posted December 29, 2015 07:32 PM
you know fionapple, this composite is other wordly and dark.the emotional reactions I see are coming from the lurking subconscious/unconscious.it starts with pluto on the ascendant opposed to kaali. I assume this is the destroyer kali.if so this just accentuates the deep transformative energies between you.as an experience this is intense and daring, but as a romantic relationship, there will be no romance but only selfishness and pain.
the moon/Saturn midpoint is conjunct to isis and Osiris, so again we have the death rebirth dynamics rising through the relationship. this is very archetypal and shows you have a sacred sense of love for him.
with dejanira conjunct lilth and square the nodal axis, you role is clear, it is one that has brought dissension into relationships. it shows with an aggressive nature yet navie in some ways.
with mars conjunct to the node, he is a luminous being to you. his aura is strong and all around feel him. this is aspect of charm and sexual presence as mars is sextile to venus , there is stable emotional connection between you. but the dark spiritual aura makes this a unusual relationship.
nessus conjunct the moon and square the vertex elucidates you dark childhood experience even more. this implies a sadness in childhood and likely abusive environments.
the is much emotional pain from childhood and he seems to be able to assuage this darkness.
it may be a past life connection affecting you as pluto on the ascendant and moon/nessus square the vertex, could bring these dimensions in to the relationship.
it is as if you love his light and like child love the first time , as ero/psyche midpoint is also conjunct the node, he is a an antidote for the dark experiences that have crossed you emotions through no fault of your own. with venus opposed to Lilith, you love raises from you deepest emotional center.
Saturn conjunct to Neptune continues in this ethereal vein ,yet it clouds th erelatinshi as it is not clear what to believe and what not. it is complex but he hides much.and it seems with chiron opposed to Saturn/Neptune that he can give back handed compliments. the iron fist under a velvet glove.
the Jupiter/juno midpoint is square to ceres which bring marriage and commitment in to your mind, but Uranus is square to juno which can show disturbances in domestic affairs.
a ncie oveat the base but there is so much heavy emotions and emotional healing needed that it is difficult to hazard a guess to where this is all going.
the node has just transited the moon/nessus conjunction and square the vertex.
moon at 26virgo5 on 12/23 00:00 UT, nessus at 25virgo17 on 12/27 00:00UT and the vertex at 25gem12 on 12/27 12:00 .
these transits are not kind though deep healing could have taken place.
todd
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posted December 24, 2015 01:16 AM