto comment. It would be interesting to see your natal chart: IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 2688
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 08:25 AM
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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Composite doesn't look so good. Sun square Saturn is him not desiring you as much as you desire him or just plain restriction in his ability to show you love.Plus the Venus conjunct Pluto in obsessive scorpio means deep for sure. But being in the sixth house means its truly karmic.
Wow thanks! That's fascinating!! IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 2688
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 08:28 AM
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Originally posted by ikja:
I sense that this is going to end in tears.
You can't start a new relationship with deception and hope it will go smoothly. If you can't rekindle this relationship being 150% yourself, that's a red flag to me. However, good luck to you X I agree with the Venus conjunct Pluto comment. It would be interesting to see your natal chart:
Yup, haha
My natal charts are in my signature! I just confessed to him that I'm a fake account and he said he knew I was lying to him and he doesn't want me to do it again. Now whether to tell him my true identity or not is another story... Him and I can still talk about other things that aren't deeply personal or specific. It can happen lmaoIP: Logged |
ReadingTheStars95
Knowflake Posts: 864
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Registered: Jun 2014
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posted October 19, 2015 08:56 AM
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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Composite doesn't look so good. Sun square Saturn is him not desiring you as much as you desire him or just plain restriction in his ability to show you love.Plus the Venus conjunct Pluto in obsessive scorpio means deep for sure. But being in the sixth house means its truly karmic.
I don't mean to derail this thread.. But.. Why does the 6th house make it specifically karmic? I'm not asking in some kind of revolt, rather, I haven't really heard that before. Is it because of the axis it is on? IP: Logged |
Odette
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posted October 19, 2015 10:08 AM
Do you have other means of communicating with him?
Do you still have his number?I think it would be better to *talk* voice2voice about - whatever this was... rather than just message him your real identity.
Because if you still have feelings for someone and you hear their voice - it's more difficult to reject them. Maybe ask him to add you on Skype... if he wants to find out who you are - and then tell him the truth, and how you feel about him - and let the chips fall where they may  IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 2688
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 10:32 AM
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Originally posted by Odette:
Do you have other means of communicating with him?
Do you still have his number?I think it would be better to *talk* voice2voice about - whatever this was... rather than just message him your real identity.
Because if you still have feelings for someone and you hear their voice - it's more difficult to reject them. Maybe ask him to add you on Skype... if he wants to find out who you are - and then tell him the truth, and how you feel about him - and let the chips fall where they may
God, thank you. You're the best. I'm going to call him and tell him that's my identity but that's after we talked about it. First I'm going to be sweet and buy him Melatonin for his sleeping problems. I'm going to drop it off at his house and write "Brandon-Get some sleep tonight" Because he has terrible insomnia. I do, too. But I've had it for a long time and plus I already have Melatonin. He doesn't so I just thought it would be sweet. Lol IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 2688
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 10:34 AM
I mean I COULD skype him since I have lost like 20 lbs since he last saw me and I'm super hot now lmao but I don't like sky ping so that would be a problem.Phone calls I could deal with.
Especially if it would get him back.
But I'm okay with friendship... That's what all the hook ups I fall hard over only want anyways. Sigh.
Where are the real people at? Who actually care and things matter to them? Lmao IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 2688
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 10:40 AM
Scratch that, it was actually 30 lbs  IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 2688
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 10:42 AM
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Originally posted by ReadingTheStars95:
I don't mean to derail this thread.. But.. Why does the 6th house make it specifically karmic? I'm not asking in some kind of revolt, rather, I haven't really heard that before. Is it because of the axis it is on?
Lol HMMM questions
I wish I knew
But I think maybe because the 6th house is the daily life and routine and when you fall in love with being with someone through that ,it makes it special ❤️ IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 2688
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 12:48 PM
http://youtu.be/yPYZpwSpKmA Monogamy is stupid. But this song is too sweet❤️ IP: Logged |
Dancing Maenad
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From: The Harvest
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted October 19, 2015 02:30 PM
I thought you already had a boyfriend?  Anyways, good luck to you! I'm a sucker for stalker romances eh.  IP: Logged |
Randall
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From: Saturn next to Charmaine
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 19, 2015 02:40 PM
Moving to Interpersonal Astrology.IP: Logged |
LaceyLeigh
Knowflake Posts: 394
From: New Jersey
Registered: Jul 2014
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posted October 19, 2015 03:22 PM
Could you post the Davison, too?IP: Logged |
Aubyanne
Moderator Posts: 5693
From: Tinseltown, Hollyweird, The Multiverse
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted October 19, 2015 04:04 PM
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Originally posted by Desiring Shadows:
I made a fake Facebook profile and I'm messaging him as a friend of course and we are talking. I'm the same personality and everything I use the same words etc. Like I say ANYWAYS a lot and I make a lot of jokes etc. So he should know it's me. I even said in a status on that Facebook that it was a fake account but I wasn't going to say who it was.
This sounds like an horrendous idea. Now, I'm noticing you were posting all of this early in the morning, which means emotions are likely stealing your sleep at that hour. In the brighter light of the next day, have you decided this wasn't such a good idea, or are you still pursuing this? I can second that this tends to end very badly. Besides, isn't he in a relationship? IP: Logged |
Aubyanne
Moderator Posts: 5693
From: Tinseltown, Hollyweird, The Multiverse
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted October 19, 2015 04:11 PM
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Originally posted by ReadingTheStars95:
I don't mean to derail this thread.. But.. Why does the 6th house make it specifically karmic? I'm not asking in some kind of revolt, rather, I haven't really heard that before. Is it because of the axis it is on?
Neither have I, honestly, RTS. And, in my experience combining the 6H and VENUS is never a good idea. It tends to make 'love feel like work', or take out all of the pizzazz of VENUS, but orienting it in such an otherwise 'boring' house. That's only, of course, unless the couple is, say, utilising it by working in health together, or are vets, or active humanitarians -- though, even then I'd expect some 11H involvement. At any rate, I've never heard of the karmic involvement of 6H VENUS-PLUTO, either. And I've been at this awhile. IP: Logged |
yungang_grotto
Knowflake Posts: 938
From: red river valley
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted October 19, 2015 04:51 PM
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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
This sounds like an horrendous idea.
Horrendous is right. Hilarious too.. however, I hope nobody gets Horribly Hurt. H, ftw.
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yungang_grotto
Knowflake Posts: 938
From: red river valley
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted October 19, 2015 05:09 PM
I think the 6th house could be considered karmic given that it's about work... the kind of karma which you'll need to go through, with lots of grueling practical realities to contend with. The kind of karma which requests actual service in the physical world to address the spiritual defecits which exist and move towards a more perfect reality... perhaps. What do you think karmic means? I think it has different connotations for different people, in different situations. Couldn't all of the houses describe/harbour karmic circumstances, in their own way? IP: Logged |
yungang_grotto
Knowflake Posts: 938
From: red river valley
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted October 19, 2015 05:12 PM
It seems that in this case the 6th house Venus/Pluto could be karmic in that the relationship is meant to feel like compulsive drudgery.. that one or both parties are compelled to relate in this magnetic way which requires the kind of subterfuge which is presently being considered--6th is after all the 7th from the 12th...edit; no its not lol it's the 6th from the 12th. But! It's still related to the 12th and may... somehow indeed cause the relationship to take on an underhanded tone, I suppose. IP: Logged |
yungang_grotto
Knowflake Posts: 938
From: red river valley
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posted October 19, 2015 05:15 PM
Aha! Venus does RULE the 12th (yesss)-- and so we can see the willingness to deceive playing into the compulsion to *do something about it*...IP: Logged |
yungang_grotto
Knowflake Posts: 938
From: red river valley
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted October 19, 2015 05:20 PM
The composite is asking you to really look at the other person's perspective as honestly and fully as possible. The north node in Scorpio in the 6th demands a realistic assessment of the depth and complexity of feeling being experienced, rather than a whitewashed surreal bliss which SN Taurus in the 12th wants to cling to. We want to see the reality of the situation. The universe says, look me square in the eye and tell me you don't see me right now. With the Sun on the 7th cusp it's all about learning about the other guy. How do they see things? How are things being experienced by the other? Honour that. Think about it. Address it. Don't run from relating realistically, in a way which TRULY TAKES INTO ACCOUNT your differences. IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 2688
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 08:38 PM
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Originally posted by LaceyLeigh:
Could you post the Davison, too?
Davison 😎 
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 2688
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted October 19, 2015 08:39 PM
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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
This sounds like an horrendous idea.Now, I'm noticing you were posting all of this early in the morning, which means emotions are likely stealing your sleep at that hour. In the brighter light of the next day, have you decided this wasn't such a good idea, or are you still pursuing this? I can second that this tends to end very badly. Besides, isn't he in a relationship?
He's not in a relationship.
It's not going to end badly because this is old news. If it doesn't work out I'm prepared. IP: Logged |
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